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Chapter 6-My Escape Two!!!! (BPOV)

We headed to a room up the flight of stairs with him keeping a close eye on my due to the last time I went up the stairs and my fainting incident, but I did get my memories of what happened due to it though, but damn my head hurts so much, or probably just one of my injuries are bugging me.

I think he noticed my incapability to walk straight but he probably through it was due to my klutziness. But he had this look on this face, like he was focusing on something very important, but I couldn't figure it out, so I left it be.

Once we got downstairs, and set up Jasper and Emmett both had finally agreed on one movie they both will watch, me and Edward could perfectly make out every word they said, but I missed allot of it because I was deep in thought for a lot of reasons.

Like who in my position wouldn't be confused and deep in thought?

Okay let my get my thoughts straight:

I went from hell with mike to the shipping trip

Then I met those drunk men

Somehow I'm sort of safely away from them, by I think Edward but I can't be sure, but I'm positive I heard his voice just before I pasted out

I'm in a mansion with three other, what seem to be ice men, but I'm surprised that I trusted them this easily, what from my experience

And they are going to order some pizza for all of us, including me!

I have to watch a movie with them

Btu the part that's the most troubling is the fact that we're going to talk later, and I have this feeling that I can't escape without explaining the whole Mike thing to them?

How will that turn out...what will Edward think? Wait, what the hell? Why the hell would I care of what EDWARD thought of me! Okay that's enough thinking for now about Edward before I delusion myself into thinking I love him.

He didn't deserve someone's trash like me, he deserved someone much better, and prettier, and not covered in cuts and stuff like that.

That's went I realised this stinging pain in my back, but paid no attention to it, pain was my new air for the past years, so it was pretty much bearable for me.

I took another look at Edward beside me to see him frowning at something on my foot. See Bella! He can't love you if your foot disgust him! I looked away so he couldn't see the hurt I felt showing in my eyes.

I didn't pay any attention to the movie that was popped into the DVD player and just sat down next to one of the pillows on the floor in front of the couch. Edward came and took the pillow next to me, but I paid no attention to him, but accepted the slice of pizza he handed to me.

Once the movie started I realized the movie that they had put in. It was SAW 3!!

(Note: I haven't seen it, so if I put in anything that wasn't in the actual thing, my apologizes)

Ohh!! Joy, more gore!! Looks like I can't get enough of that in my life!!

I wasn't bothered by the movie until, images of him doing the stuff to me in the past, and some that he did do, but weren't in the movie. It scared me but I could fully see these things passing through my head like a complete repeat of the past.

*Flash Back*

He was drunk, and got his hands on a saw.

And I ran upstairs hoping to find a place to hind until he passes out from the dangerous amount he had to drink.

I ran into a closet in our room because there was no other safe place he would (in his current state) be able to find me.

But all too soon I heard the saw noise come closer and closer, praying to god that he wouldn't find me, or this death won't be too long and painful.

He opened the closet cursing out loud profanities. Then the next thing I knew was the pain in my right arm, and he passed out after it came into contact with my skin, but was pressed to me as he fell onto me.

That was a long and painful night, but I can't say most painful ever because I would be lieing because I have had worse.

*End*

That made my shake even harder, than I realised I was already shaking. I even felt the very tears in my eyes that threatened to spill over. NO!! I will not cry, because that is a sign of weakness people can attack you with!! I told myself. I felt a cool hand slip around my shoulder. It sent an electrical shock through me (Real original huh?).

His touch made me stop shaking but I moved away from his touch due to an old habit of mine, to keep a distance from everyone around me.

He took his hand back with hurt dancing in his eyes, but turned back to the movie so no one could read it in them. I felt bad but I couldn't help it, it was just who I am. I could never be like them, or even be able to be with them for long either. That sent moisture to my eyes but didn't dare spill over.

That is right, I can't stay here with these nice generous people forever, and they have lives to move on to, I don't and should disturb them with my useless presence. I should leave soon.

That's it! I'll leave tonight, maybe not go to mike's but I should leave sometime. But I will leave them a note saying a 'thank you but I need to go' sap on it. I looked around the room, but couldn't find a clock.

That's okay, you can go once they all fall asleep Bella. I told myself. Okay, now it's time to wait.

Finally!! I feel sad and low for leaving like this but I don't belong here. I silently got up without making too much noise and walked over to a table. I picked up a pen and struggled to write something readable but gave up after a while with a thank you, and sorry i need to leave, more thank you and yet another sorry. Once I was done I went to the entrance door at where I saw Emmett get the pizza from the pizza man. I opened the door and stepped out into the rain, once I closed the door, I saw the light turn on in the living room we were in.

Crap!

I started to run for it, I ran into the woods. I feel, tripped and stumble. I didn't know where I was going until I was wet, drenched in mud and whatever other stuff lying around in the bottom of these woods. M y legs soon gave out and I dropped to the ground, not even seeing my surrounds and fell back in to unconsciousness for some sleep.

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