Seimei's world (part 3)
Does Seimei still my world?
Ritsuka, get away from that guy. He's the villain here!
I want you to kill him! Destroy him to the very core! I don't care how you do it, just make sure he dies!!
Seimei is betraying me. And so does Soubi.
Seimei, why did you lie to me? Why did you fake your death and leave me alone?
Why is it that Soubi so afraid of you? Why do so many people hate you?
Seimei is hurting Soubi, Seimei is lied to me.
Perhaps they fear that I'll soon murder them?
I mad at Seimei, he had deceived me.
Ritsuka, do you hate me?
But, even so …
I will love you, no matter which Ritsuka you are.
I'll always love you, even you never return that love.
Even so …
I love you.
Even since we met on that day, I've loved you!
Ritsuka is the only person alive that is exactly the same as I am.
I, about Seimei …
Ritsuka, please choose me over everything.
I had forgiven Seimei. I was mad at him. I want to accept Seimei. I want to reject him. I want to choose Seimei. I can't throw away everything. I love him. I hate him. All of those conflicting emotions I feel … please, I don't know anything anymore. I don't know what to do. I don't know what to say. I don't even know my own feeling. It's hurt, so much pain. Why I had to feel this much suffering …?
I guess it was your answer, Ritsuka.
No, I didn't have any answer. I can't answer you, Seimei, not right now. Why can't you give me some time to think?
Blow open the door that acts as my obstacle.
You will not disobey me.
And then, Seimei is gone ... Soubi help him escape under Seimei's order.
Please forgive me.
I can see it in Soubi's face. His pain, suffer, regret, self hatred.
I betrayed you. I helped Seimei escape.
Ritsuka, do you want to be in the presence of a traitor?
Please, no more question. I can't give any answer. I'm so tired. I'm really exhausted. I just want to close my eyes and feel nothing, think nothing.
As sleep come to me, something whispering to me … yes, I still love Seimei, that's why it's hurting me so much.
In the end, Seimei is still my world.
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I'm inserting a lot of spoiler of volume 9 here, only a little from my own actually. Next one will be the last chapter. Please review.