I hesitantly got out of the carriage to walk in. I stood back a bit to let Fred, George, Lee, and Angelina walk in before me, to protect my rep. out carriage was, pretty much, the last one to arrive, so unless someone saved you a seat, you didn't have one. I hoped that would be the case with me; I hoped I didn't have one. Well, I guess it's time to find out, because I'm already at the entrance to the Great Hall.
I took a deep breath and made my grand entrance. Everyone turned to look at the sound of my Jimmy Choos on the stone floor. Mouths dropped with one look at me. Damn! Do I look that different?! Well, I guess you can say I have changed. my face has changed over the summer, for sure, since I've dropped all my "baby fat". my cheekbones are more defined, and I changed my dark red hair to a light brown with hints of blonde. I'm extremely fit now. Yeah, I'm pretty much smokin' hot; I can totally see why they are staring. Oh, you've got to love my sarcasm!
The Slytherin table, looks like nothing has changed there. Pansy fucking Parkinson is still her stupid bitch self. She better stay the fuck away from my boyfriend because he don't want her ugly ass! And there's Crabbe a and Goyle, still their dumbass selves I see. Yeah, it appears nothing has changed. Stress that word appears. It looks like my wish didn't come true neither. Draco saved me a seat, but that doesn't mean I have to sit in it. I'll just sit in the huge empty spot saved for the first years. After he treated me, like I'm going to sit with him. HA! And there Draco goes looking at me again! Oh! I know he ain't comin' over here!
"Baby, what are you doing?" Draco came up and asked as he put his hand on my lower back and rubbed it caringly with his thumb. "What am doing!? What the fuck do you think I'm doing!? You know what! Don't touch me! Don't talk to me! You think everything is all good with us?! After you pretended I didn't exist on the train!? You haven't seen me all summer, and you treat me like that!? Tears started to pour out of my face like a raging waterfall. You haven't even attempted to call me! I needed you, and you didn't even call me! How could you!? You ignored my calls, my pleas for you to call me! Why!? Draco why!? "Michelle, I'm so sorry! I was mad. I was mad because you didn't want to spend the summer with me. You wanted to spend it with him…" Draco said as he grabbed my hand and looked me in my eyes. With the mention of him, I lost it.
"Michelle what is wrong?" Draco questioned when he saw me breaking down in front of his eyes. "It's him. It's all about him. I can't believe I was so dumb enough to trust him. Me being away for months and him alone. I thought he loved me Draco, but he didn't he just loved to screw me. I risked my relationship with you for a little fix when you and I were away from each other over the summer. Draco I love you. I love you so much. I don't want to hurt you. I know I shouldn't have been with him. Why did you even let me? Why?" Draco was astonished. With the words "I love you," he let a tear fall down his cheek. I have never felt so loved but so ashamed of myself at the same time. "I love you too Michelle. I love you so much. I am so sorry; I shouldn't have let you go so easily. Will you ever forgive me?" Draco said as he caressed my cheek. "Of course I will forgive you, but I will never forgive him." With this Draco asked, "What did he do to you Michelle?" there was an angry look on his face with this question.
"I kind of know how you feel now Draco." He looked at me with curiosity in his eyes. "What are you talking about? What do you mean?" Draco questioned. "I walked in the room and found him fucking one of my best friends. Yeah, two knives in the back at one time. I never felt more betrayed in my life. I felt my world falling apart. I lost Logan, I lost Melanie, and I thought I lost you. I didn't want to go on, so I tried to kill myself. When I saw all life fading away, Kimberly walked in and found me. She had me taken to the hospital, and they saved my life. I am so thankful for Kim, she's probably my best girl friend in the whole wide world! I…if it wasn't for her, I wouldn't be here right now." My face was stained with tears, and Draco was at a loss of words. He just took me and held me in his arms for what felt like forever. He didn't have to say anything; I could hear it in his heart. "Come, lets go take our seats. Unless you want to sit here for a bit," Draco said, finally releasing his heavenly grip. I shook my head, and we got up and walked to our seats before the sorting of the first years began.