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BPOV ( present time )

I squinted, but the figure stayed in the shadows.

"Show yourself!" I yelled at the shadow.

"Why the chase this morning?" I was overcome with a wave of calmness.

Of course, that wasn't the voice I was looking for, but it was close enough.

"Im not running anymore" I told the shadow warily.

Jasper then stepped out of the shadows, I got back into my crouch.

"Bella, wait, let me explain first"

I was hit with another wave of calmness. I glared at him.

"Stupid empath" I muttered under my breath, of course he heard.

Jasper chuckled lightly, " We didn't know you were here, Alice stopped taking tabs on you a long time ago"
He sat down, and patted the grass next to him.

It was so easy to be around Jasper, even though I knew after this talk he was going to leave.

"But, today. Edward smelt you, it wasn't your usual scent, so he went looking for you. And sure enough there you were, you took off running like a bat out of hell."

I smiled at the grass, " I knew something was up, because if you were human you would of tripped on the first step you took"

I looked up and glared at him. It was true, my kultzyness left after Victoria bit me. I didn't miss it one bit.

"Why did you guys leave?" I asked him quietly, even though I wasn't sure if I wanted to hear the answer.

"That is not my story to tell, but I will tell you one thing, Edward never stopped loving you"

I nodded, But I didn't belive him, Edward had told me himself that he didn't love me.

"So, Bella, how did you come to be?" Right away I figured out what he was talking about.

I stared at the grass below me, "Ten years ago, seven months after you guys left, I was leaving Forks, I had to get away.

"I went walking through the forest, turns out Victoria was watching me the whole time, long story short, she bit me and the rest is history"

I looked at Jasper, I couldn't read his expression. It was a mix of fury and...guilt?

I looked away. "Who was that human boy you were with?"

I smiled at the mention of my best friend.

"Dylan, he is like my brother"

Jasper smiled before firing his next question "How did you meet him?"

I took a deep un-needed breath, "You know how Edward had, uh,erm..rebel years?" I whispered the last part.

Jasper nodded and gestured for me to continue " Well, when I first woke up, I smelt something sweet, turns out it was a human, I didn't figure out that I had killed someone until after the fact.

"After that, I got very skilled at what I did, I would go out to clubs late at night and all the men who were regulars, and wanted nothing more than to get into young girls pants, I would seduce them and then erm, kill...them."

Jasper looked stunned, but quickly recovered " You still havent answered how you met Dylan"

I glared at him teasingly "I was getting to that, Well, I realized I was a monster, a murderer, and after two years of drinking from humans I stopped."

"How did you get that much self control?" Jasper was once again, stunned.

"It wasn't easy, but after four years of drinking from animals, it became tolerable.
Dylan, was a troubled kid, wandering around the streets of seattle, I smelt him.
never had I smelt something so ...sweet. I didn't know if I would last."

"So you're saying-"

"Yes, Dylan is my singer." and it was true, the moment I smelt Dylan, I thought I was going to crack. But something told me not to, but to help him.

"He was so helpless, I had to help him."

"How did you resist?!" Jasper asked dumbstruck.

"It was so hard, but I knew I couldn't hurt him, I hunted twice a week and it's been like that ever since, it's much easier now though, I know how Edward felt, How hard it muust have been for him to be around me."

I winced. That, and he didnt want to be around someone so annoying."Keep your emotions under control, one minute im happy and the other I feel like im going to start cutting my wrists"

I grinned sheepishly,"Sorry Jasper"

He waved it off, " We all miss you, and I want to meet this Dylan, wait, he knows about ...us..right?"

I nodded, I told Dylan everything.

"What about the Volturi?"

"You guys told me, and the Volturi never found out."

Jasper grimaced " Bella, really im sorr-"

I cut him off, "Jasper it's okay, honestly"

No. It wasn't. But I didn't want him to know that.

"Bella, if you were okay, you wouldn't have been sobbing a few minutes ago, and your emotions wouldn't be in a jumble"

Damnit, right. Empath.

"Talk to Edward" His eyes pleaded with me.

"Jasper, I dont know if I can"

"Im not saying right now, but soon"

And with that he left.

DUDEDUDEDUDEDUDEDUDEDUDEDUDEDUDEDUDEDUDEDUDEDUDEDUDEDUDUDEDUDIt was about one in the afternoon when I got back to the hotel.

I opened the hotel room door, and sure enough there was Dylan tapping his imaginary watch.

"Where have you been young lady?... off canoodling with boys?"

I rolled my eyes and pushed Dylan out of the door way.

If vampires could have strokes, I was sure I would have had one.

There in the hotel kitchen was Edward Cullen, himself.

AN: WOOT!.

Kay, so this chapter was a filler to get into some lovey dovey stuff, and some drama.!

But we found out about Bella's history.

I know some of you are like " Dylan is Bella's singer..say what!"

And yes, but it fit into the story well, soooo. We will just pretend Bella has amazing self control.
If this Chapter didn't make sense, im sorry.

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