this is my first fanfic and its a naruto one. please tell me what u think and R&R. thanks

victoria

DISCLAIMER: i do not own naruto or any of the characters

SUMMARY: naruto is suicidal and cuts himself wanting to doe because he is tired of the lie that he lives everyday. he is put under the care of a certain someone and love may bloom.

WARNING: contains yaoi, boyxboy, if you dont like then dont read.

RATED: MA for mature content and R for attempted suicide multiple times

"talking"

/thinking/

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Chapter 2

Blue eyes opened to be blinded by a bright light. They shut instantly as pain wracked his head. When his eyes adjusted to the light, Naruto only saw white walls. He realized that the white walls looked familiar like he had been there before and that is when it hit him. He was in the hospital. He went to sit up but a sudden burning and tightening in his chest stopped him and he moaned out in pain. He grabbed at his chest trying to ease these sensations thats taking over his body and his breathing was becoming labored.

There was movement to the right of him, but Naruto didn't notice until a hand took his and a voice that told him to relax and take deep breaths. Naruto did as he was instructed and soon the burning sensation went away and he was breathing easy. When Naruto opened his eyes, he was surprised that the voice belonged to Sasuke. Naruto looked up at him and then looked away, not wanting to look into those onyx eyes and see confusion in their depths.

Sasuke took his hand off of Naruto's and sat in a chair that was by the bed. For long moments neither one of them spoke and the silence was getting to the Uchia as he wanted to know why his friend had done this to himself. Finally he couldn't take it anymore and decided to ask the question that was foremost on his mind.

"Why?"

"Why what?" was the blonds counter question.

"Why did you do this? Why?"

Naruto just laid there looking out the window with dulled eyes. He didn't even want to look at Sasuke. He didn't want to see the confusion and pity in his eyes. He didn't need their pity, he was fine on his own. The continuing silence was killing the raven haired boy.

"Naruto look at me"

When said boy didn't, Sasuke stood up and stood next to the bed and tilted Naruto's chin making the blond face him.

"Why?"

"You really want to know why Sasuke. Why that I tried to kill myself. I'm tired of being called a monster and that everyone in the village hates me. They treat me as if I'm nothing ore than dirt on the street and I'm tired of it. I just want all this pain to end"

Sasuke let his hand drift to his side as he took in all that Naruto just told him. He stood there in shock as Naruto looked away from the teme. Just as he was about to say something, the door to the room slid open and the hokage herself came in. Tsunade came in and stood on the other side of the bed and looked down at Naruto. She thinks of him as her little brother and doesn't want to loose him.

"Naruto, you baka. Don't you ever do something that stupid again. You were lucky that Sasuke found you in time and I was able to save you. Now to make sure that you don't try this again, I am putting you under the care of Sasuke and you will live with him"

Naruto looked up at her in shock as he made a dash for the closest window to try and escape. But to no avail. Once he reached the window sill strong arms wrapped around his waist and pulled him backwards.

"Dobe, stop struggling. You are only making it worse and this is for your own good"

Naruto stopped struggling and went slack in Sasuke's arms as he was breathing hard. Sasuke helped him back to the bed and laid him on it. Tsunade did something and naruto was asleep seconds later. She turned to face the raven haired teen.

"Thank you for doing this Sasuke. It means a lot to me. When you brought him in here I thought that I was going to loose him."

"It was nothing Tsunade-sama . And if it comes down to it, I will protect naruto with my life"

"Thanks Sasuke. Now he will be released in the morning"

"Hai, I will be here to get him"

They both left the room knowing that naruto was safe for now, or so they thought. When Naruto noticed that they were out of the room, he made a dash to the window and slipped out into the night.

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well thats chapter 2. i would like to thank all the peopl who review my first chapter. so what do you think about this one? R&R much love to the readers