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Hey. Well I think this chapter is going to be just Allan and Emma, but it may change. But I would like to dedicate this chapter to Emma, so hopefuly she will forgive me :D
Allan ran through the corridors of the hospital. Marian had called telling him that she found Emma unconcious on the kitchen floor in a small pool of blood. It was all his fault. He shouldn't have gone their and gotten her upset. First he goes and breaks her heart and then he does this. She must really hate him now. His feet barely touched the floor as he scanned the doors for her room number. He found it and froze in his spot as nurses walked around him. He couldn't feel his legs anymore and no force seemed to make him move. He didn't want to face her. All this had happened because of him. His weighed feet dragged him slowly to the door which was laying open. He felt something stab at his heart as he saw her. Sitting up in bed in her single room as she looked away from him and out of the window. He couldn't help but stand and watch her. She was like an angel as the late night sun shone on her through the window. He had had her once. She had been his, but he had lost her. He breathed quietly before knocking on the door gently. Emma turned and the usual light in her eyes instantly faded when she saw him. He walked into the room quietly placing the lillies he had brought her on the small hospital table. No words were spoken as they looked at each other painfully before looking away.
'Hows the baby?' Allan whispered as he looked out the window. It was the one question he did not want to ask, but the one he needed the answer to the most.
'There is no baby.' Emma's whisper was carried to his ears by the faint breeze in the room.
Allan closed his eyes tightly as a secret tear slid down his cheek.
Emma saw his refelction in the mirror and it tore her to shreads. But a part of her could not help but blame him.
'So I guess that's it.' She sighed.
Allan frowned, wiping his eyes he turned to face her. 'It?'
'The only thing linking us together was the baby, and now its gone, so I guess we no longer have to see each other.' Emma stated.
Her words attacked Allan like a gun. Each one hitting him hard in the chest. 'So this is goodbye?'
'There is nothing else it can be.' Emma said as she slid down the bed pulling the covers up closer.
'It can be a fresh start. One where we try again.' Allan stressed.
'Again?' Emma asked turning to face him. 'There is no again for us Allan. You cheated and broke my heart, and yes maybe if the baby had survived and you were in her life then maybe yes there could have been another chance for us...But not now. Perhaps the baby was a sign. A sign that me and you are over.' Emma explained.
'But it doesn't feel that way.' Allan fought for the one thing that made him who he was. Her.
'Maybe not to you. But this...accident to me has been the closeure on our relationship.' Emma stated.
'What do I have to do to show you how much I care?' Allan asked.
'Nothing. There is nothing you can do to change my mind Allan. It is over.' Emma sighed as her eyes became watery pools.
Allan's body shook at the possibilty of walking out of the hospital and never seeing her again. He had to have her, he loved her. It was true he was a ladies man and the more he could get the more he would want. But with Emma, he just didn't care. When men looked at her it drove him mad with jealousy. But when he was with other girls that were getting the stares it was fine, cause by the end of the night those blokes could have her. But he could not imagine another man touching his Emma. He can't go on without her, he needed her. She couldn't leave him now.
'Please' He openly wept. 'Just one more. One more chance.'
'You know Allan. I lay in bed at night trying to fall asleep. But each time I close my eyes thoughts of you flash though my mind. But then I open my eyes and welcome myself back into reality. Because I know now that you and I weren't ever meant to be.' Emma sobbed.
Allan groaned and walked across the room as he rubbed his hands over his eyes. This can't be it. This can't be the end.
Emma watched as he walked across the room. Why did he have to be so stubborn. Why was he making this harder for them. It was over, couldn't he just accept it. Why must he make her cry.
'Marry me?' Allan blurted out turning to face her.
Also just to let you know. When the sun sets, my vampire story, there is only one chap to go but I am stuck on it :S so please bare with me and if you have any ideas ...
