"W...what?! Jake it's not nice to joke about that." I tried to make him say he was joking, but even I didn't fool myself.

"I'm not joking." he said wrapping his hands around mine. "Someone brought a club drug to the party and when Sam came he knew and kicked him out. I guess he had a list." he added the last part more quietly.

I didn't know what to say. "Who was on the list?" my voice was a hoarse whisper.

I couldn't stand the thought of other people getting the drug too. How many people had gotten the drug? I shuddered as I thought of how many people must have been there for the drugger not to have been noticed. Then I thought about what I knew about club drugs. That there were usually used to rape people.

I stopped thinking and unconsiously squirmed closer to Jacob. He lifted me up and sat me on his huge, warm lap. His hand ran under my chin and lifted my face up so that my brown eyes met his pitch black ones.

"You." I waited for him to continue. When I saw that he wasn't going to I sighed and buried my face into his shoulder.

"Well this isn't anything different."

"What do you mean?"

"It's just that it's always me that gets targetted for something isn't it?" I climbed out of his lap and walked into the kitchen. I had been getting so hot next to Jacob for that long. "First I was being hunted by James, then the Vultori, then Victoria." I slid down into one of the chairs at the table. Jake walked towards me and sat down in a chair next to me.

"So you're not gonna cry or get mad at me and try to hit me again?" his voice was questioning my sanity.

"No. Why would I get mad at you?"

"I don't know." he was ashamed now.

"Jake." I sighed "You need to stop thinking that you have to protect me. It wasn't your fault that someone slipped me drugs. Heck it probably was my fault. Setting my drink down for a few minutes or eating something that I didn't know what it was."

"Yah I guess you're right." he said chuckling. "After all you seem to like danger." I laughed with him.

After we both stopped laughing we sat at the kitchen table in an akward silence.

"Jake, I'm sorry, you have to leave."

He nodded and looked at the back sliding door. Jake pushed his chair back and stood up. I started to do the same when his hand pushed on my shoulder for me to stay where I was. I let him push me back in the chair gently.

"If you need to talk I'm here." Then his hand was gone. I looked up and the room was empty. I heard the front door open and Edward was sitting in the chair next to me before the door had swung shut.

"Hey." he said.

"Hey." I skooted my chair closer to him. He pulled it over the rest of the way for me.

"So. Are you gonna tell me what you two talked about, or is it none of my buisness?"

"It's none of your buisness." I didn't want Edward to find out about the drugs. He would over react and try to find someone to blame.

"Are you sure?" he asked as he stroked my hair.

"Yes." he shifted my chair so that I was facing him.

"Bella tell me what you two talked about."

"No."

"I could hear what he was thinking and he was not thinking about flowers and rainbows." he was being stern now. He pushed himself away from me and stood up. He started pacing the room.

"Well then what was he thinking about?" I followed his pacing with my eyes.

"Drugs and alcohol and parties! Bella tell me what happened!" he had stopped pacing and was staring at me. Edward was yelling now too.

"Nothing happened." I tried to yell but my voice wouldn't raise at my angel. Edward crouched down next to my chair and held the edge of it.

"Bella you're a terrible liar." his voice was quivering and rising. "Now tell me what happened for God's sake!" His eyes were pleading but I couldn't tell him. For both of our sake.

"No. There's nothing to tell." I tried to get up from my chair. His arms had me trapped in the chair. Edward didn't move for a minute. I looked up into his eyes. They were black, hungry, mad. "Edward let me up."

"Not until you tell me what you two talked about."

"Fine then you're going to be there forever cause I'm not going to tell you. There's nothing to tell."

Edward sighed. "Just tell me Bella." he tried to dazzle me. I couldn't let him do that this time. I turned my head away from his beautiful gaze.

Neither of us said anything. He still wasn't letting me up. I pushed on his chest for him to move. He didn't even notice.

"Edward let me up." I said again. When he didn't respond I shouted. "Edward let me up!"

He looked down at me. He dropped his left arm. I squirmed out of the chair. When I was free I walked over to the sink. Edward followed me. I ignored him and started to fill the sink with water.

"Bella you're going to tell me what happened." his voice was threatening. A chill actually ran down my spine, and it wasn't a good one this time. I had recognized his voice from when we were in the lair of the Vultori. I turned towards him.

"Don't threaten me." I knew it sounded momish but if we were going to be together forever I needed to put my foot down. And I was getting mad now.

"Bella you need to tell me. Or I'll go to Jacob and find out." his voice didn't change.

I was getting sick of Edward bringing the treaty up everytime we got in a fight. And threatening me with it.

"Dammit Edward! Stop bringing that up!" I was yelling at him now. "Every time you want something your way you use that against me! It has to stop! I know I made a mistake by falling in love with Jake, but I chose you! Just drop it!"

Now we were both yelling. "No I will not drop it! Because you need to reliaze that I don't trust your precous Jacob! As much as I try to I can't. I can't stop seeing the bad in him that you are so blind to!"

"Well if you don't trust him then why do you leave me alone with him?!"

"I don't! I'm listening the whole time!"

I stared at him. How could he do that? I trusted him enough to give me some privacy. I didn't know what to say to him. Edward looked at me.

"What you think I'd actually leave you alone with that...mut?!"

That had done it. "Yah I do! Because I thought that you trusted me!! I don't care if you don't trust Jacob and want to listen to him when he's with me! But if you trusted me enough you would have butted out!!" when I said butted I shoved his chest. He grabbed my wrists and leaned in to me.

"That mut's gonna rape you someday and you'll regret not listening to me." his grip on my wrists tightened. At that moment his eyes were the scariest thing that I'd ever seen. They were filled with hate and violence. His look stabbed me and caused tears to spring to my eyes. "Him and that Newton kid are the same. They'll use you then break your heart. And I'll be the one who has to pick up the pieces."

My stomach started to churn, my throat went dry. I could feel myself break into a cold sweat and the blood drain from my face. It took me a second to recognize what it was.

I was scared. I was actually scared of Edward.

My voice was weak and cracked as I spoke. "Edward I want you to leave now."

At first he just stared at me with that same gaze that brought pain to my heart. His grip on my wrists tightened even more, I'm sure that if adrenaline wasn't running thru my body right now it would hurt.

I heard a car door shut and looked towards the garage. Edward's gaze didn't leave mine. I felt a breeze and I was in my room. Alone. Charlie yelled up from the living room as he turned on a game.

"Bells you home?"

"Yah dad I'm gonna study." my eyes were glued to the window.

"K." he let it drop so he could watch the game.

I almost ran to my window. I pushed down on it with all my strength and locked it. I was shaking all over. I sat down on the edge of my bed. My wrists were bright red and were just now starting to hurt and throb. I raised my wrists closer to my face. That's when the tremors took over and the first silent tears ecscaped my eyes.

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