WHY DOESN'T SHE LIKE ME?
AUTHOR'S NOTE/DISCLAIMER
Inspired by viewing of various Trory videos on Youtube. Takes place in between seasons 1 & 2. Gilmore Girls belongs to Amy Sherman-Palladino. There are references to "Rory's Birthday Parties", "The Breakup Part II", and "Love, Daisies, & Troubadours".
Why doesn't she like me? I don't understand. Can't she see that I'm completely in love with her? Why doesn't she like me? Is it because I'm from the society world which she despises? Okay, yes. She has a boyfriend. But what does he have that I don't? Why doesn't she like me? Is it because I have a reputation? I can change. I would change for her. Why can't she see how much she means to me? Heck, I got PJ Harvey tickets for her, and I didn't even know it was a woman. I can't believe she said she hated me. Did she mean it, or was she just mad from the fight we had? Why doesn't she like me? I've tried everything I can think of. What am I doing wrong? Why isn't what I'm doing enough for her? Why is she oblivious to my feelings for her? Why does she get so annoyed with me so quickly? I don't understand. Why didn't she realize that I was bearing my soul to her at her birthday party? Why did she just brush me aside? Why doesn't she like me? Why can't I do anything right in her eyes? There are times that we get along great, and I love those times. Then, when we kissed at the Christmas Party---I literally thought I was in Heaven. And then she ran away crying. My heart broke. Was I really that repulsive to her? Why doesn't she like me? Sure, she later told me it had nothing to do with our kiss and it was just because she hadn't cried over the breakup with the string bean, but I'm still not convinced. I mean, you kiss someone and they cry---that's gotta say something about you…right? Why doesn't she like me? What have I been doing wrong? Why can't I get her to look at me the way she looks at him? What does he have that I don't? Doesn't she get it? She's my Mary, my good girl. She's the perfect girl to enter a real relationship with. So, why doesn't she like me?