AN: The rating of this increased to M for language and dialogue. I hope I didn't lose readers because of that. This chapter is the ending of graduation. Also Rory doesn't leave for the campaign tour. She became a member of the LDB after gathering she went to. Unforunatley due to one reviewer, the presequal of this has been taken down and I have already erased it. If you like to beta this just let me know.

So here's the jest of it...Rory stopped Tristan from being shipped away. She brought him to Boston where she was Baby Girl Hayden, street racing queen. Tristan was Rory's first. Tristan and Rory was in love but after a crazy summer trip to Europe, it all changed. She became pregnant and under the illusion that tristan chnaged. He seemed like the best boyfriend around. They were planned to raise the baby together, go to princeton and do it all. Tristan proposed on Valentine's day at lighthouse and she said yes. But unknown to Rory, Tristan was privately freaking out and was seeing Summer again. The day they were supposed to fin dout what they were having, Rory found Tristan in the hall with Summer. They had a huge fight and Rory ended up tripping on the steps and falling. Causing her to lose the baby. She blamed Tristan for everything. Any other questions leave a review and I'll answer them.

CH 4 Goodbye my Love

"Goodbye Rory" Logan says turning around and leaving me there next to the tree after graduation. I just chose my fate and hate it. I love Logan but I can't make everyone suffer at my happiness. My family means everything to me whether I like what they are doing or not. Tristan was right last night; marrying Logan would have closed off opportunities because he's a Huntzberger. At least with Tristan, he wouldn't stop me from continuning my future the way I want. It was then I realized he deserves the truth not the lie.

"Logan" I yell running after him. I don't care if I'm breaking Gilmore Code.

"What Rory" he states harshly turning around and I see that he's broken.

"You deserve the truth" I say standing there and he looks confused.

"All I need to know is that you don't love me enough to marry me; I think you explained that quite perfectly" he states turning around and leaving again.

"Damn it Huntzberger, you don't understand" I say running in front of him and making him stop.

"Understand what, that I spent the last three years falling in love with you and you don't feel the same any more. I thought we were on the same page, but I guess I was wrong" he almost yells.

"No, I do. I do love you Logan. For the last year while you were in London and then New York, it was all I could think about. Being married to you, having kids with you, but I can't do it. It's not that I don't want to, I'm not allowed. I rather spend my life with you than with someone that I can barely stand" I say as the tears fall.

"Come on Rory, you can do anything you want to do. Just stop making excuses. You're making it sound like there's a cult out there that just sold you off to the highest bidder, but thank you for trying to make it better" he says patting my shoulder and walking away. Damn him and his stubbornness. I drop to my knees as the pain gets worse in my heart. I hate my life.

"Kid, come on" Mom says coming over and helping me stand up.

"Why did this happen? Don't you all think that I have been through enough that you just had to ruin the best thing I had didn't you? Do you feel powerful now? You finally get full control of my life like I'm a possession instead of a person. Don't my feelings mean anything to you?" I yell at them all after standing up

"Rory" grandma says.

"Don't Rory me. I want to know who called the Dugrays and destroyed my life. You all love Logan why would you do this" I state firmly when I realize there is one person who doesn't. One person that hated the idea of Logan and I just dating.

"Tell me it wasn't you" I state turning to Mom. "Tell me that I'm wrong and you didn't sabotage my love life" I question her. But i already know that answer because she can't even look at me.

"Marrying Logan would have been a mistake" she says defending herself and I laugh.

"Why because he's everything you hate mother...high society, or that he can give me everything I ever wanted in life and then some or that you were afraid he would take me to California and you will never see me. Was this a selfish act because news flash the Dugrays are all high society too" I demand.

"No because you don't love him like you do Tristan. He doesn't love you enough to make you happy" she says.

"What do you know about love mother? You can't make up your own damn mind between Dad and Luke. Who are you to judge my love life" I state grabbing my purse from her. "Stop making assumptions that you know what I want. I'm not a child anymore. I don't need my mommy to make decisions for me" I yell storming off to meet Paris to finish the apartment.

"Rory" I hear Dad yell as I walk across the courtyard to the parking lot.

"What, are you going to yell at me too" I question him as he approaches.

"No because you're right. You should be able to decide and I will do what I can to fix this. I also know that you'll follow your heart. You're smart kiddo. I'll support you in any decision. Just think about everything first" he states handing me a set a keys that I haven't seen in four years.

"Are these" I question stunned.

"Tony has it all ready for you, figured you might want it back not to mention you swapped my car last night" he smirks and I dig in my purse for his keys.

"Sorry" I state and he kisses me cheek turns around to head back to Mom.

I was to the edge of the courtyard before shedding my gown and pulling the clip out of my hair. Tristan was right, my fashion sense went out the window and I need to be me. It's time to stop hiding the truth and be honest, not only with myself but with everyone. Walking to the parking lot many eyes turn. Something I wasn't used to as Rory Gilmore except when with Logan. Then it would be girls willing to hurt me for their spot back in line. I have on a light blue halter dress with sapphire blue sash under the bust line and paired with white strappy Manolo Blahniks. I brought it months ago on impulse and never wore it. It was the old Rory not the Logan's Rory. But this morning it was screaming to be worn. Stopping briefly to get my D&G sunglasses out of my bag before looking up to see the gang still there in the parking lot. I'm determined to get to my car and leave before the tears start again. Of course the Maserati is there shined to perfection and the only car left after graduation except for theirs. Oh, how I missed my baby. The speed and the temptation to race whoever pulls up next to me; I wonder if I do still have it. I click the alarm as I walk on the pavement and you can hear my heels clicking. It gets everyone's attention.

"New wheels Gilmore" I hear Colin yell and I look up smirking at them. How could I forget that he's Tristan's cousin all this time. The arrogance and the superiority complex screams Dugray.

"Old, but if it makes you feel better thinking that go ahead I won't stop you" I state sarcastically but loud enough for them to hear me. It's unreal how I once hated him for being a stuck up society brat and now he's a close friend. People do really change. Shaking my head I turn the corner of the car and unlock it.

"Hey girlie" Steph says walking to me and I knew I would get stopped. It was almost too easy to get away.

"Are you okay and damn you look hot" she exclaims as she stands in front of me.

"I'm as great as someone can be that just got their heart broken and has to face the biggest pain in the ass on the planet later" I smirk opening the door and she stops me.

"We wanted you to know that you haven't lost us. The girls, I mean. I can't speak for the boys, but you have us" she smiles. That's awfully nice of her, but she'll hate me later.

"Thanks Steph, but that might change after you read the paper Sunday, but if you don't call me and we'll do a girls day" I states getting in and closing the door leaving a confused Steph there. I don't have time to discuss this now, but I will explain to everyone soon enough.

Logan POV

"That was odd even for RG" Steph says coming back to us. She looks confused and continues to watch Rory.

"Where the hell is she going dressed like that, where did that car come from" I state confused as all hell.

"Wow for a guy who just dumped her and broke her heart you sound awfully jealous" Steph laughs.

"Steph" Colin states warning her and she laughs.

"She's the one that wouldn't marry me Steph. I asked she said no" I state watching the car drive up the road.

"I for one think love looks bloody incredible" Finn pipes in and Colin punches his arm.

"I never said she didn't but that's not Rory" I state.

"It was mate, reporter girl used to dress up for you all the time to keep your attention but she changed" Finn says and I look at him.

"People grow up man, we all don't dress the same way we did three years ago" I state and the girls nod. She looks incredible. Better than in last few months. I love her, but since her involvement in the damn DAR she changed. She looks completely different. Just something in the way she walked out her, almost like she didn't give a shit.

"The license plate said baby girl on it" Robert says and I look at him. Not seeing the point of that. So what?

"Impossible" Colin stunned and I look at him. Is that supposed to mean something?

"What" I say confused.

"Sapphire blue Maserati, best racing equipment under the hood with Massachusetts plates on it, there's only one person I know of with that and it's been out of commission for 4 years" he says and stare at him. Realization that there is only one Maserati that we all know in the racing world and that belongs to a Hayden, but no one has seen her in years.

"Are you trying to say that Ace is Baby girl Hayden? That's impossible, Ace wouldn't drive over the speed limit if someone was bleeding to death in the back seat" I state laughing at the mere thought of it.

"She did make it from Stars Hollow to New York in less than 40 minutes when you were hurt last year" Finn states and I watch Colin shake his head.

"Damn it. I should have seen it. How could I be so stupid?" he complains pacing. Something is going on and I have a feeling he knows.

"Have you ever met her father" he questions and I nod.

"He's from money, you could tell he was one of us, but I never pushed her for more information" I state.

"She doesn't talk about her dad, I think he abandoned them when she was little or something" Rosemary adds.

"All we know is that he lives in Boston with her little sister and owner of CHT" Steph adds and Seth yells what.

"That's Christopher Hayden, he's the one the LDB deals with for all our tech stuff" he says and I'm shocked. How the hell did none of us know this? How the hell could she keep something like this from me? Pissed off I walk away to my car.

"Hey mate where you going" Finn yells.

"To find out the truth" I state getting in the Porsche, which for some reason I feel stupid driving now and drive off to find Rory.

Please keep reviewing and let me know if you have any ideas? I will consider them like I did with other stories.

Okay so that is the next chapter what do you think? any suggestions will be considered!!