Sorry this chapter took so long, I had to have my friend type it because I broke my arm so it is hard for me to some things.
Hope you like it, this isn't one of my best chapters.
Edward wanted to negotiate my transformation.
"Edward um, can we not negotiate this?"
"Bella, I was thinking about it and I came up with a couple ideas."
"You can tell me, but we aren't negotiating anything."
"Just hear me out Bella."
"Fine. But you have other things to worry about. Like another promise you haven't kept." I gave him a smile, trying to change the subject.
"Bella, I need more time, and so do you. You aren't ready for this, even though you think you are."
"Edward, I am ready. I am ready because I know this is the only way I can be with you forever." I tried to sound confident, but my voice came out a little shaky.
"Bella, be serious."
"I am." I interrupted him.
"Bella, listen to me."
"Fine." I grumbled
"I came up with some choices for you. One, we can wait until after your 19th birthday, but not too soon after. I was thinking maybe you could get a semester of college, and then I'll change you. And if you went to college while you are still 19, then when I change you ," the words came out unsteady, and a look of pain shot across his face," you will still be a teenager. Just like me." He said the last part kind of mocking me.
I thought about it. It wasn't that bad of an idea. Plus, it would be what everyone else would want. But I didn't choose so quickly. I decided to let him finish.
"Option 2," the pain appeared on his face and I could hear it in his voice, but instead of a quick flick like the last one, this one stayed while he talked, "I change you whenever you think you are ready. But I have to okay it, and so does Carlisle. And I will be reasonable, not stubborn."
I already liked option 2. But the pain on his face made me think twice about option 1.
"Is there a third option?" I asked.
"Yes. Option 3, the simplest, I never change you. You grow old and when you die, I will die, somehow."
"I don't like option 3." I said a little firmer then I intended.
"What about the other options?" He said using the full force of his golden eyes making me unable to think.
Finally I said, "I really don't want to discuss this. I thought we had an agreement."
"Bella, you know how I feel."
"I know, but can't we stick with the original plan?"
"So you are choosing option 2?" the pain took over his pleading look.
"No. I just asked a simple question." I really did want option 2, but I couldn't live with that look of pain on his face.
"I guess we could."
"Well, if I had to choose between life and death, I would choose life. Since death to you is being turned into a vampire then I guess the one that would let me live the longest would be option 1."
"Or option 3," He said hopeful
I gave him a glare.
"Or not," he said quickly. "Does that mean you are going to go with option one?" He smiled my favorite crooked smile, because he knew that couldn't resist it.
"Yeah," I said hesitantly. I looked at him and he looked surprised, maybe because I agreed so quickly, I was surprised with myself to. I put my head down.
"Thank you," He put his hands on both sides of my face, and brought my head up to look at him. "I mean that. You are the best wife ever."
"Yeah," I muttered.
I closed my eyes. Then I felt cold lips at my ear, I opened my eyes and listened.
"I love you; you give me everything I could ever ask for."
Then his lips moved from my ear to my lips. The kiss began soft like usual, then it got more intense. He removed his hands from my face and moved them to my waist. I put my hands on the back of his head, twisting his hair in my fingers. He moved his lips down to my neck to let me breathe, then down to my collarbone.
"I love you," He murmured against my skin.
"I love you too." I told him.
He moved his lips back to mine. Without breaking the kiss he picked me up and moved me onto his bed.
He laid me down and hovered over me. Then the kiss softened and soon stopped. I frowned. He sat up, I stayed down.
"What's wrong?" I asked.
"Nothing. Let's get something to eat. "
"I'm not hungry. I just ate"
"You don't have to be, we just need an excuse to get away from Alice."
"Couldn't we just go, and leave her here, and tell her not to come?"
"Yeah, but she might follow."
"Why would she do that?"
"I don't know. She is the only one home so she might get lonely."
"Ok. Well, where are we going?"
"No where in particular."
"Then why do we need to leave?"
"I just want to go for a ride with you."
"But I don't want to leave."
"Ok, we'll go later."
"Ok."
I sat up, and my hair fell over my face. I didn't care for it, but for some reason it bothered Edward and he moved it so it wasn't all over my face.
"So, what do we do now?" I asked. He leaned over and kissed me.
"Until you are ready to go for a drive... I believe I have another promise to keep."
With that he leaned over again and kissed me.
A.N.
Thanks to my BFF Briana for typing this for me while my arm is broken. :D
Sorry this Chapter is so short!!
This chapter isn't the best, but I will try to make the next chapter exciting, hence the word TRY!!