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I gasped and dropped my arms down to my side.

Did he really just read my mind? The sudden twinkle in his eyes gave me my answer.

He can read my mind.

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CHAPTER 5 - Listen To My Heart.

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My head was reeling as I tried to figure out what had happened already tonight.

Alice found me.

Alice knows Pete.

Pete knows Carlisle.

Pete obviously knows Edward and the rest of them.

Pete can read my mind.

Edward can read my mind, that was the thing that shocked me most. It kinda worried me too, before I could have thought anything and not bothered about what he would think of me or what he would say, now I had to be careful. It was proving to be a difficult task, I couldn't hide anything from him.

"This is just as strange for you as it is for me Bella." Edwards voice broke through my reverie and I stared into his Golden eyes. Were they any different from the last time I saw him? They didn't look so sad, and maybe they were slightly brighter.

I broke away from his eyes and walked to the opposite side of the room, busying myself with some plastic wrapping on one of the shelves. "I don't think so, your used to reading peoples minds, it's a normal thing for you."

"Im not used to reading your mind though am I? This is new for me." I felt him behind me, his lack of body heat passing through to me and making me shiver. He was close. Too close? "To be honest, Im not sure if I like it."

"Why? Is there something wrong with me?" Are my thoughts really that bad?

As I turned to look at him I saw the smile spread across his face and he chuckled slightly. "I can read your mind and you think there's something wrong with you?"

He said that to me before all this, before I even knew him properly. I remembered it well, and he knew that. The smile spread as he walked closer. What's he doing?

"I don't have the strength to stay away from you anymore. Will you come back with me?"

For the millionth time that night I found myself stuck for words. Could I go back? Before I had told myself that I couldn't, that it would be too hard to go back to the way things were because of my life now.

But when I think about it, do I really like my life now? I wear what Im told to wear, I do what Im told to do, I speak when Im told to. Its not a life at all, its not my life anyway. I wanted so much more for myself. I wanted a family and friends who care about me, not to be stuck with no one real to talk to, just clones who cling to me because of Asher. I wanted a career, to make something of my life, not to sit at home all day unless Asher needed me. The little things didn't seem to hard to cope with, but when I put it all together I realised I have become the exact opposite of who I wanted to be.

But there were still those nagging questions lurking in the back of my mind. Did I want to change it? Would I go back if I could?

Before I had chance to think about it I heard Edwards voice rise above my thoughts. "Come on then. Everyone waiting, Esme cant wait to see you."

Did I want to go with him? It was the hardest decision of my life, but I knew I had to make it. "No. Im not going." I stepped back and took a deep breath, could I really do this?

"What? But you said…"

"I said Im not going."

He took a step towards me and I stepped back. "I meant what I said you know. You are my life now."

"Yeah, well you were mine. But you left me Edward, and I cant forgive you for that." I could hear my voice starting to break, but I wouldn't let my feelings through. Instead, I turned and ran back through the door to the club. I could hear that Edward had followed me but I just kept running, I couldn't stop now. I ran across the dance floor, slowing slightly as I tried to push my way through the crowd of dancers. I stumbled up the stairs to the VIP area where I knew Asher would be waiting for me. But before I reached the velvet rope, I felt a cold hand curl around my arm and spin me around.

"Bella! Stop!"

"No Edward you stop! You cant do this, you cant just waltz back into my life and expect me to drop everything for you, it doesn't work like that! You turned my world upside down then left, do you think I coped well with that? Do you think I just got over you automatically? No! I didn't! So for once in my life Im making the right decision." I felt tears start to drip down my cheeks, the tears I had been trying to hold back.

"Issy?" I turned and saw Asher stood behind me, looking confused and just a little bit angry. He looked down at Edwards hand that was still on my arm and then looked at Edward. "Is there a problem?" He said as he pulled me towards him.

Edward slipped his hand away but he didn't stop glaring at Asher, and it scared me. It was the same look he had when he found me in Port Angeles. "I need to talk to Bella."

"Im sorry, Issy is unavailable right now, but you can leave a message with a good friend of mine." He looked past Edward and when I looked I saw Carl and Jack already waiting behind Edward. I knew that if he wanted to, Edward could overpower them easily, but he couldn't show it now.

"Bella, please. Just five minutes ok?"

"Carl take him away."

"Im not giving up. I will be back."

"Asher take me home."

"Bella!"

"Carl!"

"Asher lets go." I grabbed his hand and watched as Carl took hold of Edward.

This is the right thing to do., going back with Asher. I know it's the right thing to do.

If it is the right thing to do, why do I feel so bad about it?

Why does it hurt so much?

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