I Can KillThem When I Want To and You Owe Me

Finally after a few minutes Yoko calmed down and noticed that Nakada wasn't holding him anymore. Worried he began to move his head around as if trying to see her. He tried to listen for her but he couldn't here anything and that made him a bit worried, "Nakada?" he called out uncertain, "Nakada are you here?"

Taking a chance he raised his hands to the wrappings around his head and slowly unwrapped them. When they were off, he had his eyes closed and he slowly began to open them. His eyes fluttered open and then closed at the light. He sighed and opened his eyes again, but this time he kept them open and squinted them. He didn't feel any pain that was close to the kind he saw Kuronue go through and he was mentally happy. But that was short lived as he looked around for Nakada. It didn't take long to look for her though because she was laying on the bed looking like she was sleeping but there was a little blood coming from her ears. (Another thing Nakada woke up during the night put another shirt on and got back into bed with Yoko.)

Flash Back

They broke for a second for some air and Yoko looked at her as she laid her head on his chest. It was then that he realized that she had her ear right over his heart. Yoko moved away a bit so Nakada wouldn't hear it and she looked at him for a second as if wondering why he had done that.

"No Nakada, my heart will hurt you remember?" He said and she smiled.

She laid her head over his heart again as she continued to smile, "Just don't get mad and your heart won't hurt me or my ears."

End Flash Back Yoko's Pov

After remembering that I went over to her instantly and held her close, but made sure her head wasn't near my chest, just in case. I placed two of my fingers on her neck and found a pulse, but it was weak and she was hardly breathing. I gently slapped her face talking to her. Finally she took a deep breath of air and I sighed. I couldn't believe the measure of relief I felt.

Nakada's Pov

I slowly began to open my eyes. My ears hurting like mad and I had a splitting headache. I registered that someone was holding me but I didn't know whom and my vision was sort of blurry so I couldn't see the person either. I couldn't remember anything after I had told Yoko that the beggin had done something to him. Then my vision came into focus and I saw Yoko looking at me with worry in his eyes and holding me close. He looked relieved as he held me closer and laid his forehead on mine. It was then that I realized that his eyes weren't covered and I looked at him gently placing my fingers just under his eyes, "I see you took your bandages off," he smiled and closed his eyes for a second and opened them again but they still looked worried as his smile disappeared.

"I am so sorry Nakada," he said and I looked at him confused.

"Sorry? For what?" I saw the surprise in his eyes and he raised his hand to my ears and began to gently stroke them.

"I got angry and you were too close to me remember? When I finally gained control I noticed that you weren't around and I tried to find you but I had to take off the wrappings. When I saw you, you looked like you were sleeping but there was blood coming out of your ears and you were barely breathing." When he said that my eyes widened and I remembered everything.

Normal Pov

Nakada looked at him, but before she could do anything he held her close his head on hers, "I'm sorry Nakada please don't get angry."

This surprised Nakada as Yoko laid his head on hers. Why is he acting like this? He has never acted like this before, "Yoko I'm not mad at you but please stop acting like this," he looked at her confused, "You are scaring me when you act in a way that I know, but shouldn't know, isn't you."

He looked adown at her and smiled a little, "You don't have to be worried Nakada. It's just I have never really had anyone to care about me like you have except maybe Kuronue but he is a friend. You let me know verbally and physically that I have done something to you that you don't like." Nakada smiled and so did Yoko but then it disappeared as he felt whatever it was inside him move and he pressed his hand over his stomach and looked at it.

"Are you all right Yoko?" Nakada asked as she sat up and got off his lap.

He looked at her and smiled a little, "Yeah I'm as fine as can be expected. But if Sara wasn't already dead, I swear I would strangle her for whatever she has done to me."

Nakada looked at him not pleased and a little worried, "Well that is kind of in away childish to say. At least you aren't going to die.

Yoko wrapped both of his arms around his stomach and looked at her, "How do you know that?"

Nakada looked at him then at her folded up hands, "Well, I was able to run into you two before she died. She told me to 'take care of them' and I had no idea what she meant. So over the few weeks, I would read any book I could about beggins in my free time. I usually only found out about what happened to the male population. I suppose that since there are rarely any male beggins, people decided that they should write about them and forget about the females. On the day…your cramps started to hurt, I was reading the end of the last book I had on beggins and well…this is what I found out."

Yoko stared at her, not sure what to think or what to say. Finally he spoke, "So you are telling me that I won't die at the end of this…but I will be humiliated?"

Nakada looked at him, "I don't know how you would be humiliated. The team told the group that you had gotten sick and I was taking care of you here. My friends made a world mirror and sucked them and the rest of your group into this world but they are at least hundred miles away form here."

Yoko looked at Nakada and laid back onto the pillows of the bed, "Well, I guess that is a believable lie." He looked at Nakada, "Could you tell me what you learned?"

Nakada shook her head, "I don't know why but, in one of the books I read, the first and last time a man went through and was told what to expect before what would happen, happen and not find out on his own, he somehow died."

"Can you at least tell me what she did to me?" she shook her head, "Can you tell me what is growing inside of me?" she shook her head. He was getting a little angry, "Is there anything you can tell me that I don't already know so I can get a little more a glimpse what I am facing?"

Nakada winced when she heard Yoko's heartbeat turn back to it's horrible beat again, "Yoko you are going to have to find out about your situation on your own. I am allowed to tell you why something's will happen when they do or if you figure something out. But I am very restricted with the information Yoko."

Yoko didn't like his situation, "Nakada, please, there must be something that you can tell me," she shook her head and he got up and began pacing to think. He looked at the ceiling and tried to think, "Okay then if I am going to have to find out things on my own then I'm going to have to think about this." He looked at her, "Can you tell me if I'm wrong or not?" she nodded. "Okay."

He began to think and after a short while he said, "Well if there is something growing inside of me then it has to be a baby so does that mean it is a baby Beggin?"

"Close but it isn't a Beggin," she answered looking at him, "If the Beggin had stayed a live then yes it would have been a Beggin."

"But what is it now?" she looked at him and looked down. He sighed, "Okay hit a limit there." He thought for a few more minutes, "You said that it will come out in eight days does that mean it will be small?"

She nodded, "It will have small growth spurts so it can form properly and there won't be that much difference but the baby will take some of your energy to do that. So it will be painful. But that isn't the problem," Yoko stared at her, "That day the beggin died, I told you she had died because she had, had sex to many times right?" Yoko nodded, "Well I wasn't telling the truth. The reason why she died was because she had given away her last egg. But the strange thing was, she did something, most beggins normally don't do when it comes to their last egg." Yoko listened intently, even though he knew he wasn't going to like what he was going to hear. "The beggin…didn't have one egg left…she had two…and she gave them both to you." Yoko stared at Nakada with wide eyes as swallowed as he sat down on the couch. She went over to him touching his shoulder a little and he stiffened, "Yoko you aren't going to die if that is what you are thinking."

He got up and walked away from her, "Listen I appreciate you trying to help me, I really do despite what I have done to you, you still try to help me. But I don't need your help or comfort right now I just want to be alone." I especially don't need or want her comfort. That would show that I am getting weak. She was right, what I did when she woke up was definitely not like me. Everything I do around her isn't what I really do.

Nakada had heard that and she looked down, "If you don't want me around then just say so instead of thinking that. I wouldn't want you to feel or seem like you weak."

Yoko looked up at Nakada and saw her get up and walked to the door. But when she opened it he used his demon speed and ran in front of her slamming the door shut, "How did you know that was what I was thinking?"

She jumped back a little and looked at him, "I'm a telepathic, just like you are, why would you care?"

He looked at her questioningly and leaned down looking at her straight in the eyes and spoke coldly, "Never go in my head again." She looked at him surprised and he took hold of her chin roughly, "There are something's in there that you may not like."

She moved her head away and glared at him, "Well SO-ORRY but I wasn't in your head. I can't help but hear thoughts that aren't deep or blocked. So far, you have been keeping your mind blocked out to me very well and I haven't tried to push it. But you didn't have your mind blocked up so I couldn't help but to hear your thoughts."

"You could have told me this a while ago," he spoke again but this time it was dark and his true side was starting to show as she looked at him and his heart began to turn ugly.

She winced but looked at him, "That was a secret Yoko. I thought that now I could trust you with it, without you going all crazy."

Yoko looked at her and then turned around, walking away looking at the ceiling, laughing a little but she knew it wasn't one of joy. H e looked at her and saw that he was smiling his eyes were squinted as he looked at her, "Why am I not surprised? Another secret that! Why all the secrets?" he looked serious then, "It was a secret about your language, it was a secret about what happens when the first person who looks into your eyes is enveloped when pain, what is happening to me is practically a secret and you know what?" she looked at him, "Your secrets are doing more harm then good! My guess is that if you tell me what is happening to me what the things are that are inside me I won't die."

She looked at him plainly, her back to the doorknob not wanting to be here since he was getting angry, "Yoko, we keep secrets for a reason! There are something's about us that even we don't know about. So it is better not to tell you anything. My guess is, if you had listened to Kuronue about us and believed him, you would know more about us then we do by now. But no…you had to think that he was just dreaming it so intensely and he was dreaming it every night."

Nakada was getting upset now and she looked at Yoko who had not made a move but had listened to everything, "What is happening to you isn't one of our secrets but you will die if I tell you what is happening or you don't find out on your own," Nakada grabbed the doorknob and turned it running out into the hallway.

Yoko ran right after her and grabbed her hand before she could run away, "You are not running away from me Nakada. Not until I get some answers."

Nakada looked at him and saw that his eyes were beginning to glow red, "Yoko all I can say is that if you want the children that are growing inside of you…dead it might be the worst thing that you have ever done. But I guess you have killed and destroyed enough families in your life that the lives inside of you wouldn't really matter." Nakada hesitated when she said if he wanted the children in him dead. Truth was, she didn't want them dead at all.

Yoko glared at her, "What I have done in my past is of no concern to you. So what if I want these children in me dead. But that is only if, because I noticed you hesitated." She looked at him startled and he smiled as his heartbeat got worse, "I see if I want it dead then they will die won't they?" she didn't say anything as she looked at the floor, "WON'T THEY?" he yelled and tightened his grip and his eyes glowed red.

Nakada screamed when Yoko's claws cut deep into her skin and his heartbeat was beating the horrible beat it had when she had first meet him only louder. She couldn't take it anymore as she punched him hard across the face and ran away. Yoko hit the wall and fell down unconscious.

A little way back inside of Yoko

Inside Yoko there was a little baby girl and boy growing inside of him. They were half demon and half human and were very small. They listened to the argument that was going on outside, I wonder why there are people outside arguing. The little girl thought.

"Maybe they're our parents." Thought the boy who held his little sister closer to him. "Can you hear them?"

The little girl shook her head, "No, but I can feel their emotion and hear only mummers. Can you brother?"

The baby boy nodded, "Yes I can understand them, but they don't sound very happy."

The boy listened to the conversation as the girl became scared of the angry emotions all around, "If you don't want me around then just say so instead of thinking that. I wouldn't want you to feel or seem like you're weak."

"I wonder who that is She sounds familiar…" The boy thought allowed and the girl looked up at him.

"Who sounds familiar brother?" The little girl asked looking up at her brother.

"A woman outside, she sounds familiar."

"How did you know that was what I was thinking?"

"I'm a telepathic just like you are, why would you care?"

"Never go in my head again. There are something's in there that you may not like."

"Well SO-ORRY but I wasn't in your head. I can't help but here thoughts that aren't deep or blocked. So far you have been keeping your mind blocked out to me very well and I haven't tried to push it. But you didn't have your mind blocked up so I couldn't help but to hear your thoughts."

"You could have told me this a while ago"

"That was a secret Yoko I thought I could trust you with without you going all crazy."

The baby began to hear some one laugh and she didn't like the sound as she curled up into a little ball but she continued to listen to the conversation, "Why am I not surprised? Another secret that! Why all the secrets? It was a secret about your language, it was a secret about what happens when the first person who looks into your eyes is enveloped with pain, what is happening to me is practically a secret and you know what? Your secrets are doing more harm then good. My guess is that if you tell me what is happening to me what the things are that are inside me I won't die."

The boy instantly went still. My sister and I are inside the man? But he sounds so angry he doesn't sound like someone who would love us.

The bay girl curled up into a tight ball against her brother, "B-brother? The emotions from one of the people are really angry and scary." The boy huddled closer to his sister, trying to block out the voices while she tried to block out the feelings. But neither of them could do this as the feelings and voices continued.

""What is happening to you isn't one of our secrets but you will die if I tell you what is happening or you don't find out on your own." The two babies then felt like the person they were in was moving around and stopped.

"You are not running away from me Nakada. Not until I get some answers."

"Yoko all I can say is that if you want the children that are growing inside of you…dead it might be the worst thing that you have ever done. But I guess you have killed and destroyed enough families in your life that the lives inside of you wouldn't really matter."

"What I have done in my past is of no concern to you. So what if I want these children in me dead. But that is only if, because I noticed you hesitated. I see if I say I want it dead then it will die won't it?" there was silence, "WON'T IT?" the little boy and girl shook a little when they both heard the voice get angry and the little girl almost cried when she heard someone scream in pain. She and her brother huddled closer together, both of them glad that they had each other.

The babies shook with fear now that they knew they were in someone that didn't care about them. But they also knew that there was someone outside the person they were in that cared about them both. Then realization dawned on the little boy "That woman sounded like the girl who had spoken to us earlier!"

His sister looked up at him when she heard this, "Oh what happened to her?

"Don't worry little ones," the babies went still and listened, "Yoko is just angry, when he cools down he will have a clear head."

"Who are you?" the baby boy asked confused.

"Someone who cares about you. Now just get some rest and things might be a little better when you wake up."

"O-okay," both of the babies said as they huddled together and went to sleep.

With Nakada

Nakada sighed as she closed her eyes and leaned against a tree. She was in a huge greenhouse that looked like an indoor forest but she didn't care. She looked at her arm that was still bleeding and moved her other hand over the wound. An ice blue mist came from her hand onto the wound and it healed. She sighed as she lifted her hand seeing that the wound was healed and leaned her back against the tree. This was her little Haven when she wanted to be alone. As of now and right then she most definitely wanted to be alone. She looked up into the leaves of the trees and sighed, Yoko is scaring the daylights out of the little babies inside him. Our little babies. When the beggin died after she gave him her last egg, she was no longer the parent. But Yoko and I are now because I'm the only girl who kissed him three times or let him kiss me three times. I do care about him a lot though, ya I hurt him but that is because he asked me to do it and he was hurting me as well. Nakada looked at the stream that was moving past her, the sounds of nature making her feel at peace and happy as she smiled.

When she was finely feeling calm she walked out of the greenhouse and went to the living room and went to sleep on the couch.

With Yoko

Yoko woke up and groaned a little as he began to try and sit up leaning his back against the wall. His head was now clear and he wasn't angry anymore as well. He didn't know why he was on the floor or why his jaw was broken though. He suddenly felt kind of sick as he began to sit up and pressed a hand to his stomach and the other to his mouth as he ran into the bedroom, into the bathroom and somehow guessed right as he began to vomit into the toilet.

When he was done he sat on the floor, his back against the tub and then noticed Nakada wasn't around anywhere. He also noticed that his hand felt kind of dry and his looked at it. His eyes widened when he saw that there was dry blood on it and he remembered what had happened. He pressed his hand to his stomach when he felt whatever it was inside him move and he sneered. She doesn't want whatever it is inside me to die. Yoko thought for a second. If I am ever going to even try to get a shot at her I have to make sure that these things stays alive. But…she is the one that will have to take care of them. I won't even look at them or have anything to do with them. With that in mind he walked away to try and find Nakada.

He found her in the living room lying down on the couch sleeping soundly. He walked over to her and sat at her feet and waited for her to wake up. A few minutes later she finally woke up and looked up to see Yoko staring down at her. She instantly sat up and pressed her back to the arm of the couch, "What do you want now?"

He just stared at her looking like as if she hadn't done anything, "You said before that I wont die when this is over…right?" She nodded wondering what he was thinking, "If you want them than you can keep them. But I don't want anything to do with them…I don't want to know what they are, what they look like, I don't even want to know the names that you picked for them."

Nakada stared at him shocked but she nodded her head in understanding, "If that is what it takes to keep them alive then…fine."

Yoko pressed his hand to his stomach when he felt a sharp kick and he leaned over, "You owe me," he said looking up at her.

She nodded and looked down as she sighed, "Fine." She looked at him and sighed, "I don't know how you are talking with that broken jaw. Here let me heal it," her hands cupped his jaw and she instantly healed his jaw.