Fi awoke at last it was late she looked over at her bedside table and saw her clock read 10:00 P.M. She had slept for 10 hours. She sat up and looked around she jumped as she turned her head towards the door her brother was sitting next to the bed he had falled asleep there and she sighed softly wondering why he had come into her room. She shook him and he jumped lifting his head and looked at her.
"What are you doing in here!?" She asked looking at him even though it was dark he could see the fury in her eyes and shivers went through his body.
"Im Sorry I didnt mean to hurt you!" He whispered and looked down at her bed. He felt his face flushing he wasnt good at talking to her when she was angry he thought she was beautiful and when he smiled she hated him all the more.
She felt her heart skip a beat he never apologized ever he only teased her and taunted her when she was angry at him. SHe really didnt know what to say to this, "Um...I-I" was all she managed and he looked down at the bed once more as if anticipating something.
Then he looked back up at her how beautiful she looked. Her hair looked soft and silky and her eyes more confused than angry and her lips looked soft. He couldnt hold back anymore. He knew he wold go to hell and pull her with him but he didnt care he leaned in and with his last effort to stop himself gave in and kissed her full on the lips. Lust and passion was in the kiss he gave her. It wasnt the normal brotherly love kiss it was so much more than that. He was giving her his heart his soul. Letting his guard down. She could take it or break it it was her choice now.
She felt the warmth of his lips collide with hers and froze she didnt know whether to slap him, pull away, or kiss back. Her heart wasnt telling her what to do. This was her first kiss ever and it was with Jack. She decided to make the most of this passion. She kissed back with all the love she could muster. She showed him her feelings. Her heart was speaking through her lips she wanted this. It was wrong but as irresistable as bees were to flowers. She felt his hands slide onto her waist and lift try to press her to him and she landed on the floor.
Reality came back. The kiss broke.
She looked even more confused than before her heart beating out of her chest, "Jack what was that?" She asked softly questioningly. She saw him blush more scarlet than she ever had in her life and then the door opened. Fi was still on the floor and Jack a few feet from her. "What are you guys doing in here?" Molly asked looking from one to the other and flipped on the light. Fi let her mouth open and close a few times before she stood slowly and cleared her throat.
"Nothing mom we were just talking" She said and offered her hand to help a very red Jack off the floor.
"Are you two sure your alright?" She asked she had just gotten out of her concert Fi could tell she still in her concert clothes.
Fi nodded and her mom said, "Well than get to bed you two" and walked back out closing the door.
Fi looked back to her still very red brother and said, "Why did you kiss me?"
He looked at his hands and then back up at her, "I cant explain it but I think I love you" He said and took a step towards her.
She didnt know what to say to this and looked him back in the eye her heart telling her to forgive him and say she loved him but her common sense was telling her that what he was saying was wrong and she needed to not encourage it and say it was very wrong that he loved her. She looked him in the eye and opened her mouth but for once in her lifetime she didnt have a clue what she wanted to say.
"I dont know Jack" She said at last and saw him staring at her still and blushed thinking of the kiss again and again in her head and sighed softly.
Jack looked at her and nodded softly and kissed her forehead before turning away from her and only looked back once as he went to his bedroom and closed the door that was between both of thier bedrooms. When he was finally gone she went to the light switch and turned it off and went back to her bed and sat on it slowly exhaling the kiss replaying in her mind.
She looked down at her hands and looked at her pillow before letting her emotions out. She felt tears run down her cheeks and didnt hold back. She started to sob and lifted her hands to her face and sobbed into them crying softly and rocked back and forth on the bed. Jack could hear her crying through the door and it broke his heart to know that he did this to her.
"Im so sorry" he whispered against the door and closed his eyes and walked to his bed pulled his shirt off and slipped into bed only his PJ pants on. He sighed laying his head against the wall and sighed listening to Fi's sobs in the room next to him. He couldnt sleep when his sister cried he just felt so worried about her. She hated when she deprived him of sleep but he couldnt listen to her cry and actually sleep through it.
She layed on the bed her face on her pillow her sobs muffled but her head right by her brothers on the other side of the wall. She didnt fall asleep for a long time and Jack remained up until long after her sobs were through. He felt awful about kissing her but if anyone found out they would both be in trouble most likely thrown in the insane asylym. Not to mention how thier mom would never trust either of them again.
Jack let dark circles grow under his eyes and he only slept about an hour.
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Fi slept till morning. She awoke and looked around this time Jack wasnt at her bedside sleeping he wasnt in sight. She stood and sighed stretching and opened the door to her brother's room. He was just looking at the ceiling the dark circles under his eyes showed how long he had been up. She sighed and looked at him and he looked back at her and she went to his bedside and sat on it.
She stroked his hair softly and he intook a breath and out took one. He sighed and looked at her reaching out a hand and gently stroked her hair. All her tears were long gone and her body looked as worn as his. She closed her eyes at his touch it felt nice. She liked it.
"Jack how did this happen?" She asked her eyes still closed her voice barely above a whisper and a single tear rolled down her cheek and he caught it wiping it away.
He leaned in again and kissed her. All her worries faded as he did this and all she cared about was returning the kiss. He softly put his hands on her waist and pulled her onto his lap. She wrapped her arms around his neck and the kiss broke and they looked into each others eyes. The passion she saw in his eyes when she looked in them was indescribable. The pain and love mixed with confusion was in her leaned her head on his shoulder and heard her own bedroom door open and let go of him quicky and stood slowly.
"Breakfast!" She heard her mom say in a half there tone and she heard her door close and Fi let out a breath and looked back at her brother with love in her eyes and walked back into her room closing the door to his behind her.