AN: I'm sorry for the cliffhanger, but it just happened so here is a fast update for you all. Tell me if you saw it coming and what should come next?
CH 14
"Hey you" Tristan says leaning on the doorframe of our bedroom looking at me.
"Hi" I say as he comes closer.
"How are you feeling?" he questions.
"Lightheaded and weak" I say rubbing my eyes.
"Want something to eat" he questions.
"No, I'm slightly nauseas too" I say sitting up.
"That's what Lorelai was afraid of" he says handing me a brown bag he was holding.
"She got everyone out of here, saying that it was the time difference and you needed sleep. But she wants you to call her after that" he says indicating to the bag I'm now holding.
"Are you kidding me" I state looking in and seeing five pregnancy tests.
"She brought them back after she made sure they weren't following her and I was trying to get the doctor, which you have an appointment on Tuesday but maybe we should do this first and see what we're facing" he says and I look at him.
"I don't know if I can" I say pushing the bag back to him.
"Rory, please" he says and I shake my head and getting out of bed and getting dizzy again. Tristan catches me and I cry. I can't handle this. Not now. "Mare" he says holding me. "Talk to me" he says sitting us back down on the bed.
"What if I lose this one? What if we start arguing and fighting again? What if you cheat on me and history repeats itself?" I cry into his chest.
"Rory, I love you" he says kneeling down in front of me.
"I love you too" I say touching his cheek.
"And if you are, then it'll be amazing and everything we ever wanted" he says touching my stomach.
"Marry me" I say and he looks stunned.
"What" he says standing up and I do too.
"Marry me, let's take a plane to Vegas and get married. Just us than come back and take these" I state holding the bag out.
"Rory" he says looking at me.
"Fine, I'll take them with us, but I need this Tristan. I need to know that you're mine and that if I am pregnant that you're not going to run off and sleep with the next blonde bimbo you see" I state pulling a dress out of my closet.
"No" he says and I stop.
"Excuse me" I state unsure if I heard him correctly.
"I'm not going to marry you to give you the comfort that I'm not going to cheat on you. You need to trust me enough that I will never do that and rings aren't going to change that Rory" he says.
"We didn't have them last time and you were there front row to see what happened, Tristan; I need this" I yell.
"Then do it alone" he states walking out of the bedroom and out the front door. I just stare at his spot and then cripple to the floor in tears.
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"Mare" I hear Tristan say softly rubbing my back. I must have fallen asleep on the floor by the bedroom.
"Tristan" I cry launching myself into his arms. He came back. He came back and doesn't smell like cheap whores and alcohol.
"I'm sorry baby" he says holding me tight.
"Where did you go" I say as he wipes the tears away on my face.
"Nowhere, I was in the hall and hear you cry and couldn't leave. I love you and I hate seeing or hearing you in pain. But Mare, it hurts me that you can't trust me. It hurts that you can't see past those mistakes for us and our future. I love you with all my heart, but I need you to trust me" he says breaking down.
"I do trust you. I trust you more than I ever trusted anyone and that includes you in Chilton. I'm just so scared at the thought that I might be pregnant and it never happening. I can't give birth again Tristan without being able to bring our baby home. I won't survive that" I state crying.
"Then we make sure that your dream comes true and that we get to bring this one home, but first we need to find out if you are" he says standing us up and handing me the bag. "I'll be right here Mare" he states as I turn around and head to the bathroom.
I take all five tests and come out and grab my phone setting the timer. "We have five minutes" I say as he comes in with a glass of water.
"Then we wait" he says handing me the water and sitting next to me.
"We'll be okay you know" he says taking my hand and I look at him. "How do you know" I say and he hands me a list.
"You made a list" I say surprised. The old Tristan would have never done this.
"You like yours pro/con list and I like lists" he smirks.
"I love it" I say smiling and pulling my knees under me and hand him the water as I begin to read the list.
"Mare" he says and I hush him as I read. He's good. He has everything on there from what to do with the families' now to Christmas in Stars Hollow. "Mare" he says again.
"Hold on" I state reading the last page. "You want to get married in the villa" I state reading the last line.
"Yes" he says and I straddle him.
"That is the most romantic thing in the world" I say kissing him on every word.
"As much as I love you sitting like this and want to continue it, the timer just went off" he states and I look at him.
"Shit" I state jumping up and heading to the bathroom. I walk back out to see Tristan pacing the front of the bed.
"Tris" I say and he stops and looks at me. "We're having a baby" I say and he picks me up and swings me around.