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Ch 19

"Mare, come on we're going to be late" Tristan states yelling from the living room. We've been married for over two weeks already. Time as flown by, but nothing has really changed except for the rings on our fingers. It's Wednesday and we're going to the hospital for the ultrasound and I'm just having a problem all morning. This is where everything went downhill last time. I lost the baby and Tristan after the fight in the Chilton hallways that caused me to fall down the stairs and lose Angel. Tristan figured this out and took today off. No school, no work at Dugray enterprises. He made me breakfast and served it in bed for me. I took a nice bath and he rubbed lotion all over me. He's doing everything perfectly and I'm trying to not think about the past, but we never got to do an ultrasound with Angel so it's hard.

"Hey, you okay" he questions coming into the bedroom. I'm standing in front of our closet looking for something to wear. "Not that I don't love you in nothing but your bra and panties, you do need clothes to leave this apartment Mare" he smirks.

"Easy for you to say with all your male sexiness, you don't look like a blimp" I state looking at the baby bump that grew overnight. I'm 18 weeks and you can tell that I'm pregnant. I'm bigger than I was with Angel at 20 weeks.

"You're not a blimp, you're gorgeous and having our baby" he says coming closer and kissing my naked belly. "Mommy is crazy buddy, just learn this now" he says and hit his head. "Violence Mare" he says rubbing his head and going into the closet. "Here" he says handing me a three quarter sleeve sweater and jeans.

"Those haven't fit in two weeks Tris" I say looking at my favorite jeans.

"I think it's time we get you some clothes Mare" he smiles.

"I don't want bag lady maternity clothes Tristan, I'll look like an oversize tomato or blueberry in maternity clothes, Can't I just stay in the house until the baby is born. I can wear your shirts, they're so comfortable anyways" I state as he reaches up for a bag on the shelf.

"Here and now let's go" he says handing it to me and walking out. "Ten minutes Mare and I'm counting. I place the bag on the bed and pull out jeans and a black v neck long sleeved top in this soft and stretchy material. Checking the sizes, I see that it's only a size bigger that I normally wear and I get dressed. It fits, it's amazing. They actually make clothes that are trendy.

"Well" I say walking out after slipping on sneakers because honestly I hate heels already.

"You look great" he says handing me my coat. He dressed in jeans, sweatshirt and sneakers. We both like to be comfortable.

"There's the head and spine" the doctor says as we're in the middle of the ultrasound.

"That's our baby Mare" Tristan says smiling at me. He's holding my hand as the doctor moves the wand over my stomach. Watching this with Tristan makes this so real. That this is really happening and we'll have our baby soon.

"Did you want to know what it is" the doctor smiles.

"Can you see it clearly" I question and he nods. "Tris, it's up to you" I state already knowing.

"It'll make things easier" he says and the doctor moves the wand to show us and Tristan smirks. "It's a boy" he says stunned. I know he's wanted a boy since we found out we were having the baby.

"Yeah" I state remembering what Lizzy said in the dream.

"You are having a boy" the doctor confirms printing picture. Ten minutes later, we are leaving and Tristan still looks stunned.

"Hey, are you okay" I question walking through the hall leading out to the parking lot "Because the ER is right there, but you may need to wait because we're hungry" I states as I spot Derek Dugray running into the ER.

"Was that…" Tristan says looking in the same direction.

"You're father, yes" I state and we change directions and head to the ER trying to find Derek.

"Oh, thank god you got the message" Julie says hugging me. "Tris, did you turn your phone off too" I question pulling mine out of my purse and looking. Sure enough I did.

"Yeah, from Pop" he says heading off to find Derek and I follow Julie to sit down next to Rachel whose feeding Elizabeth, Julie's 3 month old daughter.

"It's Janlan" Rachel says and I feel my heart stop. That's not good. I can feel my stomach dropping already

"Maria found him in bed at 10 and called the EMT's" Julie says holding my hand. This can't be happening, not Janlan. Tristan is going to be so lost without his grandfather. He wanted him to see the baby so bad. We know he was sick, but we were hoping.

"Mare" he says coming over with Derek and his voice cracks. I get up and hug him. He holds on for dear life and I'm already crying. Janlan was like a grandfather to me. Always there when Tristan and I needed him and I loved him.

"The pronounced him dead at the house" Derek says as Rachel hands Elizabeth to Julie and hugs her husband. I never saw them expressing their love to one another, but you can see that they love each other by the way Derek is holding her, just like Tristan does when he needs just me.

"Can we see him" I question. Derek nods and Tristan leads me over to the desk. The nurse allows us to go into the morgue and it's so cold down here. She uncovers on body and I bury my head in Tristan's chest crying. He looks so peaceful, but it's too hard to look at him. The nurse leaves us for a few minutes and Tristan just holds me.

"He would have loved us having a boy" Tristan says and I giggle.

"He knew, I told him in Italy that it was" I say and he looks at me.

"But we…" he questions confused.

"It's a mother thing Tristan, I already knew it was our Angel told you weeks ago" I smirk at him.

"He's with Nana now, he'll happier" Tristan says and I see the tears escape. I reach up and wipe them away with my fingers.

"Keep thinking that Tris, he's back with the love of his life and he's still here with us too" I say tapping his chest.

"Janlan James" he says and I look at him. "For the baby" he says rubbing my stomach.

"I love it, Janlan James Dugray" I state and place a hand over his on my stomach.

"Come on Mare, let's let Julie say goodbye" he says taking my hand and kissing it before leading me out of the morgue.

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"Mom" I say calling her as Tristan packs a bag for Hartford. He's going to help Derek with the Last Will and funeral arrangements. I have a midterm tomorrow and then I'll head up to meet him. Tristan was done yesterday.

"Hey, Mimi me what did the doctor say, are we having a new Gilmore girl to add to the ranks or a Dugray boy because Sookie and I have a bet going and she thinks you're carrying a boy but I told her that I know my daughter and it has to a Gilmore girl" she laughs.

"Janlan passed away" I say trying not to cry again and I'm met with silence.

"How's Tristan, how are you. Do you need anything? Can I do anything" she says and I wipe a tear away from my eyes.

"Tristan is heading to Hartford in a few minutes and I have a midterm tomorrow before heading up to meet him. We're just trying to figure things out right now" I say wiping some more tears away.

"I'm leaving in twenty minutes kid, I'll stay the night and then drive you up here tomorrow" she says and that's what I need right now. I don't even need to ask. She knows I need her.

"Thank you" I say softly.

"Hold on kid, I'm on my way" she says hanging up and I see Tristan walk out with his bag.

"Can you bring my black suit up tomorrow with you and Pop's cufflinks from the wedding, I want to wear them" he questions setting the bag down on the table.

"Of course, mom is coming down now and she'll take me to meet you tomorrow" I say standing up and he nods.

"It's still early why don't you and Lorelai go out to eat and maybe some shopping. I know I was supposed to take you, but just get something to wear for now and we'll go next week. I promise" he says grabbing his laptop.

"Not sure, but don't worry about me I'll be okay, I'll see you tomorrow" I say wrapping my arms around his waist and hugging him. He holds on and kisses the top of my head.

"I love you Mare" he says softly and I smile.

"I love you too" I say looking up and he kisses me, which turns passionate and it's him expressing his love.

"I wish I could continue this but I promised Dad that I will be there by 5" he says kiss me again softly.

"Go, and call me when you get there please" I say and he smiles.

"Of course, I love you" he says again before heading to the door.

"We love you too" I smile and he laughs before coming back over and kissing my stomach.

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"Rory" Mom says entering the apartment just under an hour and a half with a bag in hand and Luke's.

"You brought Luke's" I smile walking out and she stares at me. I could smell it from the bedroom.

"What happened to you" she says putting the bags down and coming closer and rubbing my stomach.

"I know I popped" I state "So Luke and then we need to shop. I have nothing that fits and I don't think sweats are appropriate" I say and she laughs.

"Oh I miss Luke's" I say eating my burger. "We miss you too; you need to come home more often. The harvest festival is in two weeks, you and Tristan should come down. Stay the weekend" she says as she finished off her fries.

"I'll ask, but I don't know what is going to happen now. Everything is so confusing now. We just talked to Janlan last night and now he's gone. Tristan is so quiet that it's scary. Mom, I don't want to lose him, but this has to be crushing him and he won't let me in. I tried to talk to him earlier and he was on the phone constantly with Derek" I say.

"Give him some time kid, he needs you right now, but has the responsibility of doing the right thing according to Janlan" she tells me and I nod.

We finished eating and heading out to the store. I needed things suitable for the funeral and other stuff and it was fun doing it with Mom. We stayed up watching movies later on and it was nice just to have time together. Something we haven't got lately. I miss Mom and wish we were closer.

Maybe I can talk Tristan in getting a house closer to Stars Hollow after the baby is born?