A/N - Just a teeny tiny chapter to finish off the story and i'm very sorry if i've left any plotholes or mysteries.
I don't own Torchwood (which is really very sad)
Anyway - enough from me - Enjoy xxx
Ianto did recover, eventually. But it took a while. And all the time Jack stayed close by to help his lover who he hated to see suffering.
It had been a slow healing process – Jack considered. After Ianto's fits stopped, it was a matter of waiting before the nightmares faded away completely.
Only after Ianto was back to his old self (and remained that way for a month), Jack did what he had thought about in all those long night hours spent at Ianto's side.
It was his fault, all his fault. Sure, Ianto had forgiven him – said it was all part of the job, Jack had done the right thing and how he'd go through it again in a heartbeat – but Jack couldn't forgive himself. Not for what he'd done – stood and watched his lover being tortured, and not made a move to stop it.
And that's why Jack promised himself four things (and he kept his promises):
- To kill himself at least once a day
- To treat Ianto (and everyone else) better than ever before
- To go into life threatening situations alone wherever possible
- To try and forgive himself, even if it takes a million years
A/N - Hope you liked my story - it was my first one that was more than a oneshot so please review :)
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