Sorry I haven't updated in a few weeks! School has just been amazingly busy and add that to everything else I do and basically the only time I have is when I'm sick or hurt.

I'm sick right now so that means more story for you!! Yay! Kinda...

And I want to say thanks for sticking with the story. It's the third chapter and still no sight of KF but I promise on all that is sugary and sweet (including Jim Sturgess) he is on the weather forecast. =D So read.

10t5_0f_10v3 -- Jessy Dalton!

It's funny the way things work out. Actually, it's not. I'm just saying that. It sucks the way things work out. He fell in love with me but sadly, I didn't return the favor.

"Hello?" I answered. I was looking at my nails when my phone starting ringing.

"Hey mes." He responded. I was hearing Jason's voice, not Red X's.

"Mes? That's a new one." I started walking down the hall into my room.

"Well I was going to say 'mesmerizing' but it was too long." I rolled my eyes even though he couldn't see it.

"Cute." I responded. I know a normal girl would blush and giggle but I really wasn't all that in love with him.

"What do you want to do today?" He asked me.

"Want to watch a movie? You can come over here."

"The movie sounds great but you should probably come to my place."

"Okay, sounds good. When do you want me to be there?"

"How about in an hour?' I thought about it for a minute. I'd have to shower, shave my legs, blow-dry my hair, and then change. "Yeah. Sounds nice. I'll see you then." I closed my phone before he responded and grabbed a towel. In my room, I stripped of my clothes. I walked down the hall, completely naked. Gizmo saw me and quickly ran in the other direction. I walked into the bathroom and closed the door.

I knocked on the door to his apartment. He opened up the door and greeted me with a kiss on the cheek.

I walked into his apartment and sat on the couch. I'd been there a few times already and I knew where everything was. Pulling my legs up to my chest, I watched as he put the movie in. He was wearing faded blue jeans. "You look really nice in those." I told him. He looked at me and wagged his butt in response.

Once he was done with putting the movie in, he sat down next to me and wrapped his arm around me. I leaned my head on his shoulder and we started watching the movie.

I stood up and stretched my arms above my head. I knew my tank top rose up and he could probably see my belly button ring but I didn't care.

"I need to pee." I told him. He smiled and nodded towards his room. I walked down the hall and took a left. His room was clean, imacculate, even. I looked around and saw a letter on his desk. I really wanted to read it but the serious need to pee took over my body and I ran to his bathroom.

After I washed my hands I went over to his desk and picked up the letter. It was one he was writing. "Dear ma," I started to read aloud. "Everything is fine here. My job at Circuit City is going nicely. I think I'm going to get a promotion soon. Also, I've been seeing a girl. Her name is Jinny and she's amazing. She's pretty as a princess with blonde hair and amazing green eyes and I think I'm in love with her. Maybe you'll get to see her someday, Ma." It stopped there and my heart started to beat fast.

He was in love with me? I wasn't in love with him! I was no where near in love with him. I just went out with him because that's what he wanted. My head whipped to the doorway. I'd spent too much time in here. I walked out of the door and took a seat on his table. He came up to the front of me and put his hands on my waist. "Jin, I have something to talk to you about." he told me.

"What?" I asked sweetly. I was going to break his heart in a minute, the least I could do was be nice.

"Well, my ma's inviting the whole family to our old family ranch for Christmas, and I want you to come with me."

"Jason, we've only been dating for a few weeks!" I said as if in disbelief.

"Yeah." He said and pulled me a little closer to him so each of my legs was on a different side of him. "Baby, I think i'm in love with you." He smiled. I frowned.

"Jase, we need to talk." He frowned too. The most horrible cliche in the world but I was going to use it anyways. He looked at me with the world in his eyes. "I'm a girl that can't be held down. I go fast and you just can't keep up. Sorry, honey, but this is just too much commitment." I pushed him away slightly and got off of the table. I put my hands on his chest. "So basically... we're breaking up." His eyes shot down to the ground. I leaned forward and kissed his cheek.

"I'll call you when I'm ready to slow down." I walked out of his apartment without looking back.

I left something amazing behind that day, love. How rare is real love? Pretty rare. And he loved me. Actually loved me but I didn't care.

It's my birthday in 13 days and I really love reviews. *hint hint*

Or if you're not a birthday person how about for Christmas! Or Chanukah! Or Kwanzaa! Or Winter Solace! Or Saturnalia! Or Yule! Or New Years! Or... I ran out.

But have a fun winter and don't get hurt because then you'd end up in the hospital and you wouldn't be able to read my story!

Thanks.

God Bless Y'all.