DISCLAIMER:(sorry i didn't do this on the first one) I DON'T OWN HARRY POTTER, that would be amazing, and i would be rolling in money but i do own Professor Mars!! she is my made up character!!! I might sell her to you for a cost though..haha JK JK!!!
A/n: this chapie is a little bit longer! Review if you read please, even if you don't like it, tell me why and i will see if i can make it better so that you can read it and enjoy it. Because that's what i do, i make try to make people smile at things I write. Oh Oh and this chapter is on of my favorites. it gets kinda intense at the end, well not really....
anyways ON WITH THE STORY!!
Classes started the next day. It wasn't to bad, we had only 2 classes with Syltheren. DADA and Potions. There were new teachers this year. Yet again we had a new DADA this time it was a woman.
When we walked in the class it was arranged in a weird way the desk were set up in groups of two but the had two names marked on them, the way muggel teachers would have in their classes for little kids at a primary school. I thought it was weird but went and found my name. Of course my seat was next to none other the Draco Malfoy. The professor walked in.
"Good afternoon, my name is Professor Mars, today we will be doing a few shield charms, I know you have probably already learned theses but just for practice lets make sure. Okay so everyone get out your books practice the wand movements for lets say ten minutes then get with your partner at your desk and practice, ONLY SHIELDING SPELLS. Anything else and you will have detention with me the night of the dance."
Draco looked back to Blaise Zanbini, I assume his best friend and said "Bloody hell I wouldn't mind having detention with this Professor she is pretty fucking hot" I looked over at him and rolled my eyes and began to practice that wand movements.
"Very Good Ms. Granger." I smiled.
"No it all" Malfoy muttered, I shot him a glare
The timer went off and Malfoy and I got up to practice on the mats Professor Mars had placed out. Of course I shielded all the spells he through at me, but then again they were little spells, and the same with him. Finally the bell rang. I packed up my stuff quick and went to wait for my friends.
"Blimy Professor Mars is hot, but damn did she have to sit me next to Pansy Perksion."
"At least you don't have to sit next to Lavender Brown, I know she isn't a syltheren but damn she is so fucking annoying I don't know how you ever went out with her Ron."
"She is not annoying, I love her, and went out Harry, We are going out now." My head popped up when I heard that, most of the time I ignore them, but when he said that my heart stopped. I mean of course it didn't work out between us but I still had feelings for him, he was the one who broke it off with me. I still wanted to be with him. My eyes started to well up and I knew I was on the verge of tears. We only had one more class though hopefully I could make it through then go back to my dorm and cry my eyes out. I just had to suck it up for an hour, I thought to my self.
Potions was easy, I sat by myself though not wanting to be bothered. We were making a dream potion that professor Slughorn said we would you for a project later. I mixed my ingredients together and stirred counter clockwise five times then clockwise five times and continued like that till I stirred the potion 65 times. I got my vile and put the potion into and cleaned up my area.
Just as I got finish the bell rung and I was out of there like a flash of lightening. I ran to the portrait and said the password. I couldn't contain myself any more and I just started to cry. I didn't even check to see if anyone was in there, but just my luck Malfoy was there. He looked to be reading. I quickly ran to the bathroom sat on the floor and grabbed my razor case and pulled out a razor blade. I looked at the shiny sharp blade in my hand, before thinking I pulled up my sleeve on my shirt to my for arm and made a pretty long cut right up from my vain. I had to bite my lip too keep from screaming at the pain at first, but as always I get used to and love the feeling of it. This was something I could control. I let it bleed for a long time until I heard a knock at the door.
"God Damn Granger you have been in there for 20 minutes, I'm sorry Mudblood but no amount of time in the bathroom could help the way you look not even days." Malfoy shouted through the door.
I didn't even have a comeback for his remark I just looked at myself in the mirror and thought "Hell he is probably right." I tired to pull my self together a little bit before opening the door, but that's when I realized that I was wearing a white long-sleeved shirt and the blood had soaked through.
"shit" I muttered to myself. I tired to find some way to hide my arm, not like he would ask questions anyway but still. I opened the door with my arm behind my back trying to conceal the blood stain over my for arm on my sleeve.
"What are you trying to hide Granger, a dildo, its ok I know it's the only way you get any."
I glared at him "No it isn't a dildo but what is it to you anyway"
" I don't know let me see" he went to grab my arm and I tried to move it out of the way but he caught the part I had just sliced and applied pressure, I screamed. He looked at me weird, the noticed what he had done.
"What the fuck, why are you bleeding?"
"Its nothing, I accidentally cut myself on my razor, trying to get it out of the bath water."
"Like hell I am going to believe lift up your sleeve."
"Why so you can laugh at me, call me stupid, tell me I am ugly some more? This is none of your god damn business so fuck off!" I stomped off to my room where I spent the rest of the night, I didn't even bother coming down for dinner or doing my patrols.
A/N:What do you think. ahh so i am really liking this story, if you see in grammatical errors or spelling please let me know! i appreciate any type of criticism. OH and if you read everything including the Arther's notes then put in your review BBYCAKES ROX MY SOX...haha yes i am a little conceded