Oh dear, oh dear! I lost all my chapter titles and descriptions! I'm going to have to find them soon! DX

Sorry I didn't update sooner on this, but my computer is all screwy and the Playhouse stuff is time consuming. Well, please enjoy this chapter! (I'll try to finish this story before summer break comes!)

I don't own Death Note at all.

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Matt squirmed with some resistance against the blond as Mello licked the spot he slapped a moment ago. The warm tongue was replaced with a pair of soft, but forceful, lips that gave harsh marks on the redheads cheek. Matt didn't want to make a sound, in fear his shield would fall, but it was terribly difficult not to do so.

"You know you wanna whimper…" Mello murmured while he snaked an arm up the stripped shirt. Matt bit his bottom lip as he felt his friends tongue lick at him again. "You wanna say my name…"

"No. I don't."

Mello gave a frown and pinched the redheads bud, earning a stifled noise by Matt. The sight of Matt under him, biting his lip and trying so hard, suffering, was almost –or most defiantly- pleasurable to Mello's blue eyes.

Wanting more, Mello fully lifted the black and white shirt over Matt's head. Needless to say, Matt couldn't see, so he started to freak out. While Mello was attempting to kiss Matt's nipple, the blind redhead started to kick his feet around. Not only that, but his squirming grew a little more violent. Mello bit the pink bud harshly and gave a firm, "Stop Matt."

Matt, surprisingly, weakened his thrashing and kicking and struggled to get his shirt off his head. Being that his neck was smaller than his head, it was difficult, not to mention he was trying to not make noise, but also try to pay attention to Mello, who was currently rolling a rosy nipple between his fingers. The redhead wanted to cry from frustration.

Mello directed his eyes to his struggling friend. The sight was hilarious, but he knew Matt was probably feeling terrible right now.

Which that wasn't the emotion he pictured his friend to have at a time like this. Guilt and frustration hit his features.

"Matt..." Mello sighed before he pulled off the striped shirt easily. "You can't really detest this that badly…"

Matt's beautiful emerald eyes held a huge variety of emotions that Mello almost couldn't comprehend.

"Mello…I don't feel…"

The blond mentally scolded himself for his actions for the ump-tenth time as he looked away from the boys face. Again, he had hurt something he loved and wanted to protect from anything that would harm him. It seemed as though he would be the one who ended up killing Matt…

Mello felt his eyes widen at the thought of he, himself, ending his friends life. He felt an ache in his heart and as his hand left the redheads chest, it was automatically placed on his own chest, along with his other hand. It looked as though he where hugging himself and Matt watched as his older friend swayed his head a little while turning around.

Mello looked right to Matt, face full of hurt and all emotions that a being shouldn't carry in his heart for too long. Matt felt terrible as did Mello. It was almost as if they both shared a heart, as if they were both one.

Mello had damp eyes, but Matt had tears already on his face. The sexual abuse didn't tear down his shield, but a pair of sad eyes did. It was almost amazing how strange things were between them. Mello took in a shaky breath and loosened his grip around his aching chest as he sat on the creaky bed.

It was afternoon already, and from where Mello was, the way the shadow was cast upon the redhead was beautiful, and it showed just how pale he really was. His red hair seemed darker, and tints of orange and purple were noticeable on his skin also, while his emerald eyes gleamed like a child should. Mello didn't know how he abused something so sweet and beautiful, and the thought that he might end up killing Matt was….

To awful to think of. If it was thought, the ache would come back. It was obvious that when it was Matt's end it was Mello's end also.

"I-I can't believe I…" the blond almost whispered. "Why do I always end up hurting you?"

Matt looked into the icy blue orbs and put his skinny arms around his chest, then he curled up. It looked as if he was hiding from a monster, but there was no monster around.

Matt gave a tiny smile and said, "You…didn't hurt me….you never…n-never hurt me. You just…surprise me."

"Matt, I know you're lying for my sake…"

Matt sat up and gave Mello a long look. Then, despite of what happened, Matt did what Mello least expected him to do. Matt didn't care how awkward it was that he was half naked and crying.

Matt put his legs on each side of Mello, leaned in, and gave him a sweet, pure kiss on the lips. Mello felt Matt's tears rub off onto his own cheeks, and a tinge of blood from Matt biting on his lip so hard a few minutes ago. The copper taste mixed with a cinnamon and honey taste that Mello loved so much, more than the taste of chocolate. Silent tears fell from Matt's face and he held the kiss while wrapping his arms around the blond tightly. Mello loved this kiss, it was the best kiss he and Matt had ever had. He didn't want it to stop.

Mello didn't move, in fear that he may go out of control and become more forceful. He just enjoyed the soft pair of lips on his for what seemed like would last forever.

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Mello and Matt didn't leave their room for the rest of the day, they had no intention of seeing others. It would ruin the perfect afternoon.

Matt decided to sleep in Mello's bed tonight, and that they would both kiss until one of them fell asleep. The idea gave Mello shivers, as did Matt.

As they both sat in bed, Matt's arms wrapped around Mello, while the latter stroked the red hair, both felt as though they could never be separated. If one left, the other left. If one fought, the other fought. If one died, the other would gladly die as well.

Matt let aside everything, Mr. Rumple, his mother, Near, everyone, and focused on nothing else but the gorgeous blond next to him.

"You know…" Matt whispered. "I'm glad I came to Wammys."

Mello looked a little puzzled. "You're glad you become an orphan with no one?"

"What are you talking about?" Matt asked. "I have you…" then he gave a giggle that could sink a thousand ships.

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It was short because my computer keeps freezing on me. I promise the next chapter will be longer. Review? ^^