AN: Hello hello everyone! So heres something i just typed up really quickly (sorry for any mistakes ahead of time). I hope this will tide you over for a few days. I know its kind of short but I won't be writing anything else until i finish breaking dawn (wooo!!). Also my ankle hasn't gotten better and i have to go see a specialist. Hopefully it wont be terrible news! Anyways i hope you all like the chap. I'm not fully satisfied with it myself so i may add to it when i get better and stuff. Also thank you for the reviews! You guys are great! Much love and happy reading Breaking Dawn!

Chapter 41

"No distance of place or lapse of time can lessen the friendship of those who are thoroughly persuaded of each other's worth."-Robert Southey

Bella's POV

Edward and I couldn't manage to get back to sleep as hard as we tried. In less than an hour the rest of the family would be getting up and leaving for the airport. We decided to explore the neighbourhood while it was still quiet and dark out. We walked along our street with our PJ's on. I had of course thrown on some sweat pants just in case anyone saw us. Edward held my hand tightly as we admired the houses that stood quite a distance away from ours. It appeared we had moved into an up and coming neighbourhood where people were starting to raise their families. Toy cars, bicycles, and balls lay strewn across front lawns and driveways. It reminded me of my house when I was growing up. Charlie always made such a huff because I made grand messes all over the yard. When we reached the end of the road, a park appeared in front of us. I got excited at the sight of the swings.

"Come on!" I yelled to Edward as I slipped my hand out of his and ran towards the park. For once during this night I feet sheer joy. Tanya wasn't on my mind, school wasn't on my mind, just living in the moment was. I was yards in front of Edward before he came sprinting after me. He scooped me up in his arms and cradled me there, kissing me gently. I had never felt so safe in all my life.

"Push me!" I giggled when he placed me back on my feet in front of the swings. I plopped myself down on one of the swings and waited for Edward to stand behind me.

"Are you ready?" he whispered in my ear while laying his hands on my back. I nodded quickly and laughed. Edward pushed me lightly for awhile but eventually I picked up momentum. I let me hair blow in the breeze and I would occasionally lean back on the swing to see Edward behind me. I couldn't stop laughing and smiling. Everything just seemed so right. Edward looked perfect, so strong and inviting. I felt like the most important person in his world at the moment. Edward now pushed me harder and I felt like I was just about to fly right off the swing.

"Edward!" I giggled trying to breathe while so high up in the air. "Edward I'm going too high!"

"So!" he shouted back at me while I was in the air again. He was right. So what? What was the big deal? He'd never let anything happen to me. There was no chance of me getting hurt. He gave me one final push before running underneath me and the swing. I was shocked he managed to even do it. I was no little kid but he did it. I laughed even harder now. I had never felt so exhilarated in my whole life. He stood a ways away from me while the swing slowed down. I jumped off and ran towards him. He picked me up and I hooked my legs around his waist. His beautiful eyes stared into mine.

"I love you Bella…so much" he whispered before spinning around on the spot. I giggled before bringing my lips to his.

"I love you too…" I said when I pulled away from him. He winked at me and continued to spin us around for awhile. Eventually he placed me back on the ground. I could have very well toppled over from all the spinning but Edward kept me steady. I stood there silently holding his body to mine. Everything was so peaceful.

"We need to head back love" he cooed while running his fingers through my hair.

"No" I mumbled into his chest as my arms tightened around him. "I want to stay like this forever…"

"We can…." he laughed "but then my family will be stuck with us forever…" he explained. I broke our embrace and looked up at him.

"We can't have that! How would we get anything done…." I joked with a wink. "Let's go". He took my hand again as we walked. When we reached the house all the lights had been turned on. Evidently everyone was up. We pushed open the front door to discover luggage sitting nearby. Alice skipped down the stairs to greet us.

"What were you two doing?" she asked all too curiously. I swatted her playfully.

"We went for a walk. Are you guys all ready to go?" I asked while Edward attempted to kiss my neck. I giggled under his touch.

"We're almost ready. Just got to pack up. Everyone else in the kitchen. I'd say we'll be out of here in half an hour" Alice explained. Edward and I took our leave to get dressed for the day. I tried to look as presentable as possible considering my total lack of sleep. Once dressed, we headed back downstairs to see everyone waiting by the doors. The girls were locked into their car seats and the luggage had been put into the cars.

"Who's driving who?" I asked Edward when we reached the bottom of the stairs.

"You take the Volvo with Emmett, Rose and the girls. I'll drive the Porsche with my parents, Alice and Jasper" he said while handing me the keys to the Volvo.

"Deal" I said with a quick kiss. Carlisle cleared his throat which made it apparent that we needed to get going. We all piled into the cars. The girls fussed like mad when they got strapped into the car. Rose sat with them while Emmett sat up front with me.

"I don't think they want to leave" Emmett laughed. Suddenly I felt very sad again. I didn't want them to leave either but I just laughed alongside.

I drove behind Edward all the way to the airport. Rose made me convince her that I would be just fine without her until Thanksgiving. Although a hard task, I managed to let her know I would have plenty of things to do to keep me preoccupied till then. When we reached the airport we parked in the visitor short term parking. I carried Mimi's car seat while Emmett pulled the luggage out of the car. We met up with the rest of family at the entrance of the airport. Alice and Jasper would be flying to New York while the rest of the Cullen's flew back to Washington. They were flying with the same airline however which made it easier for check in. Edward and I played with the babies while everyone got registered. Soon they rejoined us and the hard part began. We weren't allowed past security so it was time for the goodbyes. Esme was the first to hug me and Edward. She warned us to be safe and to do well in school or else she'd reclaim the house. I couldn't help but laugh. Carlisle gave me a quick kiss and a hug before reaching for Edward's hand to shake. How very manly. Edward refused to just shake his father's hand however and insisted on a hug. Next in line were Alice and Jasper. Alice hugged me for what felt like a century before letting go. She said she would fax me all the details about her wedding whenever new developments occurred. She proceeded to give Edward a slap on the back and a quick kiss. Jasper pulled me off the floor into a hug. I giggled as he squeezed me tightly. He did some weird handshake with Edward and then took Alice's hand in his and walked off into the security line up. Rose and Emmett were the last to say goodbye to us. Emmett hugged his brother firmly while Rose pulled me close to her. I could feel her tears drip threw my cotton t-shirt. By the time she pulled away though she looked completely composed. Emmett gave me a huge wet kiss on the cheek. I squirmed while he laughed at me. Rose kissed Edward goodbye and then let us kiss our nieces one last time.

Everyone was now in line waiting to clear security. They waved to us until we could no longer see them.

"That's that" Edward hummed while he played with my fingertips.

"Until next time…" I laughed before lacing my fingers in his.

"What do you say to getting some sleep then?" he asked as we walked out of the airport.

"I think that's an excellent. I'll race you home…"

"Drive fast baby!" he shouted as he let go of my hand and darted for his car. I sprinted towards the Volvo unlocking the doors before I reached it and hopped in. Throwing the car into reverse I sped out of the parking lot just behind Edward. We got trapped at the signals leading out of the airport. I let my mind wander for a bit while I waited, taking in everything around me. A fancy silver car drove past me and I swore I saw Tanya sitting in the driver's seat. At least if it was her I knew she'd be long gone and out of my hair…

When the light turned green Edward stepped on the gas. I followed behind until I got the opportunity to pass. Pushing the pedal to the metal I dodged out from behind Edward and passed him. I saw him smile in my rear-view mirror but I didn't let him me distract me. I continued at the speed I was going, passing cars whenever I needed too. Reckless driving. My father would kill me, or at least give me a ticket. I reached the house milliseconds before Edward. I shifted the car into the park and yanked the keys out. I jumped out of the car and started victory dancing in the middle of the driveway with the keys dangling from my fingers.

"Imagine if I had had my car! I'd blow you out of the water baby!" I shouted as Edward took his walk of shame up to meet me.

"Oh don't get too excited Bella. I let you win" he said with suspicious eyes.

"Ha ha. I won on my own accord and you know it!" I said while continuing to dance around and flaunt my victory.

"You know if you don't stop your gloating I think I'll have to call Chief Swan and inform him that his perfect law abiding daughter was going at least fifty over the speed limit…." he threatened.

"You wouldn't dare!" I laughed as I threw myself into his arms.

"Never" he said before kissing my forehead.

He carried me up the stairs to my room and placed me in the bed. He slid in next to me and rested his head on my shoulder. I breathed in his scent for just a second before I feel into a deep sleep.

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I was beginning to wake up and I felt around for Edward in my bed but he was no where to be found. I opened my eyes and searched the room for him but had disappeared. I sighed before throwing my legs over the side of the bed. I waited a few seconds before getting up or else I'd be dizzy. Then I knew where Edward was…

I heard him playing the piano downstairs. I smiled to myself and hurried to meet him down there. His music always made me feel all warm and tingly inside. There was something so romantic about it. I tip toed down the stairs and into the parlour where he sat playing. I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed his cheek, trying to take him by surprise.

"Hi" he whispered as he continued to play. "Sleep well?". I nodded so that he could see me in his peripheral vision. I held him while I continued to listen to his song. It was nothing I'd heard before but it was beautiful.

"It's a new composition I created for you..." he explained sensing my confusion. My heart leaped in my chest. I loved when he made music for me. It made me feel so special. I kissed his neck while he continued to play. Something then came over me.

"Make love to me" I whispered in his ear. His fingers stopped dead on the keys.

"What?" he asked in a hushed voice.

"Make love to me…" I repeated "right here, right now". His hands grabbed mine and loosened my grip around his neck. She swung himself over the piano bench to face me.

"Are you sure?" he asked, reading my expression. I nodded while I sat down on his lap. His arms wrapped around me, pulling me closer to him. His movements were very gentle. His kisses were soft and provoking. He lifted me up and sat me on the edge of the piano. He stared at me once again, looking for some sign of commitment I'm sure.

"I'm ready…" I informed him, not wanting to wait another minute. Edward smiled as she brushed my hair out of my face and tucked it behind my ear. His hands then moved to my shirt, undoing each button very slowly, savouring the moment. His kisses covered my face and neck. He slipped my shirt off and let threw it to the floor.

It was my turn now to undress him. Following his lead I undid the buttons of his dress shirt but more quickly then he did with mine. He shrugged out of it and let it crumble to the ground. His kisses never ceased as he moved onto my shorts. I helped him push them down my thighs and flung them off with one foot. He laughed against my neck. I gently nibbled his ear before unzipping his jeans. I let my hands rub against his thighs as I pulled them down. I heard him groan softly into my ear. I smiled to myself.

Edward was now pushing me down onto the piano. His fingers unclasped my bra with ease before I was laying flat. He crawled onto all fours and lingered over me, his eyes piercing into mine. My hands traced the contours of his stone chest before his lips crushed onto mine again. Edward was being very mild, never getting overly excited, never loosing control. His kisses traced all over my chest while I pulled his boxers past his knees and he squirmed out of them. Now his hands were now playing with the thin strings of my thong. With one pull he had removed the garment and we were totally exposed to each other.

Wasting no time, yet still remaining very gentlemanly, Edward placed himself at my entrance. I could feel his tip touch me and I shuddered, already getting too excited. Fear suddenly struck me for I worried about the pain I was going to feel as he broke through me. I refused to let Edward see however and smiled as he prepared himself.

Slowly he slid into me and I gasped. The pain was much worse than I had anticipated. My fingers dug into Edward's back. He stopped suddenly and let me adjust to him being inside of me. He caressed my cheek until he could see the pain disappear. I smiled once it did. He thrust himself further into me. My stomach tied into knots, my fingers stroked his back, I bucked my hips every time he penetrated deeper. He muted my moans and screams by securing his lips to mine. I felt myself beginning to loose control as I came close to my climax. I became dizzy and tingled everywhere. Edward continued to thrust into me, harder at some points then others. I felt myself clench around his dick. His heart pounded against my chest and I could tell he was close to the edge too.

Moments later he exploded in me. As his warmness crept throughout my body he let his lips leave mine and moaned my name. I finally had a chance to scream his as I came. He kissed me once more before pulling out and rolling over to lie beside me.

"I love you" he panted as his hand rested on my stomach.

"I love you too" I whispered back, trying to catch my breath. It was exactly how I had pictured my first time. Romantic and calm. Nothing outrageous or overly sexual. That was love making yet my body still ached for him. I turned my face to see his, discovering that he was staring at me.

"You're beautiful…." he sighed before closing his eyes and smiling. "Thank you for choosing me…". I lifted one of his eye lids gently with my fingers. His eyes opened.

"No. Thank you for choosing me…" I countered before rolling myself on top of him. His eyes widened as I crushed my lips onto his a bit too forcefully.

"Now fuck me" I whispered as I pulled away.

"With pleasure" he laughed before pulling me off of him and hopping down to the floor. He motioned for me to wrap myself around him. My arms clung around his neck while my legs hooked around his hips. He grabbed a blanket from the couch and wrapped it around me before ascending the stairs. Instead of heading for my room he ducked into his. I didn't even care where we were. He threw me onto the bed and I couldn't help but giggled. I scooted my way up to the headboard while Edward crawled up to meet me.

"Now" he whispered in my ear "this won't be tame". Chills went up my spine.

"Do what you please…." I assured him before letting my nails scrape against the skin of his chest. He growled at me which turned me on even more. His mouth found my left breast and he took it in. He was definitely being more forceful then ever. I gasped as he dug his teeth into me. I placed my mouth at his neck and mimicked his biting. I felt his shoulders tense. He moved onto my other breast, sucking and pulling, while he massaged my other sore breast. My hands reached for his cock. He hissed as pulled hard. I threw my head back and laughed with glee. Between the pulling and sucking I forgot to breathe. He pulled far away from me, so far away that I couldn't hold onto him anymore.

"You're dangerous…" he purred while sitting on his haunches. I winked at him.

"You'll want to hold onto the headboard…" he warned me as he parted my legs as far as they would go. I waited anxiously for what he was going to do while I grabbed the spindles of the headboard tight. He lowered his head to my core. I felt his cold tongue dart into me. It felt amazing against my already swollen flesh. I moaned his name while trying to push him further into me. After tracing patterns all over me with his tongue and plenty of screaming and clinging he prepared himself to enter me again.

"Remember I'm fucking you…." he reminded me. I readied myself for roughness. He thrust into me quickly and forcibly. I screamed instantly. He pulled out and I cringed. He pushed into me harder now, practically ramming me into the wall. The bed shook. I cried out with joy. What I was feeling was amazing. Sweat dripped off of Edward's chest onto my stomach. It seemed to evaporate immediately. He moved around in me, pushing harder and faster when I begged him too. I felt so weak under his control I could no longer hold onto the headboard. I refused however to let myself go so quickly. I needed more.

"More" I gasped, trying to reach for Edward's face. He pushed my hands back to hold the headboard with a nasty smile. He pulled out of me, struggling a bit since my body clutched to him so tightly. He let his dick rub all over my parts before jetting back into me. I came automatically and fell limp. Edward pumped me a few more times, I felt another orgasm come on as much as my body wasn't ready for it. Edward came now, filling me again with his warmth. With one final push he screamed my name before falling limp onto me. Our chests heaved in unison as he tried to catch our breath.

"Fucking amazing…" Edward sighed as he pulled my face to his.

"More like amazing fucking…" I countered before biting his lower lip.