AN: i know it's been a while and i'm sorry, i hope you like this chapter and review
Ch 20
Janlan's funeral was what Hartford society expected, full of all business associates, Hartford elites and a mixture of family. The funeral home was packed for three days straight, you couldn't walk in there most of the time and it reminded me of Strobe's funeral in Yale. People giving their sympathy, wondering if the family needed anything, but mostly it was an empty emotion. It what was expected from them. The Dugray mansion after the burial wasn't much better. I lost Tristan to Colin as soon as we walked in. I tried to busy myself helping Rachel with the guests, but all I wanted was to lie down. My feet are killing me in my heels. I looked around for Tristan for a good half hour but I realized that none of the young members of society are in the house. Those brats; wait until I get them, sub-partying without me, oh Tristan is in so much trouble. I head to the pool house and can hear the music blaring. I open the door to find them all there.
"And then Gilmore walked in looking so damn hot that I think all the men got hard and went straight to him demanding his attention, I thought he was going to explode right there" McCoy tells the groups about the party after Romeo and Juliet at Maddie's house.
"No, no what about later that night when she he announced to the entire party that he was off limits to anyone but her. I thought Summer was going to bitch slap her" Louise adds.
"Or when we found them inside the control room in the Louvre in France, I think they did it across Europe that summer" Maddie laughs.
"No, what about those racing outfits she used to wear, leather and lace. I was wonder if she wore those to bed too" Duncan question.
"Sometimes" Logan and Tristan say together and everyone laughs.
"Nice to see that I'm talked about but forgotten about" I state smirking and they all look at me.
"Dugray what the hell did you do to her" Bowman states.
"She's pregnant you idiot" Duncan says hitting his head.
"Oh, good because I would hate to think you lost that fantastic body for no reason" he continues and the girls slap his head.
"We didn't forget you Gilmore, you were playing hostess and our boys needed alcohol" McCoy says pulling me into the circle and making me sit down. "You look great by the way" he adds.
"Hi" Tristan says seductively drunk and kissing me neck.
"You stink" I state and the room laughs.
"I think that mate lost the ability to get his mouth about an hour ago, love" Finn smirks looking at me.
"And this is helping him how, exactly" I scold the room.
"Rory" Rosemary says.
"Ace come on you know how it is" Logan adds and throw him a look.
"No, I don't give a damn if I'm being a party killer, but getting Tristan and Colin drunk isn't going to make either of them feel better tomorrow. They will feel worse and I'm the one that has to deal with him" I state pointing to my almost comatose husband.
"We were trying to help love" Finn replies.
"Help, you want to freakin' help. Pick him up and move him into the damn bedroom Morgan and Robert get Colin on the couch. The rest of you get the hell out. By the time I come out, I want you all gone" I demand and follow Finn who's dragging Tristan to bed.
"Love" Finn starts.
"No, I don't want to hear it. Just get out" I state pointing to the door. He does and I grab my sweats I brought with me and changed. I pull Tristan's shoes and socks off knowing he hates sleeping in them. I don't have to take his jacket off because that's already gone. I undo his tie and slip it off his head. I straddle him and undo his buttons to keep him steady.
"Mare, if you wanted me all you had to do is say so" he smirks grabbing my hands.
"Right, like I want to be a sex slave to my drunken husband being pregnant. I think not" I state pushing his dress shirt off.
"But I need you" he begs and I look at him.
"You didn't when you were drinking with the gang and left me inside to fend for myself, you didn't earlier when you surrounded yourself with the bimbos from Chilton and you certainly didn't need me last night when you took a trip to the strip club with the boys to ease you mind" I state getting of him and walking away.
"Fuck Mare, I just lost my damn grandfather, I'm allowed to drink if I want to, you don't need to be such a bitch about everything" he yells.
"I never said anything about the drinking Tristan" I state grabbing sweats out for him. I let the bitch comment side knowing how much he drank.
"Then what the hell is your problem" he yells standing up and grabbing my arm.
"That you didn't care that I was in there doing your job while you were being that immature ass you used to. Now if you excuse, I have to make sure that your cousin is still breathing" I state ripping my arm away from him and leaving him there.
I walk out seeing Finn and Steph cleaning up.
"You okay girlie" she questions.
"Guess you heard" I state cleaning up the beer bottles on the window ledge.
"I think half of Connecticut did love" Finn says.
"Except Colin" I laugh seeing him still passed out on the couch.
"We're going to talk him home after we finish up. We didn't want you to clean up our mess" Logan says.
"I appreciate that" I say as I hear something crash in the bedroom. I go quickly followed by Finn and Logan.
"Tristan" I yell looking at his bloody hand and the dresser mirror broken into a million pieces.
"Ace, don't move" Logan yells and I see glass everywhere and a piece sticking off the dresser that would have sliced my stomach if he didn't say anything. Logan picks it up and brings it outside.
"He's gone. He's gone and never coming back" he states dropping to his knees crying. I was waiting for this. He had on such a brave face the last few days.
"Finn, get me a towel and ice" I say kneeing down in front of Tristan.
"I know baby" I say rubbing his back as he leans forward on me. Finn hands me the ice and towel and leaves again. "Tristan" I say going for his hand and he looks at me.
"He's gone Mare" he says and I can see the tears.
"Tristan, you and both know that Pop wouldn't want to you acting this way. He loved you and gave you everything you possibly need for the rest of your life. Hell, he even saved our relationship in Chilton. I would have never taken you back after prom if wasn't for the Janlan and the letter you wrote Nana. He's with the love of his life now and happier than he has been in years" I say as I wrap his hand with the ice towel.
"And I'm with mine, I love you Mare" he says cupping my face with his good hand and kissing me passionately.
"Come on let's get you to bed, you're going to have one massive hangover tomorrow" I say getting up and helping him to bed.
"Stay" he says softly and I nod. I crawl into bed and he spoons behind me throwing his bandaged hand around my waist and on my stomach. He's the way he's been falling asleep the last few days.
Next Morning
"Argh" he yells from the bed. I opened up all the curtains to let the sun in and smirk walking out to see that Finn, Steph, Logan and Colin are still there. They boys are sleeping and Steph is made coffee. Maybe I can sneak one while Tristan is hung over. I do the same thing to the living room and they scream. Coin rolls right off the couch and yells. I grab the pots and start breakfast not trying to be quiet and Steph laughs. I pour a cup of coffee and sip on it. God, is that good.
"Drop the mug mare" Tristan states holding his head and leaning on the door frame from the bedroom.
"No" I smirk drinking more and he come over and grabs it away. "What, come on no fair you had alcohol last night, give me my coffee" I yell and Colin yells at my voice.
"NO" he states pouring it down the sink.
"Fine" I state picking up the pans and banging them together and he cringes at the noise covering his ear.
"Mate, give her the damn coffee, just make her stop" Finn complains.
"Ace stop" Logan whines rolling over.
"Fine whatever, but don't expect me to hold your hair when it comes back up" Tristan states walking away to lie on the couch.
"I will" Steph says hugging me.
"No, I have a better idea" I smirk and whispers to Steph who cheering in enjoyment and the boys groan.
"Shopping" Colin, Finn and Tristan complain. Logan needed to get back to California so we let him slide this time.
"Love, this isn't bloody fair" Finn adds.
"Yes, it is. Tristan promised to take me shopping and you all get to carry the bags since it was you Mr. Morgan that instigated it all last night" I state walking ahead.
"Can't we just leave them here" Colin says walking behind us.
"Not if you want your black cards back" Steph smirks and they look at one another.
We spent four hours shopping for almost anything and the boys groaned the whole time. It was sweet I revenge. "Remind me never to get drunk again" Tristan says as we enter our NY apartment later that night.
"And why is that my darling husband" I smirk walking to the bathroom.
"Because you're evil when you're pregnant and make me shop the day after" he states.
"So next time" I question from the bathroom changing into a sexy lace chemise I found in the mommy to be section this afternoon.
"Never…ever…drink" he says and I smile as I open the door.
"I think for that you should get rewarded" I state and he looks up from his spread eagle position to see me.
"Wow" he says surprised.
"Like it" I smirk seductively and he nods.
"It's silky Tris want to feel" I question walking to him and he nods. "Want to see what's underneath this" I say straddling him and he moves his hands up my legs.
"I love these hormones Mare" he states cupping my butt and I giggle.
"I want you" I say kissing him passionately. He runs his hands up and massages the baby belly and I smile as his mouth moves down my neck.
"Roll over" he says and I do. He lifts my chemise off completely and smiles. "I love your body and I love how this is our child growing inside you Mare" he says kissing my stomach.
"Make love to me Tris" I say and he leans down kissing me softly as undo his belt and zipper.
"In a rush" he smirks.
"Tris" I beg him knowing I need to feel him.
"Okay, I get it, you need me and refuse to go slow" he smirks pulling his pants off and I smirk.
"Give me" I state and he looks at me.
"I think I'm feeling used. You only want to me to ease your desire" he states.
"No, I want my husband to make me feel desired and love" I say as he crawls over me.
"See now that I can do" he states sliding into my wet core and close my eyes at the sensation. He makes love to me and I never felt closer to anyone.
"Never, leave me" he says looking at me afterwards.
"Never" I state kissing him softly before snuggling into his side to sleep.