Yep, 8th one! This one should, because I planned, some yaoi in it. I know what ya'll are thinkin' 'Yay!!'
If anyone wants Cry Little Sister to go on, I need at least one or two reviews. How pathetic do I sound? XD
I certainly do not own Death Note. For if I did…. –dresses up matt in a puppy outfit- I would let my Coco Chanel-ness out on poor Matt. Lol
Mello didn't sleep well. He was too busy thinking. What would happen if Matt became in a situation when he would be harmed… he looked over at the little redheaded boy, sleeping and occasionally giving the same whimpers he did a few days ago. What if I wasn't there to protect him? The blond became worried and out of fear for his little friend, locked the door and put their one and only Scooby-doo in front of the door. That should keep creeps like Mr. Rumple out… Another whimper broke into Mello's thoughts of pedophiles and monsters, and then another one. The awake boy looked over to his noise-making friend. Why the hell does he make all those noises? Unless…
Was Matt dreaming of his parents, or maybe being assaulted by Mr. Rumple? The thought of Matt defensive less in his nightmare made the blond worried…or angry. Whichever one gave him the gumption to go over and wake up his friend, who was a little sweaty from the possible imaginary rape he was dreaming. "Matty…" nothing. "Matty? You okay?" the blond started to stroke his friends hair, which instead of calming him, woke him up.
As the young boy woke up from his sleep, he gasped as if he was holding his breath through the whole dream. "Hey Matt." The chocolate addict put a hand on his friends arm, and asked, "Are you okay? What made you so scared? If it was Mr. Rumple on Friday I'll go beat his ass if you'd like." Matt looked down at his best friends hand and put his tiny hand over it. The act surprised Mello, but the feel of the redheads skin felt good so he didn't protest against the action.
Matt's panting began to stop, but the fast breathes were replaced with crying. Matt buried his head into his friends' chest and sobbed. Mello became worried and started to question his crying friend. "Matt, why are you crying? Did you forget something?" he started to come up with things that only 2 year olds would cry about only because he couldn't think properly when Matt cried. "Are you hungry? Want my chocolate?" Matt's tear stained face looked up at his friend, hiccupping as he tried to get out the words.
"Why?! Why can't you be weak?! Aren't you aware of how I feel?" Mello was taken back by these words. His look became softer and he rubbed his hand around Matt's back. "No…" Matt started to cease his crying, and instead replaced it with anger. He gave a disgusted look at his hands and said, "I'm weak! My mother even said so! I'm disgusting!!" The older boy kept on rubbing his friends back as the redhead started to cry again. He could feel his shirt start to get damp from his friends tears, but it was a small price to pay to be able to hold Matt like this.
Mello put his hand on Matt's chin, forcing him to look up into his blue eyes. He wanted to know more about his friends past. Why his mother said he was weak.
"Matt," Mello gave his friend a huge embrace as he asked in Matt's ear, "may you tell me about your family?" Matt could feel more tears come to the brim of his eyes, about to spill over. Why, out of all nights, did he ask him now? It would've been a lot easier if Mello had asked him two years ago when he was less emotional and more blunt. He held back the tears and took a deep breath against Mello's chest, which made him shiver. As Matt thought of how he should say it, he said, "Okay."
The crying boy breathed in again and pulled out the embrace so he could talk properly and began.
" Okay. Before I came to Wammys I had lived in a shabby home in America with my mother." His voice started to crack at the thought of his mom. "I hated that whore." Mello gave a little surprised gasp at his friends' language. He actually never heard him curse like that before. "She killed my father right before I was born, and she would always say that since father was dead she was free from the 'curse.' I realized when I was five that the so-called 'curse' was commitment…" he said 'curse' and 'commitment' as if they were dipped in poison. "She brought her 'friends' over all the time, and it was hell with both man and women everywhere in our house, wild and drunk and it was all so noisy!" Mello concluded that that was why Matt didn't like loud noises.
"My mother would make me go out there and 'socialize' with everyone because she thought that they would jealous of a 'cute little redhead!' She dressed me up in anything that was available and made me give them beer and other things that they might have needed in such a drunken state. She was stupid for letting me be surrounded by drunk men and women, lustful for anything that could walk on two legs." As Matt started to cry again, Mello rubbed his little back some more, trying to stop the crying that was making his heartache. " M-many times I-I could've almost l-lost my…" he stopped at that and continued. "But only then w-was I able to get away b-before…" He wiped away tears and breathed in. "When mom was drunk she would sometimes h-hurt me by hitting me…a-and the worst night w-was after a p-party she t-tied me t-to a chair, and a-all her f-friends w-watched her…c-cut…a-and b-bite…" he broke down into tears and almost yelled out "and she l-let her f-friends have their w-way with…me!" More sobbing.
"That night they called me 'weak' and 'childish' and 'tiny' as they cut my hair and…other things…" Mello didn't know what to say to all of this. His mom must have been really fucked up along with all her strange friends.
Before Matt could say anymore he slowly leaned into the redheads face and placed a kiss onto the boys soft lips. Matt gave a little surprised noise at the sudden contact. It was new but it felt so…good. His nervousness and anger was soon replaced with happiness as he leaned into the kiss. Mello's eyes grew a little wider because of the fact that he didn't expect Matt to actually deepen the kiss. He actually thought that Matt would've pulled away and asked in a shaky voice 'Wh-what are you doing..?' But to Mello's satisfaction, he didn't and that made Mello confident in his actions, which resulted into him pushing forward, and licking the younger boys bottom lip. Matt didn't know why Mello was doing that. He pulled away and looked up at the blond as his face started to turn red.
"Why are you licking me?" Matt asked. Mello tried to control his laughter at Matt's amusing question, and instead put his finger on top of his friends' lower lip. He gave a little chuckle and said, "So I can do this…"
He leaned in quickly and shoved his tongue in Matt's mouth, earning a little gasp from the redhead. Mello started probing his tongue up against Matts', as if he had been doing it for years. Matt gave in and started to take in the blonds taste. Chocolate… Matt thought. What a surprise.
Mello didn't know why or how he was finally able to do this, but it was great. Matt tasted like cinnamon. The redhead started to whimper a little as Mello snaked his hand up his little stomach. Mello loved the noises that Matt was making against his lips, and wanted to hear more. He caressed Matt's chest and started to tweak a rosy nipple in his hands, earning a pleasurable mewl from the gamer. Matt started to squirm around from Mello's touch as he broke the kiss and let out another gasp while Mello started to pinch the bud he was currently tweaking. That last gasp led Mello out of his actions, and abruptly stopped. Matt's eyes flew open and he started to whine.
"Why did you sto-p?" Mello gave a sad look at his friend and got up from the bed that creaked under his weight. "Mello?" Matt was getting impatient. Why did he stop? He was enjoying it. Unless the whimpering made him stop! Of course! Mello told him how much annoying that was.
"Mel, if it's the whimpering, I'm so-"
"You're to young." Mello said, cutting Matt off from saying anymore. "I want to wait…" he paused and looked over at Matt who looked eatable at the moment, he was so cute.
"y' know. For now anyway."
Okay! Done for now! Like I said, yaoi. It's not that good, but it is my first time, Mello is going to wait because really, Matt is only 8!
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