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Well as much anticipated, here is Chapter2

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Chapter 2: Bridge to Nowhere

BPOV

I came back from my morning jog to notice someone was also in the kitchen.

"Hey guys" I called, looking around the room. There he was, standing there with his ruffled hair. He looked like a god, smiling like that. But I quickly shuffled my feelings to the back of my head, there's no time to enjoy crushes.

"Hey Bella, this is Edward my new roomie" Emmett called.

"Hi Edward" I looked down to what I was wearing, shorts and a tank top. Great first impression – I thought, as I blush my famous deep scarlet. He smiled a crooked grin at my new shade of pink.

"Hi" his voice slurred. All I could think of was… awkward.

Instead of making matters worse, I just decided to leave. "Well, I gotta go Rose, nice meeting you Edward" I grabbed my water bottle and Ipod and walked out. Next thing I heard as I exited towards the door was Emmett's booming laughter.

"Hey Bella, where you off to" I turned around to see Alice standing by the door with Jasper.

"Oh nowhere, just gonna go for a jog, you know" rolling my eyes, "By the way, Emmett and Rose are there with Emmett's new roommate, go say hi."

"Alright, well have fun and remember were going shopping tomorrow" prancing into the room.

Now it's just me and my music. I switched it out to find Linkin Park playing, putting the music on. I let my thoughts dissolve about him and started to feel the rhythm. I started to stretch in front of the door, preparing for my jog. Until I felt a tap on my shoulder, I turned around to see who it was.

EPOV

"Well I think I better go unpack some more. It was nice meeting you guys" I said as I strolled off back to my room. But before I could, there she was again, standing in front doorway drinking her water bottle, blocking my way.

"Uhh…" I said, confused as to what to do. I tapped her shoulder, a burst of electricity flown through me. She turned around, dazed, and confused. I pulled out her ear buds. "Better?"

"Yes much thank you, whats up?" She asked; her voice so tender.

"Your blocking my way" I chuckled, she quickly blushed hiding her face in her hair.

"I'm so sorry" moving aside, not focusing her toward my eyes. Something's on her mind?

"It's no problem"

"I got to go jog, I'll see you around Edward" She smiled and ran off. But the way she said my name, it was enticing to hear her say it. I know it sounds weird, but I may actually like her. She's always been in my dreams, she's just so gorgeous. I just have this strong urge to hold her then and there. What am I saying? I can't believe I'm going through pheromones right now? How can my mind prescribe to these tactful events?

I walked off in the direction to my room, still having her in my mind. What do I do about this?

My past – How it can turn and foil my sad torturous misadventures. The sad awakening stories I had to go through. From pain to pain, I wish I could trash my memory box and forget forever. Sleep into a deep trance and never wake up, all but thinking of her.

Yet, time is an illusion. How it twists and turns our mind into juggling tricks and circus acts. Can act like a monster however, the times you want time to move forward, seems like its running backwards into a spiraling pool. Or when you wish time would go slow to extend and cherish the memories? Oh it does the most sickening and vile thing in the world; speeds up for the moment to go away.

Right about now, I'd wish that time was merely an illusion. Or my mind would keep me into a deep sleep trance and I'd never reach the car. Only to run home and wish that I hadn't done what I just did? No – I won't do that to myself. Conquering my fear will be Step 1 of my plan If only I won't lose control in the process.

In the moment of the spur, I suddenly realized my mind was thinking while my legs were doing the walking and before I know it. I'm in my room.

"Hey man what have you been up to?" Emmett. The look in my face gave him the reassurance of what he shouldn't do, and that is talking to me. I felt gratitude for that. I felt my adrenaline shoot up like a knife has just gone through me. "Hmm so what do you want to do man?"

"I just feel like thinking" shuffling through papers, thinking, I hope he'll believe that.

For some odd reason I seemed to enjoy Emmett's presence. Although our interests didn't seem to be the same and we had differences. He understood me; and even though it only seemed to be 30 minutes. It felt like a lifetime to me. This is when time is an illusion comes back to me. I love this moment, I hope it never ends. But what confused me most is that Emmett enjoyed having a low, mentally unstable friend who enjoys poetry and reading. I thought he was one of those; I'm too good for school and reading. Well next time I'll learn not to judge a book by its cover.

I never really looked at his perplexing image much. How his eyes may have changed colors throughout the day because of the sun. OH GOD I SOUND GAY! Shut up; Stop thinking and analyzing life like you always do. He's your friend, just leave it at that.

All I could keep thinking about, was what Bella could be thinking when I bumped into her, she wasn't on the conversation, her mind was somewhere else.

Am I that Pathetic? Having all this ability to read any mind at the back of my head and having the skill to predict what people are thinking, yet this is the one girl I can't seem to figure out. What was she hiding? God, is this how a regular person feels? Not being able to tell what your thinking and having to guess and let your imagination flow through?

"Hey, lets go to the gym" Emmett said while getting up.

"Yeah sure, nothing better to do" I had to keep my mind off of her. I just had to.

As we headed down, in our shorts and sweats, lots of girls stared at me in awe. I was like a fresh piece of meat to them, they all looked the same to me, stuck-up, too much make-up, skinny, preppy, DUMB, girls. I ignored them.

Once we got in there, Emmett and I seemed to have a fan base building. Girls watched us. A couple even approached me. One named Lauren gave me her number. I didn't think twice when I threw it in the trash – Yeah that's what she is, trash. A couple of girls crowded around me, Emmett seemed to be enjoying my torture and laughed out loud.

I spotted someone outside staring at me, but she was too far away to recognize. She looks so familiar, and beautiful.

Once we finished, he decided my torture was fun for one day, and we were able to leave. I got a good number of sets done. I should go there more often.

Emmett decided it was time for bed. I stared into the view of the horizon and sunset through the window, breathing deeply and prolonging the day's events. I slowly sat down and began contemplating my first day's worth. So much has happened, and my blood can't take anymore. I breathe in and out sighing the moment away. Eyes relaxing back and forth until I doze off into my own little world, cherishing what time I have left alone.

What shall I dream of next?

BPOV

As I jogged my way down to gym, I couldn't help but think of him. He was so mysterious and gorgeous. Why am I feeling this way towards someone I don't even know? I shook of my thoughts until I saw him. Speak of the devil.

He was working out with Emmett, until Lauren decided to have the courage to talk to him. I felt somewhat jealous, I don't know why; I just seemed protective then and there. Slowly, my emotions started to turn into laughter when I noticed she had given him her number and as soon as she left, he threw it in the trash.

When our eyes met, it was weird. I felt connected with him. I kept on jogging, decided that my feelings for him, have to stop now. I can't like him, and I won't, I don't want a repeat of the past.

I got to my room, and jumped into my bed, pulling the covers on top of me.

"Hey Bells, where have you been" Rose walked in.

"Oh just jogging, and I spotted Lauren and her girls trying to flirt with Emmett, I think you should teach them a lesson" I approve when it comes to Lauren. Rosalie growled.

"Hey Bella" Alice jumped on my bed, "So… what do you think of Edward?" Where did this come from?

"Um, I don't know, why do you ask?" concern flowing through my words.

"No reason" she grinned. Don't trust her Bella. "So Bella, when do you plan on dating again?" I knew it was coming.

"Alice, I told you a million times, I don't plan on it anytime soon" I frowned, "we'd be so less fragile if our hearts were made from metal." I mumbled.

"Oh Bella, stop having that kind of attitude, you know me and Rose won't let anybody hurt you!" She whined.

"You can't say that for sure", defending my point. How could she think I won't get hurt again? Does she not remember the last time I fell in love and got it taken away?

Flashback:

I stood there; my legs couldn't move an inch, staring at him, in that position, with her. I was in shock. How could he do this to me?

I ran away, as far as I can, into a forest, I tripped and slipped into deep sleep after I heard,

"BELLA WHERE ARE YOU, BELLA!" from Rose and Alice.

End Flashback:

I shivered at the thought of seeing myself back in that forest, memories spilling through. I can't ever love again; I won't let anybody get past my wall.

I slowly dozed off, into a deep sleep, waiting for my life to slowly begin.

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