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We had a good chat about everything from our present to the past, but neither one of us dared to talk about our future.

"Its getting pretty late"

I laughed "Its feakin 9 o'clock... wowzers"

He smiled "but look at how dark it is, something could happen"
I shook my head "how could you forget my abilities?"

At that my entire right hand was engulfed by red and orange flame

Inuyasha's smile disappeared, "Why was your flame blue….that day in the park"
I sighed "it's the color of my depression, of my sadness"
He nodded his head and instantly regretted bring up the subject.

I looked out the store front window and gazed at the sky. It was a mixture of blues, reds, and purples. I thought about my brother and wished he was still alive, 'I wonder if we would have had the same ability'
"What are you thinking about"
"Nothing"
"liar" I smiled
"I'm not lying" He stood up and put on his coat
"lets go" I stood and did the same

We walked down the block holding hands. For once in my life I let go of the past.

When we reached my apartment I hesitated to let him in
"it's a real mess"
"I don't care" I shook my head, I'm gonna hear it now
I opened the door and let him gaze at what I had done

"WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED" I laughed a bit, Sango hadn't cared that I trashed my apartment, or maybe she knew if she brought it up it would make things worse.

"I was up set" he walked in surprise and shock etched into his very being
"I see, at least the television survived" I laughed
"At least I didn't bun this mutha down like I wanted"

He turned to face me a frown on his face "That's not funny"
I shrugged and crossed the debris to the couch and sat down, he followed soon after

And before I knew it he crushed his mouth to mine 'I wonder how many of these I have left'
We parted for air, our foreheads touching as we caught our breath
"Inuyasha…how long will this last"
He kissed my forehead "Forever"

'I'll have to hide in the side lines forever'

I moved a way from him and shook my head...he didn't understand

"Your married Inuyasha, no matter how much I wish it wasn't true, your married...I can't live out my days as being your side lay."

I smelled his anger mixed with a tinge of fear "What are you saying Kagome? Your not a side 'lay', your the love of my life as cheesy as it sounds, and I will find away out of this, I promise " I stood and paced back and forth, my tail swing back and forth as i thought.

"I don't know, but I do know that we have to come up with some kind of a plan, anything that will get you a divorce and us together"

He sighed and put his head in his hands "Sesshomaru and I have come up with so many different plans but they all end up with dad getting fired and a domino effect taking place"

I stopped pacing and looked at my slightly confused "domino effect?"

He looked up at me then closed his eyes, i smelt salt

"How did Sesshomaru and I get our jobs?"

"recommendations from InuTashio" It finally dawned on me. Inuyasha opened his eyes, all I saw was complete despair

"If this scandal gets out then not only is my dad screwed, but anyone remotely associated with him is screwed as well, with no income then we would end up having to live off our inheritance, but me and Sesshomaru can't touch it untill we have a wife and child...It seems that Kikyou has it all planed out."

I didn't know what to say, i didn't know how to feel or what to do...I never truly hated someone since high school, when Hitomi Doubinwa sprayed my tail with pepper spray, which rendered me blind for a week. 'No...I hate Kikyou even more than that...I hate her straight to her soul'

"I think that maybe we should just be friends...maybe you could find someone else... and then when we out live her we could be together...I don't want you to suffer because of my dysfunctional family."

I shook my head...I had heard enough...I didn't want to be with anybody besides him

He got up, kissed me on my forehead again and left

"We can still be friends Kagome...I'll always love you in more ways than you know, and when this is all over we can be together"

I didn't even notice that the door closed, I didn't notice that tears were falling...