Xiaolang's Ying Fa: I'm so sorry everyone! I'm sorry for lying to you and making you think I've transfered to the dark side! Gomen! Gomen! But for those of you who know me better, thank you for believing in me! This is for all four of you who reviewed and are faithful, loyal reviewers to me! I did get one flame, it was sooooo awesome. You have to go read it and since flames were what I was looking for, I think it complimented the story nicely. xbeamsx I love it. Just remember to review this fic! And this chapter, this fic in all is going to be very short so maybe three more chapters AT MOST. So review all you can! Now, I know Shizuka wouldnt really act like this, but this is the way she is going to be for the sake of this fiction. She is going to get worse and never get better, so I'd watch out for that...cuz if you think they're gonna have a wonderful get together in the end, no, she is gonna stay the way she is. Remember, this is my revolt! AGAINST ALL SETOSHIZUKA FICS!!!! DIIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEE!! FOREVER STAND TALL SETO AND JOUNOUCHI!!!!! FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER! AND EVER MORE!

I apologize again for lying! But I WANTED to get flamed! I only wish I had gotten more!

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Shizuka stood outside, shaking from fright. She never knew her brother could be so...so...monstrous. So frightening! Tears rolled down her cheeks as she took out her cell phone, dialing the first number that came to mind.

"H-Honda? Will you come pick me up?" she asked. Her voice was so crestfallen...How could Honda resist?

"I-I'll be right there, Shizuka. Where are you?"

"Just...I...xsniffx He came in and saw us...Just the second before Seto leaned down and kissed me. I-I knew I shouldn't have been with my brother's sniff worst enemy, but I just...Honda, I like him a lot...I really do!"

No matter how much it hurt him to hear Shizuka talk about her feeling for someone else, Honda listened. Because he cared.

"Sh-Shizuka...Listen, its not your fault...but, but what if I told you, you were hurting...o-other people by staying with...Kaiba?" Honda asked. Shizuka smiled a bit.

"Honda, I thought we had this talk already..." she said softly, in an apologetic tone.

"Not only me! You're hurting someone else as well! And it isn't fair to that person!" Honda yelled.

"Who, Honda? Who?" she asked. Honda shook his head.

"I can't tell. I'm sorry. I just can't. You'll have to learn on your own." He murmured, shaking his head to her oblivious state.

"Please!" Shizuka begged, setting her hands on Honda's arm. "Please tell me who I'm hurting! I...don't want to hurt anyone..."

"I know." Honda said, watching as tears began to glaze her eyes. "Don't worry. We'll get through all of this. But first, you have to realize and understand exactly what you have done wrong."

"I didn't tell him...and he found out the wrong way..." she cried.

"I betrayed him...how could I have done that?! Gods...now he'll never speak to me ever again...he'll never...never look at me with those eyes...Ah gods, how could I have been so stupid?!" Kaiba tried to grasp the concept, his hand fisting his bangs tightly in his palm as his eyes misted over. 't possibly have betrayed him realistically...since he was never mine to betray...but gods it feels real...By not telling him...I betrayed him...by betraying him. I'll never gain his respect...trust...or the one thing I seem to want the most from him...his love. Whoever thought they'd regret kissing a girl so much?"

"I can't face him!"

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"I can't face him..."

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"I can't stand them."

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The next day was Saturday. Jounouchi slept in, Shizuka spelt over at Honda's and Kaiba couldn't sleep at all. Yuugi had been filled in by Shizuka and was just as worried as Honda. Yuugi told Yami and before he knew it, the whole group knew. Hell, at least they all knew how to keep a secret, ne?

Kaiba had just gotten up, deciding he would never be able to fall asleep.

"I can't be with her anymore. It's been two days and Jounouchi hasn't even glanced at me. He hasn't really spoken to anyone either. Its horrible...the looking his eyes...when he saw us together...I could see the betrayal he felt from me..."

"Demo, Onii-sama, why would he feel betrayed by you? You two aren't together..." Mokuba stated. Kaiba smiled sadly.

"I know. Don't worry, someday you'll understand why we feel this way. Its...even difficult for me to explain..." Kaiba paused. "I just don't know what to do..."

"You should try talking to him."

"I wouldn't know what to say...Nothing I could say could fix what I've done."

"You could still try."

"I don't even think he'd listen to me." Kaiba's eyes clouded, sadness engulfing the depths of deep blue. 'All I wanted was to have a part of you...and now I've ruined your life...'

XxXKaiba's POVXxX

Shizuka and I continued to see each other even if I wanted no part of it...One look at her and I couldn't say no...When we kissed...When we touched...It wasn't her I was touching...It wasn't her I was kissing...It was never her...It was always the same person because she reminded me so much of him...

However, my fantasy was always over once her breasts touched my chest. It was so disgustingly repulsive. She would do it every time the kiss got good...I was finally beginning to believe it was Jounouchi I was kissing and touching, the I would feel her round, squishy breasts against my chest and just want to throw up.

Push her off and away...apologize and do the exact same thing the next day. This was hell I swear it was.

When I look into her eyes...I see him...And I get lost...lost in her looks...She looks so much like him...

If I can't be with him...then I'll do the next best thing.

XxXJounouchi's POV In a span of a few days laterXxX

I sigh lightly as I step into class the next morning. I shut the sliding door behind me and take my seat quickly and quietly. Sensei barely even acknowledged my presence. She no longer cared I was late every single day. Unlike her, many girls noticed my sudden entrance, cooing at me and batting their eyes, some even giggled and waved in a feigned shyness. I hardly noticed them anymore. All I saw was him. Sitting all quiet and stiff in his desk, taking in what the teacher had to say with a bored look on his face. I couldn't concentrate with him so close to me...it was torture. Shizuka...I couldn't believe she had done this to me...I cant even believe I was the one to encourage it...I can tell she's pissed off at me by the look on her face every time she sees me the hallways.

And he won't look at me at all. Which is even worse than before...He makes me fee so alone...isolated without his gaze...Almost as if I don't matter...Then again, I probably don't.

I close my eyes in a dejected manner and pull out an empty notebook to doodle. I get good enough grades to slack off every once in a while. Out of the corner of my eye, I see Kaiba writing something and decide to use him as a model. I've never drawn him before, so it'll be a good challenge. Soon enough, I was filling in his eyes and fixing the curve of his eyebrows. I drew him glaring, as if angered by what he was writing. He's always glaring. Its hard to imagine him, much less draw him with some other, non sufficient expression on his face, Sooner or later I'll have to give up...and just accept them as a couple. Not anytime soon though. I can't forgive her yet...And I don't think I could ever forgive him...not now that I know I love him and he loved my sister...my sister! Gods, just to know that could do that to me! ...but then...Aren't I being a bit selfish now? I can't have everything I want...

Shizuka's always gotten what she wanted. Always. She got mom because she cried for her...now she got Kaiba. And it's not fair...I never even got a chance...Just once I wish I could get the upper end of the deal. I wish I could steal Kaiba away from her...just for a day...just so I could kiss him once...show him that I can be better than her. That I am better than her. But that wont happen. I could never be that lucky...for him to see me the way he must see her. He could never love me...especially not when he's got her. Its funny...Any girl in this school I could have in a matter of seconds...But the one person I want most...Just so happens to be the guy I'll never get. The one guy that I have absolutely no chance with.

I finish my drawing of him, looks pretty good to me...But as I glance over to see if I missed anything, his eyes are no longer on his paper...but rather, on my drawing. I tried not to blush, but I'm sure I was a little pink. His eyes move up and for a moment lock with mine. I stare into the cobalt depths, unable to read the emotion shown there.

I close my eyes in a defiant manner, slipping the notebook under my other ones, out of sight from anyone. I snobbishly face the front again, away from his gaze.

Why would he look at me? Why would he bother to look over? I growl lightly. One day...I swear one day I'll get my revenge...whether its in love or lust.

I yawned and tried to concentrate on the lesson. I wondered if Kaiba was looking at me, but I didn't chance a look for fear of our eyes locking again. Besides, he shouldn't be 'looking' if he was with Shizuka anyway. Not that he was looking in that sense...

I sighed in disgust, a minute later the bell rang, thank Kami.

School's out and I head home. Shizuka was supposed to come over this weekend but I've been avoiding her for a while. I've been skipping my student service to go outside the boundaries of school. Principals don't care...phsh, he never cared. So, neither do I.

That bastard took everything out of my life...I just don't give a damn anymore.

XxXKaiba's POVXxX

Shizuka's a regular visitor around my estate now...Mokuba's even beginning to call her Onee-san. He told me it wasn't because of the reason that seemed so obvious, but I hadn't thought anything of it. After all, Mokuba was always full of numerous riddles such as that.

I never realized or thought that Shizuka was so aggressive....I swear she is desperately trying to get into my pants. I can't stand it anymore! She keeps rubbing up on me and really...she's really beginning to piss me off.

She's here again. She and Mokuba are playing video games in the den. But sooner or later...Mokuba'll get bored and she'll come to me...wanting more out of me than I want to give her...I never want to kiss her again...Hell, I never wanted to in the first place...this has got to be the worst mistake I've ever made...Choosing her over Jounouchi...the man I really want...And then being driven ever farther by her...by her resemblance...Gods, how could I have been so blind?! She is nothing like him! She'll never be like him!

I'm Kaiba Seto...supposedly the most brilliant man in both Japan and China...And I couldn't see a simple trait?! Hell...that was why I couldn't stand her pressin' up against me...She's...a...well, a she.

That's it. I've been leading her on too long. It's got to end sooner or later...And I have to face Jounouchi...I cannot let him slip out of my grasp. I wont...He's too precious to me...I love him...And I wont lose him because of her.

Damn I wish I would have made this revelation sooner. But I had been too ignorant to realize what could happen...I've had enough of this...enough of her forcing herself upon me every chance she gets...I'm on a new quest. A quest to obtain the right Jounouchi. The one I've always wanted...I have to tell him...tell him what this madness it really about...About him, not her.

I quickly realize that if I stay here...She'll just hold me back. I have to leave before she gets here. I hurriedly gather my trench coat and leave through the front door, knowing she'll be coming through the back. I got into my car and drove off as quietly as I could. It was a short drive to his house but I didn't want to risk Shizuka seeing me just walking down the sidewalk. I reached his house, realizing my heart was beating much faster than it ever had before. My hand shook as I went to knock. A minute passed before the door opened slightly.

"She's not here Kaiba, go away." Jounouchi said, a distasteful look on his face as he glared at me. He went to shut the door again, but my hand shot out before he could, pushing against the wood, keeping it open.

"I know she's not, but who ever said I was looking for her?" I could feel the blond was confused and used that to my advantage. I pushed the door again, causing Jounouchi to stumble backwards. I walked into the house, closed the door and faced him, ready to tell him everything.

XxXNormal POVXxX

"What the hell do you want from me? You already have my sister!" the blond yelled. '...and my heart...' he thought. It hurt him to be around the brunet. It hurt to know the man had his sister...Even if that thought was selfish...as long as Kaiba was happy...he could get over it...but damn he was so sick of sticking out for others! He wished just once he could be selfish...and get what he wanted...

"All I want is for you to listen to me, hear me out." Kaiba said. Jounouchi glared at him coldly.

"Why should I bother? You wont be telling me anything I don't already know." Jounouchi growled out.

"All I ask it for you to hear me out, please, will you just listen to what I have to say?" the sincerity in Kaiba's voice forced the blond to listen, if not only for the guilt he suddenly felt for being so rude.

"Make it quick." He snapped. Kaiba's eyes hardened onto Jounouchi's, a determined spark in his eyes.

"I don't want her. I've never wanted her." A dead silence passed.

"What do you mean? Who?"

"Shizuka. She's not the Jounouchi I want." Kaiba growled, taking a step closer to Jounouchi. Said blond took a step back, unsure of Kaiba's words.

"But you guys kiss, you guys—well from what I've heard do a lot more—how can you say you don't want her anymore after being with her for so long?!" Jounouchi yelled angrily.

"Disgusted. I am disgusted with myself for allowing myself to be fooled by her for so long. Disgusted I was lost in her—seeing you instead." Kaiba took another step, then another until Jounouchi was pressed against the wall. "It took me so long—this long—just to realize I could never love her. Not with such a dirty feeling bestowed upon me every time I touched her. Every time she touched me. After a while, I stopped touching her because my body knew she was not you...even if my mind tried to trick me. She's been trying for the past week to get me to take her to bed. But I could never bed her. Because every time I felt her hands in my hair—they weren't yours. Every time I felt her breasts on my chest—that could never be yours. Every time she moaned, high and loud...not the way I imagine you to cry out. She is not you, Katsuya. Not matter the Jounouchi name! I thought I could fool myself and make myself love her instead of you! But she isn't! She's not enough! I'm sick of fooling myself. I want you! Not her!" Kaiba barked. "I felt like I was betraying you each time I was near her! I cant let myself feel like that...its not fair to her or myself...but most of all...its not fair to you, pup."

Jounouchi didn't waste a second before he grabbed Kaiba's face to pull him down in a lip bruising, crushing and brutally hot passionate kiss. Kaiba was not even surprised. He didn't have time to hesitate. He wrapped his arms around Jounouchi's small waist and arched back, hugging him tightly to him. One hand went high, burying deep into blond tresses; the other trailed ever so low, fingering the small of his back playfully. Their bodies were flushed completely together, nearly molding them as one. Katsuya's head was tilted entirely to the side, wanting to get all of the heat the brunet supplied.

Their tongues fought a raging battle, their teeth scraped and bit at the other as they engaged in the rough but beautifully passion filled kiss. Their lips and tongues meshed, glided and rubbed together as a small bit of saliva dripped down the tiny opening between their locked lips. It was a wet kiss, but not the kind where you feel drenched, no...this brought on a whole new meaning to the word French kiss. Katsuya's arms and long since wound around the brunet's neck.

On a humorous note, Jounouchi had to stand on his tiptoes to reach Kaiba's mouth. They didn't mind the stretch, though, Kaiba seemed to like how the blond's body was so effortlessly sprawled about his own.

Both were lost in the kiss...neither could form coherent thought. Their minds too busy trying to make the kiss and contact more intimate than it already was. Their bodies were tightly compressed, both males hugging the other closer than he could go. The kiss itself was so beautiful...neither ever wanted to let go.

Unfortunately, in all faeri-tales, this would be about the time where some PMS-ing chick in love with her brother's man comes in to crash the party. And that was exactly what happened.

The door opened suddenly, a surprised gasp resounding throughout the room. In less that a millisecond both males recognized the voice and broke apart as quick as they had come together. Jounouchi's body swung around quickly, eyes wide and glinting a certain fear of knowing how much trouble he was in now. Kaiba's expressions were slow to accept the intrusion. His eyes opened to reveal beautiful sparkling sapphires, neither angry nor glad. Azure depths stayed glued to the blond, his hand still attached to the boy's arm.

Shizuka couldn't help but notice with a sudden surge of jealousy that Kaiba never before looked at her like that...and certainly never kissed her like that...

"Se-to!" the strawberry blonde haired girl cried out, the shock and rejection she felt seeped into her soft voice. Jounouchi took an awkward step forward, reaching his hand to her.

"Katsuya-yaru!" she screamed, slapping his cheek and bolting out the door.

"Imoutu!" he called after her. He made a move to leave and follow her, but stopped as Kaiba gave a gently tug on his arm. He turned around, locking disbelieving amber eyes onto sure azure. He wasn't smirking, nor smiling...his eyes held...a certain glint of which Jounouchi couldn't place. Kaiba leaned down, kissing the blond's cheek lightly. Amber eyes remained oddly passive and cold as he pushed Kaiba away. Their eyes met for a second...before Jounouchi turned and fled out the door.

Kaiba's eyes turned cold, but soft with a certain sadness present that he was unable to mask. He growled, suddenly angry. He threw his fist against the wall Jounouchi had been pressed up onto. He clenched his fists and stalked out of the house.

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Xiaolang's Ying Fa: Rememer to review! Sorry about the cliffy! And remember even more; SETO AND JOUNOUCHI FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER!!!! And I apologize again, I am really sorry, but now, you can read this fic and not feel like you're betraying Seto-chan and Jounouchi-kun!