A New Face
The next morning Naruto woke up and almost had a heart attack. The king sized bed was empty. Sasuke was there, Hinata was next to him but Tsunade was gone and Iruka was gone. Had it all been a dream? Is he really dead after all?
He jumped up abruptly waking Hinata who'd been sharing one of the extra beds with him. "DAD! DAD!" He yelled looking around the room. Panicked eyes touched on Sasuke and Hinata. "Was it a dream? He's dead?" His voice dropped to a whisper.
Before either one could speak the bathroom door was jerked off its hinges as Iruka skidded into the room. His face was covered in shaving cream and a towel barely clung to his waist. "I'M HERE! I'M HERE!" He walked over to Naruto who was shaking like a leaf. "See, I'm real. I'm alive Naruto." He placed on hand on Naruto's shoulder then carefully hugged him.
Naruto clutched him breathing hard, eyes closed tightly. "Dad."
"I'm sorry. You were sleeping so soundly, I thought I'd finish before you woke up. I'm so sorry. It's really me Naruto. I'm here." Iruka smeared shaving cream on Naruto's face and in his hair as he tried to calm his son.
Sasuke and Hinata looked at each other and sighed. Naruto had scared them to death. It was somewhat funny the way Iruka had come running but also sad that Naruto still harbored the fear and guilt that he was responsible for what happened to Iruka.
"Naruto! What's wrong?" Tsunade ran into the room. "Somebody said you were crying out!" She was in the room before it registered that Naruto was okay and in his father's arms.
"It's my fault. He's okay. I thought I'd get dressed while he was still sleeping but he woke up and…" Iruka paused as Naruto lifted his head.
"You were gone. I thought -. I overreacted. I didn't mean to…scare everybody." Naruto turned to face his mother and he must have looked so lost that she went and hugged him herself.
Iruka started to move back so Tsunade could comfort Naruto and had to catch the towel before he exposed everything to Hinata and Sasuke. At their embarrassed laughter he flushed. "Oh hush you two!" Iruka chastised them and secured his towel.
Tsunade and Naruto turned to see what was up but were clueless. "Now I've got shaving cream on the both of you." Iruka's mouth quirked as he looked at the Hokage. "You don't shave there do you Tsunade? Talk about awkward. And they always looked so smooth. Who knew?" Iruka teased as every eye went to her breasts where shaving cream covered them.
Naruto was the first to laugh. He fell back on the bed laughing. It was mostly relief that he hadn't been dreaming but he found it funny too. Seeing his laughter the others could only join in while Tsunade chased after Iruka threatening to pull off his towel.
It had been a shaky start to the day and the laughter was soon nothing but a memory. Naruto followed Iruka with his eyes all morning and had talked to him through the bathroom door as he dressed. Obviously Naruto was still on edge about Iruka. It took the arrival of the other Chunins to distract him somewhat.
They all entered quietly. The day before and Naruto's reactions to Iruka were still fresh in their minds. None knew quite how to handle Naruto. Sasuke and Hinata, having already talked with Naruto knew the pressure the guys were feeling but what had worked for them might not work for anyone else. Finally Sakura went to Naruto and hugged him.
"So how are you doing? I can smack you around some if that will help." She leaned back and showed him her fist.
"No, no I don't think I need that." Naruto avoided her fist then tentatively put his arm around her waist and looked up at her. "I'm sorry for yesterday – if I said something to hurt you. I was just…I want to…" He broke off as she hugged him again tighter this time and whispered in his ear.
"Protect me, I know. I want you to but not by leaving. You don't have to leave to keep me safe. I'm strong Naruto. Having you and Sasuke as my teammates means I have to be strong too. I can hold my own in a fight Naruto, you don't have to do it all by yourself." She framed his head then kissed his forehead. "You've got to trust us Naruto!"
He stared up into her green eyes. Love. Not love like he and Hinata had or like him and his parents but Sakura loved him. "I don't get it, why you care after what I tried to do to myself and the things I said to you before I left." Naruto shook his head. Blinking he looked back up at her. "I don't know why but thanks." This time he stood to kiss her forehead. "I'll try Sakura." They rested against each other.
"That is great Naruto! If you can trust Sakura then you can trust the rest of us too!" Lee popped up tears running down his cheeks. "As for why we care – because you are you! You are Naruto and that is all! Group hug!" Lee said jerking Neji and Tenten to their feet then pushing them into Naruto while he hugged them all.
Kiba, Shino, Choji and Shikamaru held back but the girls weren't having it and pushed them forward until they had all had some contact with Naruto. An attempt was made to be the friends they once were but it was just too soon for Naruto. He appeared restless and uncomfortable with all the attention and no one could get pass how different he looked. The signs of weariness on his face made him seem far too old for a teenager.
In one's or two's they all took their leave saying they'd get together soon when Naruto was feeling better. Shikamaru stayed behind. Sakura knew he needed to speak to Naruto so she got Sasuke and Hinata to go for a walk with her. The situation suited her because she was anxious to find out how Sasuke's talk went with Naruto. Lady Tsunade was back at work and Iruka was going over some student progress reports at a table near the window. He knew it was too soon to leave Naruto's sight and frankly he felt better being with Naruto too.
Tired eyes looked at the man in front of him. The guy's face showed distress. "Shikamaru let it go. Nothing was your fault." Naruto said as they faced each other.
He shrugged and smiled just a bit. "Can't. It wasn't my mission and I wasn't leader but I can't let it go." Shikamaru looked at the new lines on Naruto's face. "You're one of us Naruto – the baby of the group in many ways." He chuckled as Naruto frowned at him. "It took you forever to graduate but you did. You showed us how hard you were willing to work to become a Genin and then a Chunin. But that wasn't all; you still had to deal with the village and stupid people." Shikamaru paused and leaned forward with his elbows on his knees. "Then everyone found out your secret and I watched you deal with more pain. You're a kid just like me but the stuff you've gone through…it's more than most adults."
Naruto leaned forward as well. "So? No really, it's my life Shikamaru. My life to mess up or work at getting right." He glanced over at Iruka. "What happened was because of who I am." He took in a breath. "Because I live – something is always going to go wrong!" Naruto closed his eyes. This was about Shikamaru and not his fears. "I don't get why what happened to me bothers you so much." He said quietly.
Shikamaru sighed because it was hard for him to explain it. "You have no idea how you affect people Naruto. It's like you said – it's because of who you are that we try harder. How can we lead ordinary lives when one of us has to endure so much just to get by?" Shikamaru asked loudly. "Being the only Chunin was hard; I couldn't slack off like I normally would because people's lives were my responsibility. I had to do what you always do – protect people but with more finesse." He let out a low laugh. "But seriously Naruto, you never cared what you had to do to save someone, you just did whatever it took even if you got hurt in the process. So if you could do it then I had to too. I wanted to and you know I never want to do more than I have to." His smile now was directed at himself.
He and Naruto stared at each other. "I had to save you. Just like Hinata, Sasuke, Sakura and Neji. Just like everyone who showed up there. Nobody was there Naruto because Lady Tsunade asked us – we wanted to be the ones to bring you home. But we were too late. You almost died because I didn't try hard enough. You needed help and I wasn't there." He was supposed to be a genius yet he hadn't come up with the perfect plan in order to find and rescue his friend.
Naruto rose. He looked at Iruka wondering if he felt the same way then looked back at Shikamaru. "You can't blame yourself because I tried to kill myself! It was my decision – mine!" He turned his back on them. "I don't want you to blame yourself because it really had nothing to do with you no matter what you feel Shikamaru but…I will thank you for wanting to save me. I don't know if I can handle everything you just said. Truthfully I don't want to – it's too much right now! I just found out he's not dead! I didn't get him killed!" Naruto pointed at Iruka. "I can't…handle you blaming yourself for something that's not your fault!" Naruto face Shikamaru again. "You're my friend, I see that but for now isn't that and my thanks enough?" His blue eyes pleaded with him.
Shikamaru stood as well. Maybe it was too much to ask that Naruto know how he was viewed by his friends and the last thing he wanted was to cause him more stress. "Yeah, that's more than enough and don't forget Naruto – you're alive too. You survived." He went to Naruto and slapped his arm. "I'll take that thanks. Never forget you've got friends Naruto – don't give up on us because none of us ever gave up on you." The hint of failure would linger with him but having talked to Naruto, Shikamaru felt better. "Get some rest you guys." He included Iruka then squeezed Naruto's arm before leaving.
Naruto went to the bed and flopped down. "Do you think they all feel that way? How am I supposed to deal with that? It doesn't make any damn sense to me!" How can what's happened to me ever help someone else?! I wouldn't wish my life on anyone!
Iruka smiled. "It will one day but the thing you need to know is that you helped Shikamaru. As tired, confused and still in shock as you are – you helped your friend. I'm proud of you." He looked down at Naruto who still looked overly worn. "Why don't you try to sleep?"
"I'm okay." He said quickly. Iruka might disappear if he closed his eyes. "It's just…being in the hospital makes me restless." Naruto said his eyes never leaving Iruka.
"Yeah, me too. We promised your mother we'd stay another day but we can go outside, hang out in the garden and get some fresh air. Want to?" Iruka held out a hand and gripped Naruto's hard when he gave it to him.
"Sure Dad." Naruto walked next to his father and marveled that this simple act soothed his nerves. He hoped it lasted.
Naruto woke up slowly. Everything he did these days seemed slow. The room was in shadow but light always found a way. It was sliding in beneath the curtains letting him know it was morning. He yawned and turned over to look around his room. It hadn't changed while he'd been away which was good he supposed for it did offer a measure of comfort. Here he could hide from his friends watchful eyes. Here he could cry or yell without people wondering if he was losing his mind.
He sat up and looked at the time. Soon he was to meet Squad 7 for training. It was one of the few things he put a lot of effort into these days. Standing he went to get ready for the day. Naruto exited the bathroom then quietly set about making some breakfast. Nothing fancy, just some miso soup, rice and some left over fish. He ate in silence and thought about nothing. The dishes got washed, his bed made and finally he opened the curtains. A smiled flittered about his lips but never really made to a full-fledged smile. There were clouds on the horizon. Just maybe they would finally get some rain.
Naruto left the apartment and headed towards the training grounds. He didn't notice the stares of people. Didn't acknowledge anyone at all but walked calmly with only his destination in mind.
Shino and Kiba were also headed that way and both weren't surprised when Naruto walked by them without ever seeing them. It had been almost three weeks since Naruto had woken to find Iruka alive. The change in him was dramatic. He was so damn quiet for one thing. His smiles were rare, his laughter rarer still. The only thing they could say had stayed the same was his blond hair and blue eyes. Naruto's clothes had changed as well. He now wore black. The pants were like his previous ones. The jacket was black, had no collar and buckles down the front. His shirt was cobalt blue making his eyes seem darker than before. The shirt itself was a turtle neck with enough fabric that it could be pulled up over his nose and mouth to be used as a mask. Today he even wore his headband but if he wasn't training, it wasn't on him.
Shino ran the few steps to catch up to him. "Morning Naruto."
"Oh Shino, hey. Kiba, Akamaru." Naruto's expression lightened when he greeted the dog. He was happy to see the four-legged ninja because he could be himself around him. Dogs didn't expect much and a good scratch kept them happy.
They both saw that hint of happiness before Naruto looked ahead again. "Training?" Kiba asked.
"Yeah, you?" Naruto responded. As of yet he'd only had real conversations with his parents, Hinata, Sasuke, Sakura and Shikamaru. It seemed everyone else was wary of upsetting him to really talk to him. Most times, if he wasn't with one of his teammates or Hinata – no one approached him. He was sort of surprised to have these two join him.
"Yep. So you got plans for tonight? We were thinking of going to the movies and dinner after. You know the whole group." Kiba told him. It had actually been Hinata's idea, a way of trying to break the ice.
Naruto wasn't fooled; he knew his lady was behind this. He would go. Anything they asked he agreed to. Arguing with them never worked so he just said yes and didn't think. "Okay. Where and when?"
Shino watched him as Kiba gave him the particulars. Naruto spoke well and politely but the excitement and hyperactivity that had always been a part of Naruto was missing. Of course in the past they'd wished he hadn't been so over the top and Shino found himself regretting ever thinking that.
They were just passing the academy when Iruka-sensei stood up from the swing where he'd been waiting to greet his son. Kiba and Shino bowed politely then said goodbye to Naruto.
"See you guys tonight at seven then." Naruto waved and went to Iruka. "Morning Dad." He looked for wounds still but Iruka was healthy. He even walked normally again although Mama T was strict on what he could and could not do.
"Naruto." Iruka hugged him and neither felt embarrassed by the kids who laughed at them. Each held tight before breaking apart. "So you're going out with your friends tonight?" Iruka was glad to hear it. If no one made the effort to get him out of his apartment, Naruto didn't leave it. The only exception had been those first few days when they'd left the hospital and Naruto had not left his side.
"Movies…is that a problem?" Naruto had been spending evenings with his parents, Sasuke or at Hinata's house. They didn't trust him to be alone too much and he understood. The mistake with the poisons and then his threat to disappear kept them on edge. Truthfully he still thought about leaving but he'd seen the pain that would cause them and unless he felt they were truly in danger from him staying here, Naruto wasn't planning on going anywhere. Maybe he'd regain their trust one day.
"No, of course not. You're probably tired of seeing so much of us." Iruka said as they walked together.
"No, never." Naruto said quietly. "Would you mind if I joined you for lunch?" He met his father's gaze.
Iruka smiled but it was kind of sad. Naruto still looked too old. "Sure but the students will probably bug you and ask lots of questions. That okay?" He didn't like for Naruto to have to deal with too much, it might make him withdraw even more.
Naruto put a hand on Iruka's shoulder. "They know they can't ask about specific missions or what happened to me so it's okay. You want something special? I can pick it up and bring it with me." He offered. Naruto didn't know how much time he would have with them. It seemed that since he'd become aware that anything could happen at any time – he wanted to be the perfect son.
"No, my treat." Iruka said then patted his hand. "You'd better go, don't keep your team waiting."
Naruto smiled at him. "Bye Dad, see you at lunch!" He ran off.
Iruka sighed. It hurt to see him this way. The smile was real but it wasn't Naruto's. He'd known he was going to be different but this quiet, agreeable, solemn Naruto was hard to get used to.
Sasuke was stretching when Naruto arrived. They had talked that day back at the hospital, actually that night. Iruka-sensei, Hinata and Lady Tsunade had all fallen asleep. The two of them had sat in the window. He'd told Naruto everything. Regret and shame had made the words hard to get out. Naruto had listened and was angry. Sasuke had felt it pulsing in him and faced it head on.
Then…
"I can't believe you guys never said a word to me! Orochimaru marked you and it messes with your chakra? This explains so much!" Naruto leaned forward and punched him in the arm then jerked down his shirt to see the curse mark. "And all that happened when I was unconscious? That bastard had messed with my seal putting me out of it for hours." He placed a hand over his belly then reached for Sasuke again and slammed him into the wall. "You would have left me! Not just left but become my enemy! Damn you Sasuke! You had your own dirty little secret then you got mad at me about mine? YOU ASS!" Naruto slammed him into the wall again.
There was pain in his back and shoulders but he didn't resist or try to stop Naruto because he was absolutely right. "I am or was. I'm trying to change Naruto. …I made a lot of mistakes. Will you let me try and make up for them?"
Naruto still had Sasuke by his shirt. They were eye to eye, two silhouettes outlined by the moon. "Did you want me dead Sasuke? You changed before my eyes. My friend just vanished." Naruto looked down for a minute. "I did the same to Dad though not to hurt him but you wanted to hurt me didn't you?" He looked back up at Sasuke.
His temperature rose and Sasuke felt sick. "I did…but I don't anymore! Naruto…" Now he grabbed Naruto's shirt and held on tight. "I was crazed thinking you had the power I needed to defeat Itachi. All I could think about was stealing that power from you!" Sasuke searched Naruto's eyes for any hint of understanding. "But after Kakashi locked me up -. What?" He stopped when Naruto's mouth dropped open.
It was slight but there was humor in Naruto's voice. "Kakashi put you in jail?"
Sasuke never thought there would be anything funny about being locked up in his family's jail but Naruto would be the one to ease that pain and make it funny.
"Did you get a striped prison uniform?" Again Naruto felt his lips quirk at the thought of Sasuke in black and white stripes with a ball and chain around his ankles. "I hope you didn't…drop the soap!" It was hard to believe that he could laugh and smile but they both made an appearance.
Sasuke narrowed his eyes at Naruto. "Soap? You jerk!" He shook Naruto then shared his smile. "I've missed that face." Sasuke said and was sorry to see Naruto's smile disappear. "Yeah, they locked me up. If Lady Tsunade had her way, it probably would have been my grave instead of my home for a couple of weeks."
Naruto glanced over at the bed where Lady Tsunade lay sleeping. "Yeah, she can be harsh sometimes – you lucked out. So locking you up fixed whatever your problem was?" Doubt entered his tone as he stared at his closest friend.
"I know it's hard to believe but it did! My family was the peacekeepers of the village and there I was locked beneath the prison where they kept the more dangerous ninja prisoners. Everywhere I looked was my family's symbol." Sasuke started to pull back but Naruto wouldn't let go so Sasuke had no choice but to look at the hurt on Naruto's face as he talked. "They came back to me Naruto. My mother and father. My aunts and uncles but they couldn't smile at me anymore for what I'd done to you or how I'd chosen to live my life."
"The shame was crushing. I was going against everything they had stood for. It didn't matter if it was to avenge their deaths, I was still wrong!" Sasuke leaned closer until their foreheads touched. "I couldn't run there was nowhere to hide from their watching, disapproving eyes. Then in a dream I remembered my mother and how kind she was and how much I missed…feeling close to someone. Father and Itachi ignored me. They both hardly acknowledged my life but Mother was there. She talked to me and made me laugh and I felt like I belonged. She cared for me." Sasuke grabbed Naruto's wrist. "When I thought how much I missed that feeling and how I wished I had someone who cared like she did – I thought of you." He smiled faintly. "You – you big, dumb, blond idiot!" It was said with affection. "God Naruto, you irritated me to no end! You were always in my face saying just stupid stuff! You were always trying to outdo me in everything. I wanted to tape your mouth closed, tie you to a tree and leave you out in the woods!" Sasuke shook his head as he remembered those days.
Naruto looked confused. "Your mom irritated you? Make sense!"
Sasuke tightened his hold on Naruto's arm. "You treated me like family – more so than my flesh and blood family ever did. Naruto, like my mother, you made feel a part of something more. I started thinking about how could shut you up and began teasing you or finding ways to make you look silly. You got mad but didn't give up. You kept coming until I started listening, until I started caring. With you around Naruto, I was more than an avenger. I was like your brother. I watched out for you. We trained together and both improved." The fond memories erased some of the pain on Sasuke's face.
"In that jail cell, I learned what I wanted. I wanted to be a Konoha ninja. I wanted to be an Uchiha that my family could be proud of and I wanted my brother back." When Naruto jerked away Sasuke grabbed his shirt again and held him tight. "I want my brother who has blond hair and blue eyes. You Naruto." Please believe me Naruto!
"Me? But Itachi is your brother." He said on a whisper.
"In name only. He's dead to me, has been since he committed murder. I have only one brother now, the one before me. Naruto stay! Stay here and keep me from turning into a first-classed ass! Forgive me and be my brother…please!" Sasuke's heart could be heard as it thumped loudly in his chest.
"Damn you Sasuke! Damn you!" Naruto breathing was harsh as he leaned forward until he was resting against Sasuke's shoulder. "I'm not him anymore! I don't – I don't think I can be that Naruto again." Naruto's despair made his heart feel like a lead stone. "You're too late. I don't think I can help you." He spoke into Sasuke's chest.
Sasuke cupped his head. "Then we help each other." He blinked rapidly. "Naruto we've both changed but that's not always a bad thing. Let me help you find a way to smile again and you help me not be a jerk." He glanced around at the sleeping occupants. "They love you Naruto – so do I. Let me be a part of your family Naruto and I promise I'll stand by your side. Will you do that Naruto? Will you let me stand with you?" Blond hair brushed his face as he spoke.
Naruto heard him and glanced over at Hinata now in one to the extra beds and his parents in the king sized bed. Their lives were so damn important to him and it looked like his meant the same to them and to Sasuke. Was it really possible for him to someday be happy again with these people?
"I'll get stronger. The fox's chakra will be mine."
"I know and I'll do my best to get as close to your strength as possible."
"…You won't…hate me for it?"
"…I'll be proud that my brother has the power to protect us."
Naruto lifted his head searching for hate or lies in Sasuke's face. He couldn't find any. What Naruto saw was need. Sasuke needed to be here, he needed something from him. "We're pitiful. I try to kill myself to get away from pain and you're desperate for anything that will make your life real." Naruto pulled away from Sasuke and got up.
Sasuke looked up at him warily. He couldn't tell what Naruto was thinking.
"I don't know what's going to happen to me. I want Hinata. I want Mama T and Dad. I want to be Hokage…but I don't know if that's possible or even if I should have any of that. And you Sasuke – of course I want you for my brother. I've always looked at you that way…even when you hurt me."
"Naruto I'm sorry! I was -." He stopped when Naruto held up a hand.
"I'm not blaming you Sasuke. The things you've gone through…I'm sure I know only fraction of it but I'll listen. Tell me what your life has been like, let me learn about you and maybe, you can help me figure out just who the hell I am! Brothers?" Naruto held out a hand.
"No question." Sasuke took his hand. "Brothers." They stood in darkness. The quiet night and the breathing of love ones surrounded them. A new bond, a stronger one had been formed.
An owl hooted and the guys smiled. "It's late and you've had a hell of day Naruto. We should get some sleep." Sasuke said feeling as if he'd just been given a new purpose.
Naruto looked at Iruka and shook his head. "One hell of a day. Iruka – Dad's alive." There was still some awe in his voice as he watched his father breathe. He squeezed Sasuke's hand then moved over to Hinata. "And she still loves me." Naruto stroked her head then paused. "You're supposed to be sleeping. It's not nice to eavesdrop." He tickled her neck.
Hinata smiled then opened her eyes. "I didn't mean to but you guys got kinda loud." She sat up the scooted over so Naruto could sit next to her. Hinata leaned into him as Naruto wrapped his arms around her. "Sasuke, he slammed you pretty hard. You okay?"
Sasuke laughed quietly. "It hurts but I'll live." He shrugged his shoulders and sat gingerly on his bed.
"He's strong, he can take it." Naruto grinned lightly then yawned.
"Go to bed Naruto. Like Sasuke said, you've been through a lot today." Hinata looked up at his bruised eyes.
He looked up at the big bed. They'd left a space for him between them but he knew he'd wake them and his was just too tired to deal with anymore questions. "Let them sleep. How about I sleep here?" Naruto looked into her lavender eyes. She'd promised to be there and now he just needed to be with her, hold her and rest.
Hinata was startled since they were in the same room as his parents but they were just going to sleep and she wanted nothing more than to be in his arms. "Lie down." Hinata smiled.
Sasuke shook his head. "Just remember there are other people in the room, okay guys?" He kicked off his slippers and stretched out just now realizing how damn tired he was. Amazing how emotion could sap your strength just as badly as some serious training. He glanced over to see Hinata kiss Naruto before resting her head on his chest and Naruto holding her closely. "Goodnight you two."
"Night Sasuke." Naruto said on a yawn then holding Hinata close to his heart drifted off. It wasn't long before the other two teens were sleeping deeply as well. The Hokage and Iruka were smiling at each other, not at all ashamed of eavesdropping. The more ties Naruto had, the less likely he'd want to ever leave.
Now…
"You're smiling. Excited about the movie?" Sasuke took his hand. He took a leap and guessed that someone had asked Naruto about it.
"A little, it is a Princess Gale movie but it's the rain. It's finally going to rain." Naruto said looking up at the clouds gathering. Maybe he wasn't as torn up as he was that day back in the hospital but he was very much looking forward to being in the rain.
"Rain?" Sasuke looked up at the sky. "Any particular reason?"
"Yeah, I'll feel at home then." Naruto said quietly. He knew he was confusing Sasuke and he'd explain it later. It made him wonder though if Hinata remembered the rain.
Sasuke frowned and looked from the sky then back at Naruto. In the past, he'd always thought of Naruto like a bright sun-shiny day but now he was more like a dark, rainy day. He wasn't sure he liked the change but for now, if it made him smile…
"Aww, it's going to rain!" Sakura said as she joined them. "I just hope it doesn't get cold too. It would ruin our night." She went to Naruto and kissed his cheek then smiled at Sasuke. "You are going aren't you Naruto? No hiding out in your apartment!"
"Yes, Mama T Two!" Naruto teased. Sometimes she took on the role of Lady Tsunade and tried to mother him a bit over zealously.
"That's Sister, thank you very much!" Sakura jabbed a finger in his chest.
Kakashi suddenly appeared next to them. "Yo! What's all the commotion?" He glanced at them over his latest copy of 'Make-out Paradise.' "I hope you're ready for today. I thought we'd try something new."
Naruto looked at him in surprise. Lately he'd just been putting them through the motions. He'd felt like a Genin again but he'd worked hard. It was easy to forget while he was training. A flare of the old mischief bloomed in Naruto and he casually walked up to Kakashi. "New? How can you teach us something new when you've got your eyes glued to that book?" Naruto tried to peer down at the page but Kakashi moved it away. "You can't hide it now; I know what's in there! Or you just don't want to share?" He shrugged and made like he was going to walk away when quick as lightning Naruto snatched the book away!
"Hey Sasuke, want to find out what he finds so fascinating about these books? It'll blow your mind!" Naruto called out as Kakashi's mouth dropped open.
Sasuke blinked. Naruto was laughing and joking around. He smiled. "Give to me!" He took the book tossed to him and only barely got away from Kakashi. "Hey Sakura, you want in on this?" He waved the precious book in the air.
She too was amazed at seeing Naruto this way but with a laugh she joined in. "I don't wanna read it but burn it! Ha, it's mine now!" Sakura yelled down at Kakashi from a tree and almost fell with laughter when Kakashi's eye bugged out.
"NO! YOU BRATS! GIVE IT BACK!" Kakashi chased them all over the field. The sound of Naruto's laughter brightened the cloudy day but Kakashi still wanted his book back.
The three of them lay huffing and puffing, dirty and bruised an hour later as Kakashi stood over them his precious book in hand. "And that's why I'm a Jonin! Ha!" But damn, it took me too long! I must be out of shape! That crazy Naruto! "Okay for that little stunt, no new training! I'm going to pull a Guy! Two hundred laps, two hundred pushups then two hours of combat! I'm going to read my book!" Kakashi said jauntily then sat down beneath a tree.
Naruto rolled over to look at him. "Don't punish them. I stole it. Go ahead and get them started on the new stuff – I'll catch up later." He looked at his friends then back at Kakashi. "That was fun, thanks." Naruto stood up then brushed himself off. "Later!" He set off at an easy jog.
They all watched him as he ran. "What got into him? He was almost normal." Kakashi asked.
Sasuke shook his head. "He said it was the rain." He stood up.
"The rain? The rain made him act like his old self?" Sakura asked dubiously. "You're going?" She asked as Sasuke started off in Naruto's direction.
"Yeah. I want to see his smile again and I don't want him to get stronger than me!" Sasuke said with a grin before he left.
"Dammit." Kakashi sighed and stood. "Now I have to do my own damn punishment." When Sakura gaped at him, "What? You heard Sasuke. For whatever reason, he's in a damn good mood. Who knows how long it will last? I want to see more of this Naruto too."
"Ugh! Men! Then call him back and we can do something other than run!" But it was too late, Kakashi was gone. In the distance, she could see the guys talking then Naruto threw back his head and laughed. A drop of rain fell on Sakura's nose. "Naruto if I didn't love you…!" She groused as the rain fell and she joined the guys in running two hundred laps.
Lunch with Iruka was another upbeat affair. The rain fell steadily outside as they ate and talked with some of Iruka's students. Konohamaru showed off some of his skills for Naruto. After leaving the academy, Naruto went to see his mother. He met Shizune just before entering the office.
They stared at each other for several minutes. Naruto knew the facts now and he understood them but it was also a fact that she'd hurt him in a way that no one had been able to do before and forgetting that wasn't easy. She was his mother's best friend so he was going have to deal with her from time to time. "Is she free?"
"She'll make time for you even if she isn't. Go on in Naruto. Would you like some tea?" Shizune's voice was weak. It was hard knowing how close she'd come to destroying Lady Tsunade's family.
"Yes, thank you." Naruto nodded then walked away from her, knocked once then entered the Hokage's office.
Lady Tsunade sighed thinking it was Shizune with another stack of work for her. These days the work seemed to bother her that much more since she was unable to spend much time with Naruto. Iruka and his friends saw him that much than she did and she had to rely on them to keep his spirits up and to watch him. But it was more than that. She had a son and there was so much she still did not know about him. She hadn't been around to see him grow up or how he'd handled the challenges life had constantly thrown him. The Naruto she'd first met was already half-grown. He was already a young man but even so, with Kabuto and the attempted suicide, he'd changed before her eyes. A man full of too many pains – he'd seen how horrible people could become. Being Hokage was her duty and her desire but she also wanted to be a good mother for the son she knew so little about.
"Frowning gives you wrinkles. I'll ask Hinata to make you some face cream." Naruto said lightly as he walked towards her.
"Naruto!" Tsunade smiled, pleased to see him. She got up and hugged him not minding his damp clothes. "I thought I wouldn't see you today." She exclaimed.
Naruto was well aware that she knew of every move he made. There were at least three Anbu watching him 24/7. So of course she knew that he was going out that evening with his friends. "I know that's why I came by." He leaned in and kissed her cheek. "Too busy for tea? Shizune is bringing us some."
Now that was something they didn't talk about – Shizune. Tsunade had pretty much forgiven her although they still had a few awkward moments but mostly they were back to being friends. Where Iruka and Naruto were concerned, the two of them never talked about them. "Yes, I have time." She walked him to a couch and as they sat Shizune entered and quietly set down the tray of tea, bowed and left without a word.
Naruto began to tell her of his day and was happy to see her laugh along with him. He didn't like worrying her so it felt good to be able to show her that he wasn't miserable.
"So you just worked out all morning? I thought you wanted to train and get stronger so that you could better handle the fox's chakra." Tsunade looked into his dark blue eyes.
"I think you worry more than I do." He shook his head and reached for more tea. "I have to be physically strong too. New techniques will probably help as well but I think as far as learning how to control the fox's chakra – I'll have to do that on my own. I don't think there's anyone here who can help me with that. Maybe Pervy Sage can help a little but the rest is up to me." He looked up. "Has there been any word from him yet?" It weighed on Naruto that Jiraiya blamed himself for what happened. As far as Naruto was concerned, all of it was his fault and nobody else's though he kept that to himself. Jiraiya had saved his dad's life and Naruto just wanted to thank him for that. The old man was forgiven for anything since he'd saved Iruka.
"No but he's been seen up in the mountains by some of our Jonin. He's doing fine; I guess he's just not ready to come home yet. He may not you know. Like I did, he may stay away for a long while. Can you handle that?" Tsunade was aware of how fond Naruto was of Jiraiya.
Naruto nodded. "When things are better here, I may go find him and thank him." He looked up at her letting her know he wasn't going anywhere for a while. "I should go. I've got some shopping to do then maybe grab a nap before tonight." He'd laughed so much that it had tired him.
Tsunade looked at her cup. She didn't mean to be such a worrywart but couldn't seem to stop herself. "Have a good time." She stood and hugged him again.
"I will. Oh you should know, I'll be out really late tonight, maybe all night." Naruto looked out the window as there was a crack of thunder.
Tsunade suddenly looked afraid. "Out all night? Where are you going Naruto?" She gripped his jacket.
"I won't leave the village Mama. I'm telling you this so no one comes running to you and worrying you. I'm just going to be out in the storm. I need…I need to be one with the storm." Naruto met her worried eyes. "If you need to follow me then do so but don't interfere." He warned.
Tsunade opened her mouth to question him but stopped. Outside the thunder echoed loudly and shook the foundation. Naruto looked to the window and his eyes lit up. The air around him was just as charged as the air outside. He needs to be one with the storm. From what I can see, he already is. "What if the storm passes us by? Will you follow it Naruto?"
Naruto took in a deep breath and his eyes darkened again. "I'd like to but no. I'll stay in Konoha Mama T. As I said, follow me. Bring all of your Anbu and all of my friends too if it will make you feel better – just stay out of my sight." Naruto now looked frustrated and angry. He kissed her once more then turned to leave. "I'll see you tomorrow Mama T. Make sure you bring an umbrella tonight." He didn't look back at her, just closed the door and left.
She'd ruined his good mood. Tsunade couldn't seem to find her footing anymore when it came to Naruto. Walking over to the window she watched as he stood in the downpour not moving. "I want to trust you Naruto but I'm scared that I'll lose you. Before when you laughed and talked of becoming Hokage I took it for granted – that you'd always be that same happy kid." Nothing had prepared her for this new Naruto. "I'll talk to Iruka maybe he can help me to understand. Because even though you invited me to watch you, I feel if I do - I think I'll damage something between us." Naruto looked up her as if he felt her gaze. Lightning flashed and when she could see again, Naruto was gone.
Hinata stood on the porch waiting for Naruto to pick her up for the group date. Because of the rain, she'd chosen to wear long navy pants, a light blue shirt and a shiny blue slicker. She was excited and thought the slicker would come in handy for many reasons. At the sound of footsteps behind her, she turned to see her father.
"You can't wait inside?" He smiled at her. Hinata was almost humming she was in such a good mood. "Is something…special happening tonight?" Lord Hiashi wondered if this was the night Naruto would propose. He looked pointedly at her left hand.
"Oh, no I don't think so. It's still too soon." She said with red cheeks but she could hope. "He had a great day. I saw Sakura earlier and she said it was like having the old Naruto back. I just can't wait to see him. He's been okay but genuine happiness has escaped him." Hinata was a bit saddened that she hadn't been able to make him that happy but she still had his love – the happiness would come back.
Lord Hiashi went to her. "Don't worry. I have no doubt that he will smile with happiness again. He has you and your love. The old Naruto or this new one loves you too much not to find happiness again."
They heard the slap of shoes in water and looked up to see Naruto approaching. He carried a huge umbrella, exchanged his shoes for boots, and wore a long black coat. "Good evening Lord Hiashi, Hinata." He stopped at the porch.
Lord Hiashi blinked. Naruto looked really happy just then. He glanced from him to Hinata who laughed with delight. He had to smile as she leaned down to kiss him. When his daughter lifted her head he heard her say, "It's raining."
"I know and it's supposed to storm tonight!" Naruto was glad she remembered. "Stay with me tonight?" He wanted her to share this with him.
Hinata gasped and searched his eyes. What did he mean? Were they going to…?
Naruto laughed. "Sorry sweetheart. You know I'm being watched – that will have to wait a little while. I just want to share this night with you. Be a part of my storm Hinata." Naruto held out a hand to her.
Lord Hiashi had no idea what they were talking about – well he think he knew what Hinata had thought and while he was a little uncomfortable thinking of his daughter making love, he knew it would happen someday. But this other, Naruto's storm was strange.
"What's going on Naruto?" Hiashi asked curiously.
Hinata and Naruto were still staring at each other and without looking away from her, "I'd like for Hinata to stay the night with me. She'll be safe, I promise. Mama T's watchdogs will be there. We'll be out in the storm for as long as it lasts. This is just something special I want to share with Hinata." He caressed her face with his eyes.
Hinata's heart swelled with love. "All night with you? Of course Naruto, of course." She took his hand. "Father, I'll see you tomorrow okay?" Her lavender eyes never left his blue ones.
Hiashi laughed. They were ignoring him. "Okay, well have a good time and I'll send clothes over to Naruto's place for you." Neither of them acknowledged him as Hinata joined him beneath the umbrella. He watched the couple, arm-in-arm walk away.
At the theater, Hinata and Naruto sat snuggled together. Shikamaru found himself watching them as much as he was the movie and he wasn't the only one. It was just something they hadn't seen in a while. Naruto would whisper something to Hinata and she would whisper back then they'd laugh softly. They were…cute. During one of the romantic scenes, they even kissed. Later in a favorite restaurant Naruto continued to be someone they once knew if a little less loud.
"Wasn't she great? Man I've seen her act up close and personal but she still amazes me!" Naruto said. "Sasuke, you were really into it too! I saw you lean forward during the action scenes." He elbowed his brother.
"I was just watching their moves. They got somebody really talented choreographing their fights. That's all I was doing and how could you see anything I did while you were kissing Hinata?" He taunted back.
"Well I thought the directing was top notch." Shikamaru added. "There were some crazy angles but it really worked. So when are you going to invite Ms Fujikaze Yukie to Konoha Naruto? You're friends with a movie star! Don't hog her all to yourself!" For once, Shikamaru showed some real excitement.
Sakura laughed at him. "You've got a crush on her don't you?"
"N-no!" Shikamaru blushed. "Who wouldn't want to meet a movie star? I'm just saying that Naruto should let her meet some of his friends." He looked to Choji for some help.
"Sure, I'd like to meet her too and maybe she can use us as extras in her next movie." Choji said around a mouthful of food.
"That would be wonderful! I would love to be in a movie. Guy-sensei would be so proud!" Lee chimed in as his eyes grew wide.
Tenten laughed. "You've just given Naruto every reason not to invite her! If she came it would be to see him and probably relax, not be bugged by a bunch of wanna-be movie stars. Don't do it Naruto! Keep these star struck guys away from your friend!"
Naruto rubbed his chin. "You may have a point there Tenten. Besides, if anyone is going to be in the movies – it's me!" He ducked several napkins thrown at him. "Hey, cut it out! I'm going to tell my mama!" That got him several laughs and groans.
When they all parted company, everyone was in high spirits despite the pouring rain and claps of thunder. Naruto smiled after them then took Hinata's hand. "Ready?"
"Oh yes." Hinata answered. She remembered that at the time it had seemed like the saddest thing in the world that Naruto had wanted rain, that he would only feel like himself during a storm but now it seemed right for he was happy. To him and her it seemed as if life or fate were finally on his side this time giving him what he needed to feel alive and he wanted to share it with her. "Where are we going?"
"I want to be close to it. Hokage Rock. I want to be able to reach out and touch the lightning." The mere suggestion of touching lightning thrilled him but he looked down at Hinata. "If it gets too dangerous for you, I want you to leave. Understand me Hinata? I want you with me but if it's get too bad, we're out of there." He stopped to stare into her eyes.
"What danger? You'll protect me or I'll protect you with my Sixty-Four Palms." Hinata stood on tiptoe gripping his shoulders. "This is our storm and I have no intention of running from it. Okay?" One hand stroked his face.
Naruto couldn't stop his smile. "I think I'm going to love you forever." He said quietly and kissed her with passion. "It's too bad we won't be alone, making love to you in the rain, during a storm…" He said against her lips then took her to the edge of reason. When he finally came up for air both of them wanted each other badly.
Hinata groaned in frustration. "Are you sure they're watching us?"
Naruto laughed. "I'm sure but you can see them better than I! How many escorts do we have?"
Hinata looked around then sighed. "Two." She looked up at Naruto. "Do you know how long this is going to go on? I want to be with you Naruto."
Naruto held her close with one arm since he was still holding the umbrella. Until this moment he hadn't really let himself think of making love. It was still hard to deal with the fact the he was the most dangerous thing in Hinata's world. But tonight, right now – he did want her and was somewhat angry that his mother was keeping that from happening.
"I'm sorry Hinata. Mama T…doesn't trust me yet. Frankly I'm surprised you didn't see her. She was so worried when I told her about staying out in the storm – I told her to come along and watch. I was sure she would." He stopped when Hinata went still then used her Byakugan to take another look around.
"She's not here. That's something I guess." Hinata would definitely have felt uncomfortable knowing that his mother was watching them.
"Yeah, I hope so. Anyway, let's not let anything else spoil tonight!" Naruto closed the umbrella and let the rain fall on them. "Hold on to me." His excitement was back as several claps of thunder threatened to take their hearing.
Matching his grin, Hinata wrapped her arms around his waist tightly. She squealed as he jumped up. Trees and rooftops flew by then several hundred feet of rock. Not ten minutes later they were atop Hokage Rock. Talking normally was going to be impossible with the wind howling, thunder rolling and lightning flashing. Naruto stole another kiss before letting her go.
Smiling hugely, Naruto stripped off his coat, shirt, shoes, pants and underwear. He stood gloriously naked; arms outstretched laughing as the storm raged around him. It should have scared him but it excited him. No pain existed in this storm. No fear traveled along his spine and with each flash, no darkness threatened to eat him alive.
She was drenched. The wind threatened to blow her away and the lightning scared her to death but watching Naruto, being there with him, was worth it. Hinata just managed to catch his coat before it blew away – he'd need something to wear home because everything else was long gone. A laugh bubbled up in her throat as Naruto did a stupid dance for her.
Naruto turned around and looked out over the village. It was mostly hidden from his sight by the darkness and the rain but lights from inside homes proved that people were there. Many of those doors had been closed to him. No lights welcomed him to their homes. So many times he'd been left out in the cold like now but this time it was his choice to be in this storm and he wasn't alone – not anymore. His heart shared its beat with Hinata.
"I AM UZUMAKI NARTO! I AM A KONOHA NINJA! I WILL BE HOKAGE DESPITE ALL OF YOU BASTARDS! YOU WILL NOT HOLD ME BACK ANY LONGER!" He spun to face Hinata. "I LOVE HYUGA HINATA WITH EVERYTHING IN ME! I LOVE YOU!" Standing with his hair plastered to his head, Naruto approached Hinata then pulled her into his arms. He spoke directly into her ear. "I love you sweetheart. I have no life without you. I'll protect you with my life Hinata. You can never die because if you do – I'll just follow." Naruto lowered his head even more until his lips found the pulse in her neck and there he stayed.
The rain was her tears. "My life is yours and your life is mine. Protect me and I'll kill anyone who tries to take you from me! We'll live as one Naruto and not even death will separate us! LOVE ME! LOVE ME ALWAYS!" She yelled and lifted his head to look into his eyes.
Their emotions seemed to charge the storm. It was like nothing anyone had ever seen. Some villagers peered out widows and watched the intense lightning while others huddled in the dark scared the world was coming to an end. The lovers never noticed because they were the storm.
Naruto smiled down at her. If nothing else ever good happened in his life, he wouldn't care. Hinata was his and that was enough. "You okay? Can't you stand being out in this a little longer?" He took his coat and gently put her arms inside the sleeves. "I wish you could be naked with me but I don't want any eyes but mine to see this body. As it is, they must know I want you!" He laughed.
Hinata wanted him too for his body was reacting to her and the storm. She wanted to give him pleasure him to see him lose it while the storm raged but she kept her hands above his waist. "Next time! Next storm we finish this. We'll find a place where we can be alone and love all night!" She promised and kissed a pert nipple.
Naruto fisted a hand in her hair pulling her head back to take her mouth. "No more touching!" He growled against her lips treasuring her giggle. "Hinata, watch me. I want to try something." He said seriously.
She sobered instantly. "What is it?" Her lavender eyes grew worried.
"I think it will be okay but watch me with the Byakugan. I know you can stop me if it goes too far. Please?" The storm was useful to him in many ways. It freed him emotionally and maybe it could help him with the fox too.
Hinata think she knew what he meant. Naruto wanted to learn to control his power but she wondered if now was the right time. Maybe the fox would also be drawn to the storm and take away his control. At his touch on her face, Hinata looked up. She sighed softly. He'd seen her worry and was about to give up. "Go ahead. I'm here with you Naruto. I'm here and I'm never leaving."
Naruto pulled her back into his arms and held on for several long minutes then released her. "I trust you with my life." He said then backed away from her and closed his eyes.
He stood still with his hands in front of his chest. Naruto looked vulnerable but at the same time confident. White skin being pummeled by the storm but muscular in way that said he tried hard in all he did. "Byakugan!" At her words, a flame started in his belly. The lines on his face darkened and stood out almost quivering. She saw two sets of chakra flowing through him until the red took dominance. Naruto's eyes flew open and they were no longer blue but red. "Naruto?"
"…I'm okay. Watch me baby. Watch me." He pleaded gutturally. He took on a new stance then began to move his body. Tai Chi. He'd learned it years ago but rarely used it. He'd never had much patience for it but now it seemed appropriate. It was supposed to calm and balance him. What better way to learn how to control the fox's chakra?
She clutched her hands together beneath her chin. His movements weren't fluid. They were jerky and he slipped several times on the wet rock. The Nine-Tail's chakra would spike suddenly from time to time causing him to pause and try to get it back under his control. Naruto finished the routine but immediately begun it again. And again.
Hinata sighed in relief. Naruto was almost finished with his fourth set and he looked beautiful. Every movement was perfect. The red chakra remained steady. He finished, brought his hands together and let out a long breath. When he opened his eyes again they were blue.
"I did it!" Naruto stepped forward only fall to his knees.
"Naruto! Naruto!" Hinata rushed forward and knelt next to him. "What's wrong?"
"I'm okay, just tired." He looked up at her. "I did it." Naruto let her turn him about until he was sitting facing her then she brought his head to her chest. "I called on him and controlled its chakra."
"Yes I know but you've done that before Naruto." She stroked his trembling muscles.
Naruto lifted his head. His blue eyes glowed. "You don't understand. Hinata…every other time I've only been able to do it when I've been angry or someone was in danger. It was the circumstance that called forth the red chakra but this time – this time I did because I wanted to do it!" He grabbed her face. "No anger, no threat – I was able to pull out that chakra and hold it steady. It was mine! Don't you get it? If I can do this much then soon I'll control it completely!" Naruto laughed. "Well maybe not soon but now I know it's possible! Hinata…it means I can protect you." As he spoke her frown disappeared to be replaced with a smile.
"It means, my love that you'll be the most powerful ninja around!" She looked at him in wonder as his she finally realized what he'd been doing. There was hope in his eyes again. This night, this storm had changed him. Maybe everything wouldn't change overnight but some of what he used to be was back again!
"UZUMAKI NARUTO – YOU ARE THE MAN! MY MAN! I LOVE YOU WITH EVERYTHING IN ME!" She repeated his words back to him and the village then laughed as he jumped up, picked her up and spun her around.
The night was theirs. On top of the four Hokages they danced, they laughed; they talked and fell in love all over again. It wasn't until the birds started to sing and hunt for their breakfast that Naruto put on his coat and swept his lady back down to the ground. Giggling like children they ran back to his place for a hot shower and some sleep.
Kakashi and his team worried when Naruto didn't show up for training the next morning. They went to the academy thinking Naruto had gone to see Iruka. Iruka left his class without hesitation when he learned Naruto was missing. The night before, he'd talked Tsunade out of following Naruto herself because if she wanted to reconnect with Naruto, she'd have to learn to trust him. Now he wondered if he'd made a mistake. So now the four of them went to Tsunade. While she'd refrained from going, she still had people watching him.
Tsunade was on her feet as soon as she saw them. Izumo was immediately sent out to bring back the men who watched Naruto last night. They weren't supposed to report in until noon but now they'd either tell her where her son was or they were dead!
Two men stood before her nervously. Of course they knew she wouldn't be upset for long but still the Anbu were glad for the masks they wore. "He's at home My Lady."
"At home? Then he's okay?" When they nodded some of the tension left the room. Frowning, Tsunade looked at Iruka who shrugged. "So did something happen to make him miss training? Did he…hurt himself?" Tsunade felt a chill down her spine.
Sasuke activated his Sharingan. The men didn't show any worry or fear but he did notice that their body temperature rose. He remembered how close Naruto and Hinata were last night and asked a question. "Naruto wasn't alone was he?" He began to smile.
"Umm, no. Lady Hinata was with him. …They went back to Naruto's place only a few hours ago. I guess they're…sleeping." Their faces couldn't be seen and they stood at attention but anyone could see they were embarrassed as hell.
So was Tsunade and she was damn glad she'd been talked out of following Naruto. She looked to Iruka who was covering his mouth with his hand. "You guys should forget anything you saw okay?" Tsunade began to chuckle. She owed her son a big apology.
"No problem!" One said quickly then told her the rest. "He used the fox's chakra My Lady."
"What? You just said he was with Hinata. Was there an attack?" Iruka lost his humor.
"It's okay! I'm sorry, I should have said that Naruto called on the power and practiced with it. He was able to control it! We recognized the chakra right away. We were there when he fought Kabuto. But it was different. It was calmer." The man shrugged. "It was raining so hard we could barely see them but then we saw that chakra. It was like a second skin around him."
The other man spoke with a hint of awe now. "He had trouble at first, like it was hard to move but as he went through the motions – Tai Chi – he got better until he had no problems at all." There was pride in the man's voice. "After Naruto was finished, they - ahh celebrated and went home." It was true the rain had hidden much but they'd seen them embracing and kissing.
Everyone looked at each other stunned. Naruto had controlled the power.
"Umm, thank you. You may go now." Tsunade nodded as they bowed and left the room. "What does this mean? He controlled it but doesn't he always – well not when he tried to get Kabuto but – what does it mean exactly?" She sat down unable to take in what she'd heard.
"It means he controlled it on his own." Sasuke smiled and looked at Kakashi and Sakura who were grinning. "There wasn't anything to provoke him. He brought it out and held it. He wasn't being attacked, nobody was in danger." Sasuke laughed. "He's getting stronger – damn, I've got some catching up to do!" He couldn't wait to see Naruto and congratulate him.
Kakashi nodded then looked at a stunned Iruka. "Well he's your son, why are you so surprised?"
"Ha! You're right. That kid – he's one surprise after another." Iruka turned to Tsunade. "Think you can trust him a little more now? Who knows what might have happened if they weren't being watched?" Iruka laughed again as he felt his cheeks get red. "Still we could be planning a wedding soon! You go Naruto!"
Tsunade was also red in the face as she thought of the two of them celebrating Naruto's accomplishment. "God I hope they use protection – I'm not ready to be a grandma!" They all laughed at that and wished Naruto and Hinata a nice long day in bed.
Hinata slid her bare leg between Naruto's and brushed his semi-hard erection.She snuggled closer to his heat and gently touched him.
"You have until the end of time to stop touching me." Naruto's drowsy voice said as his hips thrust forward ever so slightly.
"That's not enough time." Hinata replied then kissed his collarbone. "Speaking of time, I'm sure it's late." Hinata's hand slid over and under his shaft.
"Very late." Naruto stroked his hand down her back and squeezed her ass. "Damn, I love your skin – it's so soft!" He couldn't seem to keep his hands off of her. He touched her breasts, shoulders, belly and thighs. Naruto pulled her thigh over his and let his hand touch her inner thighs.
"N-Nar-u-to!" Hinata gasped as he cupped her and in return she made him moan. The bed was small but just right. She moved until both her hands were busy making him as hard as a rock.
He teased one breast as the fingers of his other hand alternated between filling her wet entrance and pulling on her hidden flesh. Naruto's chin brushed her forehead until she lifted her face for his kiss. They teased and tortured each other until harsh breathing filled the room.
Naruto pulled Hinata on top of him and groaned to feel her wetness against him. I gotta talk to Mama T. They hadn't made love because in the back of their minds they knew someone was outside watching but neither had they been able to not give each other the pleasure of being together.
Hinata lifted her head and rested her chin on his chest. "Good morning – ah afternoon!" She laughed when saw the time then blushed. "Oh man, what everyone must be thinking!"
Naruto just laughed. He was too damn happy to worry about anybody right now. "They think I got lucky…and I did." He slid her up his body so he could kiss her. It would be so easy to slip inside her but he held back.
Hinata rubbed her face against the soft little hairs sticking out of his jaw. Naruto's hands swept her back and buttocks. "I love your touch. I missed you so much while you were gone Naruto. Some nights I slept here so I could feel closer to you. Sasuke and I began good friends, Sakura too but I was so lonely without you!" She framed his face.
Naruto's hands stilled. "I'm sorry. I hurt you even when I'm not around don't I?"
"I'm not blaming you and you didn't hurt me! I'm telling you I missed us! I don't think of me or you anymore but us. What we will do, where we'll go – we're a couple and I felt lost without you." She rubbed a thumb over his lips.
"I meant what I said. I am going to marry you Hinata. I'm going to protect you too." His lids dropped. "If the worst happens and I have to leave here…will you come with me?" His eyes flew open. "What I said in the hospital about everybody was true – they can live without me but I can't live without you."
Hinata felt trapped within his blue gaze but it was where she wanted to be. "I will." She said quietly. Beneath her his heart calmed. It had been beating double time. Naruto was still afraid for her but not enough to leave her. Hinata couldn't have been happier. "Is this my proposal?" She teased.
Naruto had been smiling but now looked panicked. "I – I don't have a ring! Well, no I hadn't planned to do it now. I wanted candles and a nice restaurant or a picnic or something special!" He spoke quickly. "Don't you want all the flowers and romance and stuff?" He sat up jerkily until she was in his lap, legs around his waist. "It's just an ordinary day and I didn't even say the words!" He gripped her narrow waist.
He was adorable. "Today is special. We're here alone and naked." Hinata laughed. "And you're smiling. There's light in your eyes again." She leaned forward to kiss his shoulder. "You can't keep your hands off me. What more could I ask for?" Hinata leaned her breasts into his chest. "So what are you waiting for? We can do the romance stuff later." She stroked his neck and placed on hand over his heart.
"You're way too good for me." Naruto whispered. He got a glimpse of his headband on the floor and almost toppled them out of the bed to pick it up. "You know how much this means to me don't you?" He looked down and saw their reflections in the metal. "Dad gave this to me after he saved my life and I saved his." Naruto clutched it then lifted it and tied it onto Hinata's head. There were tears in his eyes. "H-Hinata, will you marry me? I'm a screw up, I have a demon inside me and I may take you away from your family one day but I'll love you – always." So beautiful she is! Ivory white skin, breasts begging for my touch while she wears my headband.
He gave me his headband! The tears slid silently down her face. Hinata reached up a hand and ran her fingertips over the leaf. "A screwy demon man wants to marry me and possibly steal me away!" She laughed then scooted so close that air couldn't separate them. "What more could I ask for? I WILL MOST DEFINITELY MARRY YOU!" Hinata yelled at the top of her voice and knocked him onto his back.
Naruto was sucking in air. "What? You just couldn't say yes?" He complained but his huge smile contradicted that complaint.
"Yes." Hinata said. "Yes. Yes. Yes." Each one was followed by a kiss. "So it's official now – we're engaged!" The headband slid down over her eyes and she blinked when Naruto pushed it up. "Father thought this might happen. Now I know he was right." Hinata shook her head wondering how her father had known this might happen.
"Lord Hiashi! Damn girl, ruin the mood why don't you!" Naruto felt suddenly uncomfortable lying there in bed with her and thinking of her father. "I don't have to ask him too do I?" Naruto blanched. Yeah he had a good relationship with him but still…
Hinata started laughing then fell off of him when not only did his stomach growl but there was a knock at the door and Naruto squeaked pulling the pillow over his head.
"Go away! We're in love!" Hinata hollered out. This was one of the best days of her life.
A blushing Kotetsu told the couple that the Hokage would like to have dinner with them later, if that was okay and to meet at her office. He heard laughter and whispers from inside the room before Naruto yelled out that they would be there.
Hinata was pushed into the bathroom alone so that they wouldn't get carried away and miss dinner with his mother. Naruto listened to her sing in the shower as he changed the sheets. It was a nice voice even when she murdered a few notes. He could get used to it.
Finished with the bed, Naruto looked for food. They'd eaten last night or rather this morning but he was still starving and dinner was a couple of hours away. There was of course plenty of instant ramen so he fixed one for himself wishing it was Ichiraku ramen. Naruto frowned as he stuck noodles in his mouth. He hadn't been to see Teuchi since he'd been home. It's not that he didn't miss the old man or the ramen but facing him after what he tried to do – Naruto didn't want to see the disappointment in his eyes. Teuchi was there even before Iruka and he had no idea what to say to him.
Hinata watched him from the bathroom. Naruto was so lost in thought that he hadn't noticed her. He looked angry and scared as he shoved food in his mouth without thought. "Naruto."
He got choked when she spoke his name and had to pound on his chest before the food went down. "Hinata!" Naruto blinked rapidly and tried to smile at her. "I found some ramen, you want some?" He turned to the open cabinet and pulled out another cup.
She moved forward and kissed his bare shoulder as she rubbed his back. "What were you thinking just now?"
Naruto sighed, "Teuchi – I've been avoiding him." He turned to face her then smiled at her. "I think your father did know something was going to happen." Hinata was wearing a gray almost silver blouse over a black skirt. She looked ready to go out on a date.
Hinata smoothed her hands down the blouse and nodded then returned her eyes to his. "I noticed but why Naruto?" They'd all noticed. Whenever somebody suggested Ichiraku's he came up with an excuse not to go and even turned down offers when someone wanted to bring him some of his favorite food.
Naruto heated some more water then walked Hinata to the table. Then he got some bottled water out of the fridge for both of them. "He was the very first person to accept me, demon and all. I was young, a baby but I remember that first time I went there. I didn't know about the fox of course but people would often run from me and I never knew why." When the water was ready, Naruto poured it over the ramen, got some chopsticks for Hinata and joined her at the table.
"He knew who I was the minute he saw me and he hesitated." Naruto stirred the ramen mixing the spices. "I'd heard people talk about his ramen. It smelled good, really good and I wanted to try it so I gathered up my nerve and asked for some." He laughed a little. "I was so tiny he didn't see me at first. Anyway when he hesitated, I started to cry and run away. But he came after me, Hinata." The affection in his blue eyes said much for that tiny boy he'd been and the man who had a huge heart.
"He fixed me ramen, he taught me how to eat it and he smiled at me." Naruto had never forgotten that day. Someone smiled at him.
"So why haven't you gone to see him? I'm sure he's missing his best customer." Hinata covered one of his hands.
"Does he know what…I did? It was hard enough to face you and everybody else but Teuchi… I don't want him to think less of me! He's never mentioned the fox, it's like it doesn't exist. I've told him about training and my friends and my doubts and he always listened and supported me with one bowl of ramen after another. He told me to work hard and smiled at me. Do you know what it's like to never have anyone smile at you? Teuchi was the only one for the longest time to do that!" Naruto remembered how good that felt. "What will he think of me and all my big talk if he knows I tried to kill myself - that I ran from my problems in the worst possible way?" Naruto crushed the cup of ramen and hot water burned his hand at the thought that Teuchi would never smile at him again.
"Naruto!" Hinata jumped up and pulled him to the sink to run cold water over his red flesh. It was only seconds before the reddened skin returned to normal. The fox had healed him again but she didn't want him hurting himself. She lifted the hand and kissed it. "It sounds like he loves you Naruto. He choose to see a little boy and not a demon all those years ago. He knows how hard your life has been and he's always been there ready with ramen and his smile. I don't think that will change. Give him the benefit of the doubt Naruto." She stroked his hand and held it over her heart.
Naruto lifted his head to stare at the ceiling. "Guess I'm still not over the – suicide attempt or the consequences yet. Damn. I haven't wanted to know if other people know. You and the people who matter to me know and have forgiven me but I wonder if it's changed how they really feel about me." He looked down at her and put a finger over her lips. "Not you! Your all-seeing eyes also speak volumes Hinata. I know how you feel, Sasuke too but everyone else?" He shrugged.
"Even your parents?" She whispered as she realized the depth of his pain was too deep to go away in just a few short weeks.
"Especially them. I'm not their flesh and blood son. I'm a problem kid with massive baggage strapped to my back. I've hurt them, worried them…" Naruto began cleaning up his mess. "I'm trying to be a better son but it's there in the back of my mind that one day they'll think I'm too much trouble." He paused as he wiped the table then shook his head. "I'm sorry Hinata."
"Huh, what for?" She didn't understand.
"We just got engaged and you were on top of the world but I brought up all this stuff and took away your smile. I shouldn't have said anything today." He washed his hands and went to hold her. "Forgive me?"
"Idiot." She brought his face down to hers. "We're Naruto and Hinata now. We share our problems and talk to each other. I'm happy you talked to me about this. We'll figure it out Naruto – I promise." Hinata hugged him tight then laughed. "You just ate!" His stomach growled yet again.
"What can I say – you wore me out!" Naruto grinned.
"Go put some clothes on before I test that theory!" She smacked his chest. He wore only a pair of boxers. "I'll cook while you shower."
"Yeah? Thanks babe!" Naruto looked pleased as he gathered some clothes. He got to the bathroom door then turned back to her. "And thanks for loving me; I will make you happy Hinata." The promise was full of love.
"You already do." Hinata answered. "Go on and shower." She shooed him with her hands. When the door closed her smile dimmed a little at the pain he didn't seem to be able to outrun but then she stood up straight and turned to see what he had in his refrigerator. She knew there would be problems to overcome, her own as well as his but he was stronger than he thought he was. Last night proved that. "Just bring it on – we'll weather all storms!" Hinata said out loud her smile back in place. She wondered if facing their parents would be the next storm and giggled. "Maybe I should just strap Naruto to the bed and barricade the door! It'd definitely be more fun!"
Naruto heard her laughter and wondered at it but it didn't really matter. She was happy and she made him happy. All he really wanted was to spend the rest of the day with Hinata alone but they'd been summoned by the Hokage. He groaned. Why can't she let me be for a while? But she doesn't trust me; she may never really trust me again…
Naruto felt sadness, frustration and anger threaten to bubble up from inside him and try to take away the joy Hinata had given him. Breathing deeply he stuck his head under the force of the water and willed those bad feelings down the drain.