A/N- I hope you are of age because this is going to be a sexy chapter. I hope you enjoy. :)

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CHAPTER 15- NO GOODBYES

Edward kissed a path of soft kisses between my naked breasts and I twitched beneath his every touch. He was hovered above me, between my wide open legs, using his hips to graze my sensative vagina and his hands to massage my inner thighs.

"Edward," I complained in a moan as Edward continued to kiss down my body. "Stop teasing me."

"Shhh..." he hushed, "I want to take my time with you tonight."

I glanced down at the man between my legs. Edward's eyes met mine as his head hovered over my clothed vagina. I was so turned on and utterly dazed that I couldn't be positive, but I was sure I saw the golden tones in Edward's eyes darken. Edward smiled at me once, crookedly, before ducking his head and placeing strong kiss agaisnt my most intimate area.

"Ugh!" I moaned loudly, not even bothering to control my tone.

I heard him chuckle as he licked a path from my left pelvic bone to my right. My stomach clenched from his sensitive and wet touch. And then Edward began to unbuckle my jeans, taking his sweet time. I couldn't control the hunger that was building deep in my lower stomach and so I began to roll from side to side. Edward chuckled again.

"Anxious are we?" he asked.

"Like you can't imagine," I moaned while lifting my hips a good six inches from the bed.

Edward sat up onto his knees while pulling my jeans and my panties down my legs, and as I began to lower my legs, both to his right, Edward parted my knees and set them upon his shoulders.

Shocked, I looked down and into his face.

"I want to taste you, Bella."

I loved the way he said my name in that tone. His voice was deep and serious, it almost had me climaxing right then and there.

Edward shifted my hips in his hands while bringing my pelvis higher up towards his face. And now that Edward had my hips raised higher than my head, I lowerd myself off of my elbows and reasted my head at the foot of the bed. I felt so nervous, having my vagina so close to Edward's face, but I ignored it as I watched the expression on Edward's face change. His eyes grew darker yet as he licked his lips. And with one last glance at my face, Edward pressed his tongue to me.

His tongue ran cool and sleek agaisnt my sensative skin, passing through my thin folds and against my swolen clit.

"Edward!" I gasped, my eyes instantly out of focus as they rolled in my head.

Edward didn't chuckle at me this time, instead he moaned, deep and aggressively as he began to attack my vagina. Long rough strokes he made in unrecognizable patters. Within seconds my legs began to shake and my back arched. My breathing began to pick up speed and my toes began to curl. I was reaching my peak of pure bliss.

"Ahh! Ahh!"

And with Edward's final lick, I came. My orgasm lasted only a few seconds, but it was better than I remembered.

"Thank you," I breathed as Edward set my hips down upon the bed.

"No, thank you."

I don't know why, but with the way Edward's voice held a silent edge of smugness and confidence, I was suddenly full of energy and desire once again. I rounded on him. I sat up from the bed at vampire speed and crawled on top of him, straddling him as I kissed him deeply. Edward's mouth tasted different, musky from my juices, but I didn't care. I sucked his tongue and bit his lips, using as much passion as I could.

"Lay down," I ordered as seductively as I could.

Edward abided instantly, adjusting his hips beneath me and then lying flat on his back, his eyes on me the entire time.

Leaning forward so that my breasts rubbed against his chest, I rubbed my hands through his thick hair and then continued to rub my fingertips down his neck, shoulders, chest, rippled stomach and then lastly against his now evident arousal. Again, at vampire speed, I undid Edward's belt and zipper and then shoved my hand into his pants, grasping him firmly. Edward moaned loudly, his head rolling back onto the bed. Again I leaned forward and placed my lips to his ear.

"Harder?" I asked in a wispy voice as I began to stroke his shaft with my hand.

"Mmm... no," Edward breathed into my hair. "That's good."

I rubbed him tightly from base to tip, pulling him towards his orgasm, but before I gave him the chance to come, I removed my hand.

"What are you--" Edward was about to object, but I placed a finger over his lips, cutting him off.

Then I crawled off of his legs and pulled his jeans, along with his briefs off of his legs. Edward's penis stood out ready and welcoming, I tried my best not to giggle. Once Edward clothes were thrown off in a corner somewhere, I lowerd myself between his legs and rubbed my hands along his inner thighs and up to his pelvic bones.

"Now lay back..." I ordered, "and relax."

Edward did so, and this time his eyes glowed with anticipation. I had never given a man oral sex before, but I at least knew the basics. I used my hand to push Edward's shaft towards his lower stomach and licked a path against the underside of this penis. He moaned roughly. And once I reached his tip, I opened my mouth and took his penis in as deep as it could go. Once Edward was fully in my mouth, I moaned loudly and began to pump him while using one hand to work what I couldn't cover with my mouth and the other to fondle his balls. As I continued to pump him I kept my eyes open so that I could watch his reactions. His eyes were shut and his mouth was held ajar, allowing deeg husky groans to escape his lips. Even I moaned along with him. I was actually surprised that by giving him oral sex and seeing how much he enjoyed himself, I was actually becoming completely turned on by it.

Within a few minutes Edward's body began to tense and his eyes clenched shut.

"Bella," he groaned as he sat up onto his hands. "Bella I'm gonna..." Edward reached a hand out to my hair, not pulling me away or holding me closer, but just touching me, running his fingers through my hair. I knew he was going to ejaculate into my mouth, but I didnt care. Instead I kept sucking him until he came, spilling his sweet venom into my mouth. I was surprised with the amount that came out of him, and swallowed what I could. The rest seeped out of my mouth and onto my breasts.

"I'm sorry," Edward gasped as soon as he caught his breath, of which he didn't actually need.

"That's okay," I smiled as I tried to wipe the liquid from my chest.

Edward ignored my desire to clean up a little by grabbing me roughly into his arms and kisisng me passionatley. I moaned into his mouth as he carressed my tongue with his. Edward moved us slowly to the center of the bed before turning us over so that he was now positioned on top of me. Automatically, I parted my legs, welcoming his naked body closer to me.

"Oh, Edward," I moaned as Edward's lips traveled to my neck while one of his hands massaged my breast and the other began to rub my clit. "Don't make me wait any longer."

I excitedly forced my hips upwards to meet his, but still he didn't enter me.

"Patience, love," he cooed against the skin on my collar bone. "Patience."

Edward removed his fingers from my vagina, making me groan again. But this time, I groaned out of annoyance.

"Oh God, Edward! Please!"

I pulled my knees up to my chest and gripped Edward's firm bottom in my hands, pulling him towards me. Finally, my skin met his. His hard shaft didn't enter me, but the sensation of skin on skin had me moaning loudly with pure pleasure. Edward registered my wetness on him and began grinding himself against me. And then at last, Edward gripped his member into his large hand and pushed slowly, very slowly into me.

I couldn't breathe, I couldn't think. All worries of this afternoon, all forms of disappointment and sadness and anger and guilt left my mind. My mind was completely filled with Edward. He was all I could think about, all I cared about, all I wanted. I was now connected to Edward in more ways than one. Not only was I connected to his soul, but physically connected to his body.

My breath came out in a gasp as I felt Edward inch into me once more, completely filling me.

Looking down into his eyes I said, "I love you."

Edward didn't respond, which I expected because his face was now twisted with pleasure, but pulled out of me quickly and thrust back into me aggressively. Our love-making lasted all through the night while we tried all different positions and techniques. Minute after minute and hour after hour, Edward and I had each other climaxing, sending ourselves into pure and utter bliss. I had never felt so attached to someone, the experience was almost painful. At one point, I was so full of love and lust I felt my dead heart beg to explode. Dry sobs left my lips as Edward had me orgasm over and over. It was beautiful and spiritual.

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"How do you feel?" Edward whispered so softly into my ear.

We hadn't spoken for hours after our intimate session of love-making. My body and my mind were spent and so I laid in bed beside my Edward, pretending to sleep.

"...fine. I'm just enjoying the quiet," I answered.

The truth was, thoughts of my family and the mistakes back in Forks were what occupied my mind during those few hours of silence. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't forget the boys face. Mike. I killed Mike.

Suddenly, there was a knock at the door. Edward got up from the bed, retrieved his jeans from the chair in the corner and walked quickly to the door. I had only seconds to arrange the blankets tightly around my body.

"Yes, Alice?" Edward asked, just as he was opening the door. He must have heard her mind as she approached.

"Sorry to bother you, but Carlisle wants to speak to you." Alice's eyes flashed to mine and then back to Edward's.

Edward nodded. "We'll be there in a minute."

As soon as Edward closed the door, I jumped up from the bed and through on my clothes.

"Do you know why he want's to see us?" I asked.

"He wants to discuss some future plans," Edward said in a very low whisper.

"Future plans?" I asked, mimicking his tone of voice.

"Bella, we can't stay in a hotel room forever."

"I know that. But what future plans? What is Carlisle thinking about?"

"I can't be sure, but I think it has something to do with Alaska."

"Alaska?"

Edward and I walked quickly to Carlisle's room and knocked.

"Hello, Bella... Edward," he greeted us.

"Carlisle," Edward greeted back. "You asked to see us?"

"Yes. Please, come in."

For some reason I felt like we were meeting each other for the first time all over again. I hesitated at the doorway, suddenly uncomfortable. Edward sensed my uneasiness, gripped my hand and walked through the door, pulling me along with him.

"What's on your mind, Carlisle? You wanted to discuss some future plans?" Edward asked once we sat down.

"Yes," said Carlisle. Esme took the seat beside Carlisle while rubbing a soothing circle on his back.

They're leaving us, I suddenly thought. I could see it in Esme's eyes. She looked upset, and just as uncomfortable as I.

"Edward," Carlisle continued, "because of the present situation... Esme and I-- and the rest of the family for that matter-- believe it best for us to... move on. We are considering on moving to Alaska, to stay with Tanya and her coven for a while."

Edward saw exactly what I already knew. His eyebrows slowly pulled down into a shocked frown. He didn't relax his piercing stare towards his father figure.

"Edward?" Carlisle asked.

"If you want to leave, Carlisle, than I suggest you do so. I won't keep you behind." Edward's tone was low and distant.

I didn't understand his words or his coolness, but I didn't ask as Edward suddenly clenched my hand tighter. Immediately, I could feel his pain.

"Edward, please understand why I'm doing this..."

"You don't have to explain anything to me, Carlisle. Do as you wish. Bella and I won't hold you back."

Carlisle didn't say anything for a while. "Do you need money, Edward?" he asked.

"I have money."

"But you need a car."

"I can get a car."

"Don't make this anymore difficult than it has to be."

"I'm not making anything difficult for you, Carlisle. It is you who makes things difficult for yourself."

It was the first time sense I've lived with the Cullen's that I heard Edward speak bluntly and cooly to his father. I was shocked with Edward's tone and his choice of words. Looking around, I suddenly noticed Emmett, Rosalie, Alice and Jasper were missing. They didn't even say goodbye.

Carlisle got to his feet. "I am sorry, son. Forgive me, Bella. I know I will see you again, but until then..." Carlisle leaned forward and kissed my softly on the forehead.

Esme moved towards us, gave me a soft hug and Edward a gentle kiss on the cheek. Edward stayed completely motionless while I awkwardly waved them goodbye. After the door snapped shut with a loud click, I sat with Edward in the dead of silence.

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