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Chapter 3
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Everyday (day), every night (night)
I wanna see u baby, stayin'
by my side
I'm goin' down on my, on my knees 4 u
4 ur love I'd
do it, 4 ur sake, believe I do
If u don't love me, why do u raise
my hopes
No matter what happens, I can't let u go
U got it
wrong, I didn't wanna hurt you
I wanna be all the world to you
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Oh my God, why did I do that, Derek asked himself panicked. He couldn't find Addison anywhere. He hadn't meant to hurt her, sleeping with Meredith wasn't planned. All he wanted was to find Addison and tell her he was sorry.
He opened the door of the Chief's office and heard a sob coming from behind the desk. She was crying, and it was because of him.
"Addie?" He whispered softly, into the darkness of the office.
"I don't want to talk to you." She replied with her teary voice.
"Look I just want to explain." He assured her, walking towards the desk and he sat in front of her.
"Explain? Like you let me explain when I slept with Mark?" She replied harshly.
"Please."
"You slept with her, you never forgot her or even stopped thinking about her. Were you always thinking about her when we were together?"
"No! I swear you're the one I love; you're the one I want to spend my life with. Please give me a chance." He begged her.
""When I asked you to give me a chance, you just left. You left me for months Derek, months during you dated Meredith! Then I came here for you, moved her for you and you make me feel like shit, like I wasn't worth anything. Then when you made me believe things were going to be okay between us, you slept with her. So why the hell should I forgive you just like that? Because you cheating on me made us even? Because you wanted me to know what it felt like to be cheated on?" At this point, all she wanted was for him to know he had broken her.
"I'm so sorry for being like that; I swear it will never happen again if you give me another chance! And I swear to God that I didn't sleep with her to make us even. You're the love of my life Addison, and I don't want to lose you."
"I don't know Derek."
"Please Addie, tonight I'm in your shoes and it's even worse then being cheated on. I feel so horrible for doing that to you, it's the worse feeling in the world."
"Yeah, it is."
"Please, I want to spend my life with you, I want us to be happy, I want to give you the house of you dreams, I want us to have perfect beautiful babies, I want us to grow old together, I want us to be an example of what love is, I just want us to be Addison and Derek all over again. So please, give me…"
"A chance to show me how sorry you are?" She finished for him, using her own words.
"I swear I'll change." He promised her.
"Okay."
"Okay?"
"I'll give you another chance." She replied, smiling a little. She was probably being stupid, but he looked very sorry and honest. She loved him that much.
"Thank you, thank you, thank you!" He kissed her forehead and took her in his arms. They stayed like that for a while, loving being in each other's arms. For once, it felt right.
"Derek?" She whispered, breaking the comfortable silence they had been in for a few minutes now.
"Yeah?"
"I found out about something a few days ago."
"What is it? Are you sick? Is something wrong?" He asked her, clearly worried.
"No...I'm pregnant." She told him, taking a breath while waiting for his answer.
"Woah! I mean like…wooh! I mean, it's great!" He told her shocked.
"You're happy about it?"
"Yeah! We're having a baby, how can I be sad?"
"Well that's a relief; I thought you'd be mad at me!"
"Mad?! No, it's amazing Addison! Our baby's going to come out of you! Woah!"
"Yeah, when you say it like that it's not so amazing." She told him, smiling for the first time that night.
"It is, Addison! It's amazing and you're amazing!" He exclaimed, taking her in his arms again.
"Thank you Derek, for being here for me."
"Thanks for forgiving me Addison."
"I love you."
"Love you too Addie."
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That same night, they were both resting in bed after making love. It had been slow, soft and passionate, just like when things weren't hard between them. Addison's head was on his chest while he was rubbing her tummy.
"So you think it's a little boy or a little girl in there?" He asked her softly.
"Hum, I don't know what about you?"
"Hum, me neither. Do you want to find out?"
"Yeah, we still have to wait a few months though."
"I know, and I want to find out too."
She was relieved he was happy about the pregnancy. But she couldn't help but feel guilty about things he didn't know; such as her staying with Mark.
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