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--PREVIOUSLY!!--

This is the right thing to do., going back with Asher. I know it's the right thing to do.

If it is the right thing to do, why do I feel so bad about it?

Why does it hurt so much?

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CHAPTER 6 - Now Or Never

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"Issy what the hell was that?!" Asher burst as soon as we got into the car. I knew he would do this. He wouldn't want to make a scene while people could hear him, hearing the Boss ranting at his girlfriend isn't usually a good thing.

But I really didn't want to talk about it. "It was nothing."

"Nothing? That guy was all over you, and you expect me to believe its nothing?!"

"He wasn't all over me."

"Bullshit! Who the hell was he?!"

"Will you stop yelling at me, he's just an old friend I haven't seen in a while. Can we just go home please?"

"Whatever." I felt myself being pulled back in my seat as he pressed his foot against the pedal. He was going fast, too fast, way too fast!

"Slow down." As I reached for my seatbelt, I felt the speed of the car increase again. What the hell was he trying to do?! "Asher!"

"What? Im taking you home just like you asked."

I glanced across at him and saw the crazy look in his eyes. He's been pissed about people hitting on me before, but he's never been this crazy about it. "I want to be alive when I get there!"

"Don't get smart with me Issy, not now, not after HIM! I cant believe you were with him!" He was starting to scare me now, what the hell was he on about!!

"Him? You say that like you know him?"

"I know what he's like Issy. I know what he is! You don't wanna be messing around with him!" He turned the corner so violently that I was forced against the window sharply, it really hurt!

Did he really just say what I think he said? He couldn't possibly know! "There's nothing to know." I said quietly, trying to think of a way to calm him down and change the subject at the same time.

"Issy, Ive known this guy since he was a kid, I know what he's like."

What?!

"What did you just say? You've known him since you were a kid? That's impossible!" He couldn't be a vampire! I would have known by now, the signs were so obvious! It took me so little time to work it out with Edward, having 5 years with him and not noticing would just be impossible! He wasn't always cold, his eyes didn't change colour, he wasn't abnormally strong or fast - except maybe in his car - and most of all, he didn't drink blood!

"Issy, you're a smart girl, Im sure you know about him so you can pretty much work me out."

Oh god not another one! It wasn't possible! "Stop the car." Why do I always go quiet at the worst possible time? Did he even hear me?

"What?"

"Let me out."

"So you can go back to him? No way!" He started going faster and I held on tight to my seat.

"Asher Im not going back to him! Im just a bit freaked out with this!"

"With what? Its simple enough."

Was he really so stupid! How could be say it was simple, nothing is simple when it comes to vampires! "Simple? You're a vampire, that's not something simple!"

"It is in my world."

Was I some sort of Vampire magnet?! Already there had been Edward, which I guess I started anyway by working it out myself. But then there was James! I definitely didn't start that one, so what the hell was wrong with me!!

Then I remembered. Something Edward had said to me when he first told me. My blood was different, it smelt sweeter, it was like a drug for him. Maybe it was the same for Asher? This is all just getting too creepy!

As we neared a turn in the road I tried to rationalise the situation, at least until I was out of the car safely! "Well its not in my world, and in my world its not good if they have to scrape you off the windows. Please slow down."

"Fine." I felt him slow down immediately but we were still going way too fast. I was trying to look for a place he could stop to let me out when I saw a light not far away from us. I looked towards him and saw his bright blue eyes staring back into mine.

He wasn't watching the road, he was watching me!

"Turn the car!" I screamed as I scrambled to fasten me seatbelt. I had been trying to put it on earlier but my hands had been shaking so much that I couldn't do it. Now I felt the same, and time wasn't something I had right now!

"What?"

"Asher! Turn the goddamn car!!"

But it was too late for that. I saw the blinding light of the other cars headlights and automatically closed my eyes and put my arm up across my face to shield myself. Everything happened in slow motion. I felt the jolt of the impact push me forward and heard the crunching sound of metal against metal, and was so glad I finally managed to put my seatbelt on. If I hadn't I would have been thrown forward through the windscreen, right down between the two cars. I would have been crushed and probably have died instantly. Asher was shouting something, I couldn't quite make it out. But then there were other voices I recognised too.

"Oh my god! No! This cant be happening! This isn't happening!"

Alice?

"Ill stay here, you check her!"

Emmett?

Cold hands were up against my skin and I tried to wiggle myself away, only to feel a shooting pain all through my body, holding me in place.

"Oh Shit! Carlisle!"

Rosalie?

More cold hands, but I knew better than move away this time, I knew it would hurt. I felt the hands moved across my stomach and winced and a searing pain shot through me. "Ive called an ambulance but she's losing too much blood, they wont get here on time."

"What do I do?"

Edward?! I tried to open my eyes and found it was harder than normal, they felt sticky. I finally managed it, but everything was blurry. I couldn't be sure if it was Edward or not, maybe I was just losing my mind?

"You know what you have to do." Pause. What did he have to do? "Edward, she changed or she dies. Make the choice." At least I knew now I wasn't going crazy. But then what they were saying sunk in.

Changes?

Oh my god! Were they seriously talking about changing me? And what wasn't I going to survive?! All I knew right now was that I was in a lot of pain. I opened my eyes again, managed to force then open slightly more this time and looked down.

And that's when I worked out that Im not only a vampire magnet, Im also a glass magnet! A huge chunk of the windscreen was sticking out of me. So much for the seatbelt keeping me safe! That was literally hanging by a thread somewhere near my abdomen.

"I cant do it." His voice was low, but I could tell it was Edward.

"Edward you cant let her die!" Alice now. She sounded far away, maybe someone was holding her back? "Its gonna happen Edward, Ive seen it."

"Your visions change!" Edward.

"If you don't do it she will die. Its no different to how you all became vampires." Emmett? No, Carlisle. It was becoming harder and harder to make out the voices as my head started to get heavy. My body was completely numb, except for one part. My stomach, where the glass was lodged inside me.

"Edward. Please." I managed to say, although my voice was low and scratchy. "Make. It. Stop." I sucked in sharp breaths after each breath I spoke, it was necessary but it hurt like hell!

Cold hands moved away from me, and I thought for a moment he had given up. "Never." Came the whispered reply next to my ear. "Im sorry. Im gonna make it stop, but its gonna hurt for a while. Carlisle can give you something to ease the pain, but he cant make it go away, its something you have to go through." He was really gonna do it? After all the times he said he wouldn't, now he was? I suppose he had no choice, it was a live or die situation, and he wanted me to live.

I felt the stinging pain as his teeth cut into my arm, and then the sudden rush of heat that spread throughout my body, centring in my head. I felt like it was tearing me in two, burning me alive from the inside. Was this how I was meant to feel? It felt all wrong, like it shouldn't be happening. Of course that's because it shouldn't, being turned into a vampire isn't exactly a normal thing that everyone goes through, it wasn't going to feel like anything normal. But still, this was like over-the-top agony! There was another sting, less painful and smaller than the last which I assumed was Carlisle injecting me with something. Then I felt something else, that would have made me vomit had I been someone watching.

They pulled the glass out.

But I didn't feel anything flood out like I thought it would. Maybe It was healing? Or maybe this was part of the change? Becoming a vampire meant I was dead, or un-dead, which also meant I had no blood. Was that it?

"We need to get her back, she needs rest." Well vampires don't need rest so I knew I wasn't finished yet, I was just getting started.

As I was lifted from the wreckage, I began to think about different things, as I was placed onto the soft seat of what I assumes was the backseat of Edwards Volvo, I started to wonder...

Where the hell was Asher?

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Good enough?

Ok so this chapter is kinda nuts! I got the idea a few days ago on my way back from college and I just had to add it somehow! The bus crashed! (It wasn't anything major, and as you can tell I didn't die!) So the whole crashing bit I thought would be a really interesting way for Asher to hurt her, but also for it to not all be his fault! The reasoning behind this will become clear later on, as will the reason Edward hates him! The fact that he is a vampire just kinda popped into my head, and I thought I could get something good from it. Hopefully Ill be right! Please let me know if this is a good or bad chapter, if you don't like it Ill scrap it! XD