Title: Love and other disasters

Chapter: 3th

Chapter's name: It's not happening

Characters: Jeff HARDY, Trish STRATUS, Beth BRITT, Amy "Lita" DUMAS, Matt HARDY, Christian CAGE, Melina PEREZ, Randy ORTON, Torrie WILSON, Ashley MASSARO, Adam "Edge" COPELAND and others.

Characters in this chapter: Jeff HARDY, Trish STRATUS, Matt HARDY

Author: Adrea019

Everytime I try to fly, I fall

Without my wings I feel so small

I guess I need you baby

And everytime I see you in my dreams

I see your face, you're haunting me

I guess I need you baby

TWO WEEKS LATER

2 weeks. 14 days. 336 hours. To Jeff it seemed more like 2 years. After what happened, Vince gave Trish 2 weeks break from wrestling, so tomorrow he should see her. He was so worried about her. He never liked to see her either, but not knowing anything about her was 100 time worst.

He couldn't go see her, cuz' he had no excuse. What? Is he supposed to go there and say: Hey, Trish, I know we hate each other and everything, but I was worried about you so I came to see how are you? No, he wouldn't do that, so he just asked Amy, how is she. But all Amy seemed to say was: she's fine, she's ok or she's doing good. But it wasn't enough to him. He wanted to see her. No. He needed to see her.

This night was the longest night in his life. Next morning he'll see her again. First time after 2 weeks. He wanted to forget about her, but it wasn't possible. Everybody was talking about her. They were asking him what happened to her, will she be ok? He didn't know what to say. He wished he knew how is she, but he didn't. And it was killing him. He felt like loosing his mind. It was crazy. He wrestle – he sees her. Eats – thinks about her. Sleeps – dreams about her. Thoughts about her was haunting him. He needed to rescue himself, and that's going to happen just when he sees her. It means tomorrow.

He remembered the moment when he touched her face. The moment when he looked into her eyes. That eyes. She had beautiful eyes.

No no no no! He has to stop thinking about her. From now. Stop it! She's not his type of a girl. A Punk and a Barbie doll? Nah! It's not going to happen. It isn't a fairytale. It's life. His life. There are no miracles in a real life. Miracle? What is he talking about? No, what is he thinking about? Getting together with her wouldn't be a miracle! Better a disaster!

Next day

All he has to do is just knock on the door and ask her how is she. Doesn't look hard. Ok just knock. . . No. Yes. God damn it, just knock an a fucking door! Maybe he should go away? No. He waited for this moment so long, he can't just go away! Or can he? No, he can't. . .

- Jeff? - Here she goes. So beautiful. She looks gorgeous. He didn't even need to knock. She made the first step. He can be calm now.

- Blondie - That's the way he always called her. - How are you? I mean. . . You know. You collapsed and I was there and. . . Well. . . I just thought. . . You know. . . I was thinking how are you and. . . I just - She smiled. He must look really ridiculous

- I'm ok, thanks for helping me two weeks ago

- Oh, no problem about that. So. . . Why did you collapsed?

- Uhm you see the past few weeks were really hard for me, I was stressed so, that's why I collapsed - She gave him a little smile

God, he felt horrible. She had stress and he still get on her nerves. He annoyed her, while she was in that condition. He blamed himself. He could see, she didn't feel good, but he payed no attention to it. What an asshole that he was!

- God, Trish I'm sorry. I feel kinda responsible about what happened to you. I feel horrible. . .

- No, don't. It wasn't your fault anyway. It's all about me. - He saw tears in her eyes, and he couldn't resist but to hug her. And she hugged him back. He felt the warmth of her body. Her silk hair on his neck, her soft hands on his back. He broke the hug, took her face into his hands and stared into her eyes. Their foreheads closed, he leaned in and kissed her softly. She didn't break the kiss. He knew what he's doing, but he couldn't help it. Then he deepened the kiss and put all his passion for her, as well as she did. But then suddenly she moved away.

- It's just not right. . .

- Trish! - He shouted, but it was too late, she already was gone.

- Deeply in love, little brother? - Matt touched his shoulder

- Not now Matt. - All he could think about was her. He didn't want to talk to anyone.

- Common Jeff, tell me. It's ok. . .

- I just kissed the girl, that I hate and I realise that I'm falling to her!! - Jeff shouted with anger in his eyes - And you tell me it's ok?! It isn't ok, Matt! Not always life is beautiful, sometimes happen things, that shouldn't happen and there is no damn thing you, I or anyone else could do about it! We are so different, she's just too far away from me, that I could reach her. It isn't ok Matt!

- Calm down. . .

- You know what? Just leave me alone!

- Fine!! You have no right to pull it all on me, I didn't do anything, ok? You kissed her, not me. You screwed things up, not me. So don't blame me Jeff, if you want to blame someone, than blame yourself!

- Sorry man, it's just that I'm so confused. It's not happening. . . - Jeff said calmer as he put his hands on his head