FA 13

Hey. This is a bit of a short and pathetic chapter, but I had to update. Sorry.

Marian hissed once again as Emma kicked her in the back whilst she slept. She was beginning to regret allowing her to stay. But then what were you meant to do when one of your best friends turns up on your door step late at night with mascara running down her face and her clothes sticking to her rain soaked body. She had sobbed and wept and heaved as she tried to tell Marian what had happened. But in the end Marian told her to go to bed and that she could tell her in the morning seeing as she could barely breathe due to crying. She knew it had something to do with Allan, it always did. And shehad wailed something about Lauren, which only left one reason why she had been so hysterical. He had slept with her. Marian could still hear the violent rain as it battered against her bedroom window, sliding down the glass like silk dancers as her own tears followed suit down her cheeks. She had cried every night since Robin had branded her a liar in the cafe. The once so close and shielded relationship they had was broken and bruised. She never realised how important he was to her, and how much his opinion of her matter so much to her. She would have to fix it, for the sake of Aiden.

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Allan sat in the apartment as his body stood mounted with guilt. Emma had been full of guilt and speculation about him and Lauren, and he had gone and proven her right. He had slept alone many a time, but his bed had never felt so empty without Emma claiming the other side. He thrashed his hands through his ruff sleep swept hair as he raked his brain trying to put the difficult puzzle back together of the events of the night before. He remembered seeing them fighting, then Emma storming out. Lauren had then spoke with him and tried to calm him, but then the rest was a blank. He had been drinking, which made sense as to why things could not be remebered. Trust him to get the most amazing woman in the world and lose her.

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'What are you going to do today?' Marian asked as she walked into her bedroom to find Emma still curled up in bed.

'Dieing, crying, might sleep again at some point.' Emma muffled through the pillow.

'Emma don't let him get to you like that.' Marian sighed sadly as she sat on the side of the bed that Emma owned.

'Yeah your right. I mean its not like I loved him or anything, its not like I am going to have his baby or something big like that.' Emma snapped.

Marian shrugged her shoulders and left to take Aiden to school and then off to University.

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'So you defiantly slept with her?' Robin asked as Allan explained to them what had happened.

'Yeah you may not have. You said you can't remember.' Will added.

'Guys this is me.' Allan stated. 'I was drinking and there she was, whats the chances that I didn't sleep with her?'

'Good point.' They agreed.

'Well I for one am not surprised. I knew he would muck it up.' Much said with his head held high.

'Oh put a sock in it Much.' Allan groaned.

'Perhaps you should have put a sock on that and then you wouldn't be in this mess.' Much countered.

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Emma had decided that Allan wouldn't hold her down. She was a strong independent woman before him and she could be that woman again. She got up and went to Marian's wardrobe hoping to find some clothes that would fit her with her growing bump. She shuffled through the many jumpers and t-shirts that Marian owned and smiled when she found a stripey red and white jumper and a pair of dark jeans. She removed her old wet and mascara stained top throwing it to the floor. She smiled as she saw her growing bump. She let her hand fall to it and smooth over her abdomen. How was this going to work now. She was pregnant with a man's child that had cheated on her and broken her heart. Now she was going to have a child with the so called man where right now she didn't even want to hear his name. Why did things have to go so wrong.

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As had been the agreement Robin picked Aiden up from school and began walking him back to his apartment since Marian had class. After some bickering Aiden had managed to talk Robin into buying him an ice cream before dinner and so with ice cream in hand he was very happy. Until a thought came to his head.

'Daddy?' Aiden spoke as Robin crossed the road with him. 'Why are you and mummy not togever anymore?'

Robin froze as the question hit his ears before he carried on walking. 'Well...err...you see...erm.' Robin rambled trying to think of an answer that would not upset or confuse his son. Robin sighed and kneeled down to Aiden's level. 'Aiden you know when someone wants to play with your toys?' Aiden nodded with a frown and Robin continued. 'Well that was the problem with me and mummy. We didn't like to share.' Robin winked and then began walking on again whilt holding onto Aiden's hand and trying to calm is racing heart.

What had brought that on? Aiden had never really asked about him and Marian.

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Emma smiled at her now dry and if she must say hot self. She looked once more in the mirror before walking down the stairs and into the kitchen to make herself some breakfast. She put toast in the toaster, and extra slice more than she usually had as she was in more need of it now. The door knocked and she jogged through the house to get to it. She smiled as she opened the door but then starred in sadness as she found Allan on the door step. She leaned on the door swinging absent mindly as she thought of what to say to Allan who seemed to be day dreaming as he looked to her.

He had bounced on the door step her heart racing and wondering what part of his anatomy he was going to lose when Emma saw him. But then she has opened the door and he was gob smacked. She looked amazing. He wanted nothing more than to hold her in his arms and tell her how sorry he was. His heart ached knowing that he could only look at her.

'Allan what do you want?' Emma sighed bringing him out of his thoughts and drooling.

'We need to talk Emma. About what's happened.' Allan said.

Emma nodded and moved aside allowing him into the house. Allan walked slowly into the living room and looked around uncomfortably as Emma followed him into the room. They sat on opposite ends of the room. One in one chair and the other in the one across from it.

'I don't know what to say.' Allan sighed as he rubbed his face with his hands.

'How about sorry.' Emma whispered looking down at her hands.

'You know I am sorry.' Allan stated into the air.

'Its the least I think you should feel.' Emma snapped slightly.

'I don't know what happened Emma.' Allan winced.

'You slept with her.'

'I know.'

'Then there is nothing more to say.' Emma whispered.

'Can we not work things out?' Allan asked hoping.

'No. Not now Allan there is to much going on through my head, and whenever a think of you all I get are those images of you and her together and I can't do it.' Emma sniffed as her eyes began to water.

'I never meant to hurt you Emma.' Allan said sadly.

'I know you didn't. But youd did Allan. My heart was alive because of you, then it was broken by you and now it is in pieces because of you.' Emma sobbed.

'I'm so sorry Emma. I don't know what came over me. You had walked out I was angry and confused and there she was with all our history.'

'That's the thing Allan. You never told me who she was, you just left constantly with her. Marian had to tell me that she was your ex girlfriend.' Emma cried.

'Fiance.' Allan whispered as he looked down.

'What?' Emma asked confused.

'In highschool we kind of got secretly engaged.'

Emma starred at his liquid form through her teary eyes. They had been engaged. Another thing that she had been kept from. 'So you mean that night when you spoke about getting engaged, and how you would never marry a woman was a load of bull.'

'No Emma. It was a long time ago.' Allan stated.

'No. You didn't mean any woman did you. You meant you would never marry me. Because i'm not her.' Emma shouted standing to her feet.

'No Emma your over reacting. She was my first serious girlfriend and I was young and stupid at the time.' Allan explained.

'Oh so you would have to be stupid to marry me!?' Emma exclaimed angrily as she barged through into the kitchen with Allan following. 'There's one person here thats stupid, and thats me. For ever thinking that you could love.' Emma wept.

'Emma.' Allan said as he moved close to her trying to bring her into his arms.

'No Allan!' Emma screamed and pushed him away. 'Get out.' She whispered.

'But.'

'OUT!' She shouted outstretching her arm and pointing to the door.

Allan looked at her sadly before following the direction of her hand and makig his way out the door.

Emma cried louder than ever when the door closed on Allan. She could never forgive him. He had beytrayed her in the worst possible way. She sighed as she turned and looked at her burnt toast sitting in the toaster with a little smoke coming from it.

'Ahh.' She gasped as she felt a shearing pain in her stomach as though it was being stretched and torn to shreads. She bent over leaning on the table as she hissed as the feeling once more passed through her body. She placed her hand on her jeans and starred in shock as she looked at her blood covered hand.

Next one will be better I promise.