I decided to make this one relate to a song. And for some reason everytime I read it the lyrics to the song 'My Obsession' by Skillet kept popping in. So that wat I decided to use^^ I think it fits because Sasori actions relfect the obsession he wish he didn't have on her. The emotions she made him feel were not even supposed to be there because he is puppet. And that's why he feels trapped.
Tinnara seems to be very connected to other people feelings, but she doesn't pity them. She always knows wha she can do to heal them, but for her the decitions can be difficult to make sometimes.
Anyways XD Enough of my rambling. Please enjoy my second bonus chapter^___^
~ShadyMidna
Naruto & other related chars(c) Masashi Kishimoto
Tinnara (c) ShadyMidna a.k.a ME^^
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Sasori's Story
Obsession
Sasori. He wasn't always the one to hide out in his room, that was more like Hidan when he was doing his rituals or Kakuzu when he had just collected a bounty, but lately a strange feeling had been tugging at his heart. What scared him was warmth it brought to him, like some kind of human emotion.
Ever since that... girl came to this place there was a nagging in the back of his mind. A lingering attachment seemed to be growing. When he was around her his heart beat fast. When he thought of her his palms became sweaty, no matter how illogical that is for a puppet. No matter how much he wanted to deny and refuse to except it, it all added up to one unescapable truth. He loved her.
Sasori had a passion for this girl that he had never felt before. It was strange and foreign it was he felt the longing growing stronger the more he tried to find reasons for it not to be real.
The reason for all of his hiding was he didn't want to make a rash descion. One day he might find himself walking past the room she was staying in and develope the urge to want to enter.
Dispite his ablitiy to have control over many a thing she, the girl, seemed untamable. It's made him curious... and this is what he feared the most. The undieing curiosity of his teenage mind. And more and more it's seemed to be growing stronger almost to the point were he has taken the risk of entering her room.
And... yet, the more he thought the more he considered it. It was clear now. In the light of his dimly lit room he knew what his next course of action would be.
Tinnara would be his, a beautiful specimen that would soon be his added to his collection of toys. But he wouldn't treat her like he did the other ones, use them when needed then toss them aside, no. She would be special, his favorite. One that he would admire for years to come and the lusty curiosity would never cease to intrigue him.
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It was late and Deidara had left the room only minutes ago. To him that meant she was asleep and his partner had found it safe enough to leave her alone.
Taking the risk he opened the door and walked in unoticed by the girl asleep in the bed. Sasori took a seat on the bed and gently places his finger tips on her hot cheeks.
The feeling of the girl's flesh made him long for his own skin so he could better feel her touch. The tugging an longing grew stronger.
He felt like a puppet to his own will.
As she began to stir he stood up. His dull eyes stared and waited. Her lids fluttered open reveling her enchanting brown eyes which twitched in his direction. She was in shock and too afraid to scream.
Sasori, being impatient as he is, took control of her body and forced her to sit up. He was aching to touch her again, he was addicted. To him she was like a drug, he always wanted more.
He bent over and roughly conjoined their lips and pushed her back down. She hit him multiple times but being a puppet he felt nothing. "Why do you stay hidden all the time?"
She was startled by his sudden break in the kiss but answered back despite the fact, "Because Deidara said it was dangerous to walk around outside this room."
"You can't believe all that he says. His mind and ideas are not the same as ours."
"And by 'ours' you mean you and the Akatsuki right?"
"No, I mean yours and mine, Tinnara-chama." he stated in no more then a whisper, "We both believe in the cherished and long lasting things in life, like love. He would rather have it one second then not have it the next. He doesn't believe in the kind of relationship you wish you two could have."
Tinnara turned away. She couldn't look him in the eye any more. But what made her feel sick to her stomache was that he was probably right.
"But not me though." he said turning her face back towards him. "I think something this beautiful should exist forever." Sasori was now caressing her face gentally with his thumb so as not to make her too uncomfortable. "Your love is something that needs to be preserved. I could give that to you, you know."
"How?" she asked.
"A puppet. You would only have to experience a breif second of pain and I could make you like me. Think about it. No longer having to worry about the fates of mortality. Never ageing, death, or hunger. And of course, unlike my other puppets, I would give you a heart."
"What's the catch though?" Tinnara questioned, "I know people and there is usually something in it for them."
Sasori allowed a small smirk cross his usually expressionless face. "You'd just have to agree to be mine. No one else could touch you but me because you are too delicate to be tainted by foul hands." he said coming within centimeters of her face. "With this deal you will practicly be giving yourself to me with the benefits of not dying and being allowed the ability to roam and be you."
She took it all into consideration. The deal had it's ups and it's biggest down was she wouldn't be allowed to love anyone else but him, and he'd be able to do whatever he wanted. It would almost be like being one of his lifeless puppets. A slave to HIS will. But could it really be worth it? The option of immortality was very tempting though. But this side of the deal had it's down side too. She's always be eternally young while her friends and loved ones grew old and withered. She'd have to watch them all pass on with only Sasori as her only comfort.
Tinnara placed her hand on his and spoke, "I'm sorry but I'd rather live and grow old with the ones I love then be forever young while they were still in the grasp of time. Besides you would eventually tire of me Sasori."
"No I wouldn't! And that's why I'm offering you this! Love is eternal and as long as I feel this way it will continue to eat away at my hollow heart!" A single tear streaked his cheek. He hadn't felt such sadness since his parents death and now... he was going to loose someone else whom he loved. "Please, if not for yourself do it for me. Do it for someone who has someone in there life once more after being alone all these years. I love you Tinnara and that's why I won't do this unless you say to."
"Love is a strong word Sasori-san." she said looking into his eyes, hurt filled them. "I understand how it feels to be alone and isolated, but I found someone I truly and will forever care for. Even if he'd rather not be with me the rest of my life I will always love him and that's what keeps me going. The feeling that in no matter what he does if he's happy I'm happy."
Sasori sat up and looked away from her sympathetic gaze. "I will always be waiting for you. Making sure your safe. Always alright. If you ever need someone, I will be there for you. I can't change how I feel about you but the least I can do is make you live a happy life. Whatever decition you make I'll be happy in knowing that you'll be free."
The understanding she had for his pain grew as did his love for her. She knew what if was like. Turning his face towards her, she kissed him knowing that it would heal his aching heart. Sasori felt the healing touch of her lips and wrapped his arms around her waist wishing that he could do this the rest of his life. But he knew... he knew he wasn't meant for her. She had found love in another and hoped that he would treat her the way she needed to be.
They both pulled apart. Sasori laid her back down in the bed the way he had found her.
Yawning, Tinnara shut her eyes and fell back asleep. He looked at her with envious eyes. The one who her heart belonged to didn't know how lucky he was to have such a compassionate, pure girl love him so.
After he left the room he deside to go up to the roof and think. Something he hadn't done in a long time.
'The stars are beautiful tonight.' he thought. Sasori smiled. 'They show much promise for all those who look up, might they be captivated by their beauty and dream of better things.'
