I'm back finally! So one note for reading this chapter. The bits that seem like dialogue are what she's thinking to herself. Yes I do believe that because of her time spent in Azkaban she developed two personalities.
He can't do this.
Well of course he can he's the Dark Lord… your lord.
What the hell am I going to do now?
What you always do. Exactly what he told you to.
But it's just not fair, I'm his most loyal…
Shut up! Lets get the facts straight here. One you'll do anything he says even if it's "not fair". Two, life is not fair so get over it. And three as it is now you can't do anything, so wait and be patient.
These were Bellatrix's thoughts as she walked back down the hall to her room on the other side of the mansion to collect the few belongings she had. The hallways seemed so much longer than they ever had in the past and it was a miracle that she didn't run in to any of the other inhabitants of the manor.
When she got into her room she found her husband already asleep under the black sheets. She looked at him and almost thought of waking him to say goodbye but decided against it.
He would only make things more confusing.
No, he loves me.
What about what happened with Cissy?
It didn't mean anything!
You sure?
… No.