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BPOV ( present time )

I don't know how long Dylan let me sit on the hotel couch staring at the blank wall.

But he finally cracked.

"Are you going to tell me what the hell just happened back there?!" He threw his hands up exasperated.

I turned to face him, worry was plastering his eyes. I patted the seat next to me.

He sat down, never losing eye contact. My words flowed out in a rush.

"I saw them Dylan, him!" I didn't need to explain to Dylan who I was talking about.Fury showed on his face, He stood up and walked towards the hotel door. "Where is he?!"

I looked at Dylan, "Dylan, wait, let me explain before you do anything drastic"

He sat back down.

I started "I had just stepped out of Starbucks, when I saw him, he was with all of them" Except Carlisle and Emse, I added mentally

"He started running after me, I was so mad Dylan, So I ran away"

Dylan gestured with his hands for me to continue.

"But, after today, I don't know if I can keep running, his pained face is still haunting my mind."

Dylan opened his arms for me, I walked over to him and snuggled into my best friends lap.

I could hear his heart beating, the blood running through his veins.

I stopped breathing. I needed to hunt. I would later.

"So, what are you going to do now?" He asked in a soft tone. He was obviously concerned.

"I dont know, I really don't, It's physically impossible to stay away from him."

Dylan started stroking my hair, in was very soothing, Im sure had I been human I would be asleep.

"Thank you Dylan, for everything" Dylan looked down at me then.

"Bella, Im here for you, There is just one thing I don't understand"

"Shoot"

"If he hurt you so bad, why are you going back?"

"Im not going back Dylan, im waiting for Fate to run its course."

"Do you love him?"

"Yes, and I hate it"

Dylan nodded, and got up, he checked his watch.

" Are you okay?, do you want me to stay up with you?"

Yes. I did. But, he needed to sleep " Good night Dylan"

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I needed to hunt.

I could smell Dylan's blood from the other room. It was very inviting

I grabbed a pen and paper to leave him a note.

Dylan,
Gone hunting,
Bells.

I left the note on the kitchen table where he would see it, and I ran out onto the hotel balcony.

The breeze felt good on my skin, I stood up on the railing of the balcony and looked down.

Not a far jump.

I smiled, and coiled my body into a ball. I let go.

Falling wasn't so bad.

If I thought the breeze on the balcony was good, this one was even better.

I looked below me, the ground was coming fast. I braced my self for the impact. A reflex reaction.

My feet hit the ground with a little "Thud", I looked to see if I had made any foot prints.

None.

Nobody was around to witness my jump. Good. I don't think I would have the paintence to deal with the Volturi now.

I turned my head ever so slightly to the left and then to the right.

Nobody.

I started running. Fast. It ws nothing like the human pace I was going at before.

The wind whipped my hair around my face, my feet felt like they weren't even touching the ground.

The feeling of running was great, I now knew why Edward liked it so much.

It came as a sense, not something I needed to think about.

I skidded to a halt, I was just outside of a small forest. How far had I ran?

I smelt some small deer in the distance. Not the best but, I would deal.

I ran into the forest and followed the scent of the deer.

My thirst over powered every other feeling in my body.

I sprang onto an ususpectiong deer.

I broke Its neck and drank greedily.

Blood trickled down my chin, I whiped it off with my shirt sleeve.

Once I discarded the deer's corpse. I wandered.

The small forest, now seemed big.

I heard a twig crack, and looked behind me.

Nobody.

I looked at my surrondings. I was in a small clearing. It was just like our meadow.

My chest ached. I though of him, of everything.

Of the first time he brought me to the meadow, when he told me he loved me.

I laid down on the green grass. Clutching my dead heart.

I sobbed. Not for him. But, for me. For everything I had lost.

Life. I was still an empty shell.

Dylan helped, but inside I was broken, and only Edward could fix me, as much as I hated it.

It was true. I loved him.

He may not return the love, but I wouldn't run anymore.

But, he wasn't going to crush me again so easily.

Another twig cracked, I jumped to my feet and looked behind me. I got myself into a defensive crouch.

A tall dark figure emerged from the shadows.

"Alice told me you would be here"

AN: Dont you just hate me?!
Short chapter, i know.

oooooookaaaaaaay. so, i have a poll up on my profile.
Go check it out.

Some questions have been asked, and here are the answers.

Does Dylan like Bella?

Nope, Its like a brother and sister relantionship.

How does Bella know about the Volturi?

Well, she is a vampire. So, she knows the rules but she hasn't met them.

And lastly, How does Bella currently feel about Edward?

Love hate, She loves him but she hates herself for it. And she still thinks Edward doesn't love her.

I HAVE A QUESTION!

Does anybody else want Christopher Walken to play Aro from the Volturi in New moon?

That is, if they make a New moon movie.

I dont know, Christopher just seems perfect, he has that thing about him.
Tell me what you think.

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