HEY I am back again with my ridiculous stories even after someone advised me to quit writing stories as they are bad but still I am here to quench my thirst for writing.

I intended to complete this story but I think it is not going to right now as my exams are nearly finish only one left (that's also a week later)so I have time to think to write.

A/N : After all I wrote I really don't need to mention I don't own them As if anyone advices Nakamura Shungiku to stop writing the series I will kill him.

BENEFITS OF INJURY

Its already been a month after usagi san's accident but still he is making me do all the work that a person should do in his daily life for the need of survival and hygiene. More or less I am practically babysitting him though he is not a baby but a stupid and perverted grown up.

It is already winter now. I am watching the snow flakes falling from the sky like fallen stars that had lost their glitter. I am on my way to home from the grocery shop.

I reached home and saw Isaka and Aiwaka san were accompanying usagi san. After little conversation with them Usagi san took Aiwaka san to give her the manuscripts which were written by me with great frustration and anger.

'hey cutie.' Isaka san called me

'ha.'

'I need to talk to you about something.'

'yeah sure.'

'Some guests will be coming at the afternoon to visit Akihiko so can you stay outside during that time.'

'huh?'

' They will be asking many questions if they found out that you are living with Akihiko. I am just trying to avoid such situations.'

'oh ok '

'You need help I can arrange some place for you.'

'No its ok I will be staying at my friend's house then.'

Aiwaka san and usagi san came back a liitle later.

'Akihiko don't forget about the guests .'

' I will I never invited them Its their will not mine.'

' be a little polite bastard.'

'Whatever.'

'ok we will be going now.'

-*-*-*-

I am cleaning the house and decorating a little considering there will be some guests but I am really feeling a little down because of what ISaka san suggested. Its not that his proposal was wrong but if I am such a trouble then its not a big problem for me to stay upstairs and not showing myself to the guests. On the other hand may be its safe that way. For now I should really work on acting normal. If USagisan knows about all these he will not let me leave even if I request him for the umpteenth times.

May be I should give sumi senpai a call as it will be better to dwell at his house than wandering alone in this cold winter.

-*-*-*-

"misaki where are you going?'

'oh usagi san I am just going to deliver a book to sumi '

'when you did you start reading books?'

He is already holding me in his arms from behind and I can feel his lips dangerously close to my ears.

'ah he gave it to me to read but I didn't read it actually.'

He licks my ears and blows on it

' good as you are really palpitating handling reading my books.'

He plants kisses on my neck and tightens his hold on me. I break free from his embrace before he starts doing whatever he wants.

' I will be late usagi san ok see you later.

I almost scuttle out without any further delay or conversation.

It is too cold outside. Even with the sufficient garments I cant help shivering. May be I should call sumi and wait at the university gate for him. I search my pockets for the phone but realize that I didn't bring it . Returning now will be risky so I don't have any other choice but to spend the time somewhere alone. Maybe sitting at a park and reading this book which I randomly picked up will a good pastime. It is growing darker and soon it will be snowing. Walking by the streets aimlessly I am feeling a little empty inside. Its been long since I am left alone again. The recurring feeling is alien to me as its been long so long since usagi san left me. Come to think of it for the past few days of my life he was always with me and even in my private moments I was not alone. He didn't leave me alone once. Inspite of his torturous addiction to molest me I never even thought once to leave him too except once for my brother's will, but today I did. It feels like I am breaking a silent promise the effect of which is quite disheartening. And the damn weather is getting colder.

-*-*-*-

'hello Akihiko kun how are you now?'

The residence of the famous Bl novel writer Akihiko Usami is engage with the consort of several well known people. But the man who is the cause for all these is trying hard to fake a smile. Utterly frustrated in suppressing his anxiety for misaki he is waiting for a chance to go out and search for him. Lack of communication for long four hours is making him miserable and angry.

' I am better.'

' Excuse me I need to take my medicine.'

'yes sure '

Having a hard time in locating his assistant Akihiko reaches Aiwaka at last who was currently chatting with ISaka.

'Have you seen misaki?'

'No '

' manage the situation here I am going out.'

Isaka interrupts

'What? are you crazy Akihiko you cant just walk out like this .'

'Shut up '

' you cant even drive now and besides its not that he is a kid.'

'None of your business now let me go.'

'no you will not leave,the gathering is not over yet they have come to see you what am I suppose to answer.'

'That's your job now clear my way.'

Isaka is trying hard to block the way to the door.

'you bastard this is important '

'Nothing is more important than misaki now move before I get seriously angry.'

Aiwaka is getting quite tense and participate in the tussle to calm them down

'ok I will go and look for him if I see him I will bring him back and if I don't then Usami san will go out.'

'but misaki is –'

'I promise to search him trust me .'

'ok if he does not shows up in half an hour I will go out.'

'deal.'

-*-*-*-

Reading the book is getting boring and the lack of light at the park is making it more difficult. I close the book and see the people having an idle walk at the park. With the time the number is decreasing.

I think its already been 2 hours like this and I am feeling colder. The number of the pedestrians is very few now. It is dark now like pitch black. So no one will notice my tears right? I am getting tired of the heavy and shredding emotion in my heart and I want to relieve it as much as possible. I let the warm tears roll down my cheeks not even bothering to wipe them away. They are the only warmth near me in this freezing environment.

'Misaki?'

I hear a voice from behind it's a deep voice but I really don't want to pay it much attention as its owner is not at all usagi san. Still I look up and then look sideways to get a view of the person. I feel a little odd and terrified may be. It is the other USami , USagi san 's brother Haruhiko Usami.

So should I pursue?

I have an idea to turn this chaotic and impossibly tragic situation to a happy ending. Only your opinion will let me do it so please read and review