Ritsuka's World
Disclaimer: Loveless not belong to me
Pairing: SoubixRitsuka, SeimeixSoubi, SeimeixRitsuka
Summary: The world in Ritsuka eyes.
New world
This is my new world. This world is starting when I opened my eyes.
Who am I?
You are Ritsuka, Aoyagi Ritsuka, they said.
Who are you?
We are your family, they told me so.
Why can't I remember anything?
We did not know, they said sadly.
And then I live in this new world. The world filled by strangers, who was confessed that they know me.
Why they're said those confusing things? Why they're asked me to believe in them when they are nothing but strangers to me? Why they're said that they'll help me when they didn't know what's happening to me?
How could they're said they know me when I didn't know anything about myself? How could they're said they know me when I'm no longer the old 'Ritsuka'? And how could they say that's everything gonna be alright even though it doesn't?
They showed me pictures, they told me a stories, about a boy named Ritsuka. What's the point in that? No matter what they showed me, told me, I just cannot remember anything. The boy in the picture, in the stories, is not me. It's Ritsuka, but it's not me. Then…if that Ritsuka is not me, then who am I?
Who am I?
You are Ritsuka, Aoyagi Ritsuka, they always said that.
But they're wrong. I'm not Ritsuka. I'm not the boy who always smiling, laughing, cheerful, has many friends and such things they claimed me to be. How could I smile or laugh without any reason? How could I have many friends when I just entering this world?
I making them sad, I know that. I can see the pain in their faces. I'm hurting them. But what can I do? I cannot pretend to be someone I didn't know. How can I become Ritsuka when Ritsuka is no longer around?
Me is me. I'm not Ritsuka. Why they couldn't accept that?
Ritsuka world is destroyed. His family world has been cracked too. And since I was the one who caused it, my new world is destroyed too.
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Chapter 2 is here. This one is about Ritsuka's feeling when he opened his eyes for the first time without any memories. This chapter is bad, I know it sigh but I hope you still enjoy it. Any review?