Title: Love and other disasters
Chapter: 6th
Chapter's name: The story of my life
Characters: Jeff HARDY, Trish STRATUS, Beth BRITT, Amy "Lita" DUMAS, Matt HARDY, Christian CAGE, Melina PEREZ, Randy ORTON, Torrie WILSON, Ashley MASSARO, Adam "Edge" COPELAND and others.
Characters in this chapter: Jeff HARDY, Trish STRATUS, mentions about: Randy ORTON, Christian CAGE, Amy "Lita" DUMAS, Matt HARDY, Paul "Triple H" LEVESQUE, Stephanie McMAHON, Dwayne "The Rock" JOHNSON, Phillip "CM Punk" BROOKS, Ashley MASSARO, Melina PEREZ, John CENA, Adam "Edge" COPELAND, Beth BRITT, Shannon MOORE.
Author: Adrea019
Notes: In this chapter there will be no part where Jeff and Trish meets or shares a conversation, here I'll tell you about their lives, how they feel about each other and about another people
What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do?
What if I fell to the floor
Couldn't take this anymore
What would you do?
TRISH'S POW
Jeff and Randy hanging out together? Something's wrong. I mean they hated each other! And now they're acting like best friends? They're talking about something all the time, they look really interested in something.
It's strange. What's going on?
I tried to ask Randy but he subterfuges everytime. And Jeff. . . I wouldn't ask Jeff. Because he would have a reason to think I care about him. And it's not true. Well, maybe. . . not true.
Yesterday Christian kissed me. It was a good kiss. . . I guess. But not as good as the one(s) with Jeff. I'm trieing not to compare them - Christian with Jeff. Because it would just make mines and Christian's relationship even worst. . . to me. He's in the 9th heaven about us. I wish I would be too. But I'm not.
I wish Amy would be there for me, well she is. . . But right now 95 procent of her time belongs to Matt, 4 procent to wrestling ( she can't wrestle right now because of her leg, so now she only makes backstage scenes, I guess she starts to wrestle next week, people really missed her ) and only 1 procent to herself and to her friends. It sucks, but I'm happy about her. It's obvious those two love birds are in love. They are all over each other. I cought them on the couch making out like 4 times already, not to talk about how many times I saw them hugging and kissing. God, do they ever talk to each other? I mean it seems like they have time only for one thing. . . But, as I said, I'm happy about them, it's cute that they love each other so much. Matt's so romantic, he gives Amy roses or chocolates like everyday, and he repeats her how beautiful and amazing that she is every 5 minutes. . . I wonder is Jeff the same way?
One thing I'm happy about is that I finally reconciled with my brother Paul, better known as Triple H and his wife Stephanie. We were fighting half year now, because I never got along with Steph. But now, when they have another daughter, I understand, that it's a perfect time for us to got along and to become a family. Me, Paul, Steph and their little ones are hanging out together a lot right now, and I see that Steph isn't that bad. Actually she's a nice woman and we're becoming pretty good friends.
I finally find time to hang out with my best friends ( ofcurce, Amy wasn't there, she had a date with Matt ) - The Rock ( Dwayne Johnson ), Randy, Phillip ( CM Punk ), Ashley, Melina, John Cena & Adam. We all 7 got to a great, my favorite night club "Illuminare" and spent time better than I expected. I know what you think - 7 best friends?? But I love to hang out with my friends and with these 7 ( 8 with Amy ), I got along extremely well.
Talking about Dwayne, I'm happy that after what happened between us, we still are best friends. We dated 2 years, but then we broke up, because we understood, that we're awesome as friends, but terrible as a couple.
And Melina isn't that selfish in reality. She's an "A class" Diva, but she's an "A+ + + class" person.
I hope Ashley & Amy once could become friends. Ashley dated Matt and she was never fine with idea that Matt chose to date Amy instead of her.
John and Adam always makes me laugh when I'm crying, they are simply amazing.
Phillip gives me courage to do the craziest things, that I would never usually do. He inspires me to go for my dreams and never take no for an answer. He repeats, that we live just once, and that's why we have to do everything what we want till it's not too late.
And Randy - we grew up together. I feel like he can read my mind - it's crazy. Noone knows me better than Randy. People says that we're like a couple, that we are closer than some brothers and sisters. It's true. After all, as Jeff would say - I'm female Randy's copy.
Jeff. . . What can I say about Jeff? I can't stop thinking about him. He's certainly haunting me. I remember those two times when we kissed, all the moments we spent together. . . And it drives me crazy. I remember time by time his look, when he sneaked into my locker room and caught me only with lingerie. The way he looked at my body. I never saw so many passion in any mans eyes. I was burning inside. The feeling, that to him I'm more than a life-size barbie-doll, is amazing. His girlfriend should be the luckiest girl in the world. . .
JEFF'S POW
Here I go again. . . I love walking here, near this street, close to the lake. It's so calming. And once again I'm deep in my minds. Everytime we're in Miami ( and we're performing here very often ) I'm walking here. People do recognize me, often they ask me for an autograph or asks if they can get a picture with me. The answer's always the same: ofcource. But here, there are not many people, it's dark and I'm with a hood, which hides my face. So I can feel like a normal person. I love this feeling.
I love to escape from my life. For a lot of people it seems unbelievable. Why should I want to escape from my life? They think that my life is amazing. Yeah, right, it can't get any better. . . I do make a giant money, just between us, in a year, I earn over a million, not to mention all the honorars that I get for a 'special' performances. I have a lot of luxury apartments and houses all over the world, because I hate staying at hotels. A few months before I bought my dream car - black 2008/2009 Ferrari GTB Fioranno. But even if so, there's a lot of things in my life that I DO want to escape from.
My mom died from a brain cancer when I was nine and I always blamed myself for all the bad things I did or said to her. If I only could get back and tell her how much I love her. But I can't. . .
A year ago I broke up with my long time girlfriend Beth. She just wasn't that person. She wasn't the one for me. Beth always wanted to get as close to me as she could, but I couldn't let her to touch my soul. My friends hated her. Shannon, Shane, Greg, Andrew even Matt. She wanted to control my life. I didn't broke up with her before just because we dated for a long time and I used to her. She was the part of my life and I really thought it's gonna be very hard to end things up with her, but for a huge surprise, when I told those words - "It's over, Beth" I felt. . . free. My friends almost organized a party to me that I finally, as they said "dumped her".
I missed my hometown - North Carolina. All the people there, my dad, my friends. I feel all alone in this world. Matt's always with Amy. My mom's dead. My dad's far far away. And the only person I could let close to me - we're always arguing. Our relationship is so complicated. Or maybe it's true what Randy said - maybe there is no relationship between me and Trish?
Trish surprises me. My friends hated Beth, but they seemed to be in love with Trish. She's a barbie doll, so how comes that she get along with my punk friends? I can't talk to them! Really! Everytime I try to tell them how selfish she is, they always stand up for her. And at the end, I'm the one to blame. "You're just too reserved, Jeff. If you would only give her a chance to improve that she IS an amazing person, you would blame yourself for the rest of your life for telling all these bad things about her!" As my 'suppose to be' best friend Shannon said. Hell, are they mines or hers friends?
Anyway I have to admit that Trish knows how to associate with people. She just touches the thing which is the most important to you and then you feel like you could tell her the story of your life with all the details. It scares me. I don't want her to know all the details of my life.
I hate Christian. Maybe I'm just jealous, but I hate him. He could take any girl in this world ( except Amy ) but why the hell did he chose the one, who I care about?! Is she blind? Can't she see that he's worth nothing?? I really can't understand women. First Beth doesn't know what the word 'no' means, now Trish chose the worst guy she can choose. And then women complains that men can't understand them?? Where's the logic? If you want somebody to understand you, maybe you should act sane?? But the thing that really sucks here is that women can't stop but to make life heavier to men, but men, like an dumbasses can't live without women?! Where's the logic here?
But the whole 'Trish's and Christian's relationship' thing is about to end really soon. Me and Randy are gonna take care of this. Just don't think I turned heel or evil or something. I just want that everything would be ok with Trish. She won't be ok with Christian. I know it. Randy know's it. I hate working with Randy but I guess I have no choise. Me and Randy never liked each other and we never will. But we have to get rid of Christian. To take him away from Trish. For sake of everybody. . .