LAST TIME
His eyes widened as he tackled me on to the ground I screamed and I felt my power engulf us both. The last thing I saw was red.
BEEP
BEEP
BEEP
'WHAT THE HELL IS THAT SOUND'
'SNIFF…SNIFF'
'EEEWWW WHATS THAT SMELL'
I cracked open my eyes little by little and they began to hurt, all I saw was white 'a hospital?'
"Kagome…Kagome…its me Sango…are you alright"
I groaned, my head was killing me
Tried to rub my head 'what the heck!' but found that I was bound to the bed
"What happened" I look over at Sango her eyes were filled with worry
She was the only other human I trusted besides my mother and brother….
"You don't remember Hun" she look at me her eyes guarded
"I remember…Inuyasha…and his statements but not what happened after that"
She sighed she look so tired…there were bags under her eyes
"do you want the sugar coated truth or the whole truth and nothin but the truth"
"the whole truth and nothin but the truth"
She shook her head
"Well…you almost set the entire park on fire but Inuyasha bashed you in the head real good to stop you but from what I heard….you just kept screaming and yelling and your eyes turned red but your flame was blue and not red and you just kept screaming and screaming and screaming and screaming and scre¾I GOT DA POINT SANGO geez"
"You said the truth"
'what if I..'
"Did I….kill anyone"
"Nope" I sighed with relief
"where is…you know who" Sango looked at me with pity….I hate pity
"He told me to tell you he was sorry and he said to tell you he went to your apartment to get his things"
My whole body went numb 'its not a dream…he really left me'
"when can I leave"
"Whenever you want to…I'll go get the doctor"
NEXT DAY
I woke up to the sound of birds chirping…it was 8am…how annoying
I got up and walked around my apartment again…. My CD collection was nearly non-existent, the tree coats he left here were gone, his sent was nearly gone too 'fuck you febreze' .
I walked to the cabinets over the sink and took out the box of lucky charms and a bowl, then I opened the refrigerator and grabbed a beer. I headed to my comfy blue couch grabbed the remote and turned on lifetime 'I hate him'.
4 hours later
BANG BANG BANG
"Damn it Kagome ANSWER THE FUCKING DOOR"
I shook my head and yelled at the TV "FUCK HIM SUKI HES NO GOOD FOR YOU HES A LAZY BASTARD WHO EATS RAMEN ALL DAY AND SHITS THAT ALL MEN ARE GOOD FOR ANYWAY….EATING RAMEN AND SHITIN"
"KAGOME WHO THE HELL IS SUKI AND OPEN THE FUCKIN DOOR"
I looked at the door wishing it to be sound proof
"ITS OPEN DUMMY"
"oh"
Sango then finally opened the door…she looked like a freaking model with her navy turtle neck shirt tan trench coat and black pants …'he wouldn't have left me if I looked like her'.
As she neared the couch her nose scrunched up
"have you been drinking?"
I rolled my eyes
"no I simply used it for my cereal"
She looked at me and sighed
"Go get ready for work"
I turned off the TV and looked at her
"I'm not ready to leave this apartment"
"Kagome I know that but that guy from the record company is coming to the bar to hear us remember?"
I blinked
"I don't care"
"kkaaagggooommmee"
I growled at her 'she doesn't understand…I have no one but myself and I need time to take of me'
"Don't u growl at my young lady, before I step on your tail"
I yelped at just the thought of the pain and ran to the bathroom to get dressed.
AT THE BAR
I dressed in all black, my make up was black, 'this is a waste of time we are never gonna get signed….today and any other day for now on is a waste of time'
I stood on the stage and waited for the MC to announce us
"NOW PRESENTING THE BEAUTIFUL LADIES OF TOKI BAR,
OUR FAVORITE BAND….FADED"
They've clipped my wings again
Tore them apart and then
Left me
No use to fly away to
My yesterday
Of freedom
My eyes died back that day
Seeing the hurt I may have done
Beat me instead of them
Pain is my only zen
Of fun
I'll go where secrets are sold
Where roses unfold
I'll sleep as time goes by
So hurting here is where I belong dreaming a song
Blood on my hands to stay strong
The flowers in the graveyard are all gone I don't belong
There is no right to heal the wrong
Soup's on hot feelin' like a do or die
I can't throw up don't think i even want to try
You still can't make me cry
You've pinned this butterfly
Down
My fire's burning out
Kill my flame without
A frown
And starving hurts the soul
When you're hungry for
Some love
So if I close my eyes
I can really fly
Above
I'll go where secrets are sold
Where roses unfold
I'll sleep as time goes by
So hurting here is where I belong dreaming a song
Blood on my hands to stay strong
The flowers in the graveyard are all gone I don't belong
There is no right to heal the wrong
Soup's on hot feelin' like a do or die
I can't throw up don't think I even want to
tryyyyyyyyy
The lights turned off and everyone clapped
'imbeciles…all of them'
2 HOURS LATER
"THAT WAS AMAZING"
"Thanks Mr. Kaza" everyone but me said in unison
"PLEASE call me Miroku I NEED NAMES" 'for such a handsome guy he sounds like a cheese ball, and hes dressed like a cheese ball' he had on a dark purple suite and blue prayer beads were wrapped around his left hand
He pointed at Sango
"Name and instrument please"
She blushed and I smirked 'someone has a crush'
"I'm Sango background vocals and keyboard"
"I'm Rin bass"
"Ayame drums"
Finally he pointed o me
"Kagome vocals, guitar, and lyrics"
He smiled at all of us
"YOUR SIGNED I LOVE YOU WELCOME TO TOKYO RECORDS"