Hey Again! Im back and writing, but only if u review, otherwise I might have to abandon the story :S:S. So please, Please, PLEASE!! Review! Once again, I do not own Twilight or it's characters. Anyhoo, here's chapter 4.

Recap: Edward, reluctantly pulled away, giving me my favorite crooked smile, before recomposing his face and turning toCarlisle.

"I think it's time"

I mentally slapped myself as I swayed to the side, losing my balance at the shock of what was happening. Don't get me wrong. I want more than anything to become a vampire and be with my Edward eternally, but this all seemed to be happening so quickly. One moment, I'm getting out of the car to be greeted by my family, and the next moment, Carlisle sends Emmett to his office to get chainst to tie me down.

For some resaon, no one noticed what was happening, and I hit the floor with a loud 'thud'. "Owwww..." I moaned, trying to pick myself up from the floor. Of course, Edward beat me to it.

"Are you okay?" He asked studying my body to check if anything was wrong.

"Yea, I'm fine, I guess I just sorta passed out for a bit there. But don't think I'm chickening out. I'm ready for this." I added the last bit as Edward's face became unsure. "I promise you, I will never regret this, not one moment, for the rest of eternity."

He studdied me a bit longer, before realizing the truth my words held. Edward grabbed both my small, fragile hands in his, before rubbing the back of my hand against his cheek. "I love you." He mouthed to me. Just then, I felt another set of cold arms on my back. I turned my head to see Carlisle.

He motioned for me to follow him up the stairs, and I obliged.

In my nervous state, I managed to trip over several steps on the way up, but I had six vampires behind me, who caught me every time. Carlisle lead me into Edward's room where I noticed a cold, metal, opperating table. It reminded me of the tables you see in horror films. Technically, this could be considered a horror film. I was about to lose my humanity, and be turned into a monster.

Carlisle motioned for me to sit on the table, and I did, however so clutzily. I studied the room, as if it would be different once I was a vampire, and I didn't want to forget it, and noticed an IV in the corner.

"Crap..."I murmered under my breath. Obviously, the Cullens heard. At first they were puzzled, they thought I was going to abort at the last minute or that I thought they would hurt me, but after they all followed my gaze, they errupted in laughter.

"Bella, you never sease to amaze me. You're about to endure three horrible days of pain, and you're completely fine with that, but you notice an IV, and all of a sudden you're petrified." Edward taunted.

I simply sighed. "I hope you're all happy. Well, let's just get this IV thing over with." I held put my arm and Carlisle put it back down.

"Not quite yet, dear. We need to put the chains on first. If you'd be as kind as to lay down." He motioned to the length of the table, and I easily lowered myself down. The table was freezing, but that was soon going to be the least of my worries.

I felt the heavy cold chains being wrapped around my ankles, wrists, and waist, until I was fully secured. I had a small pillow under my head, protecting my skull from the harsh, unforgiving metal below, and once I assured them that I was ready, Carlisle brought over the IV. I looked away, and flinched as it enterred my skin, but quickly got over it.

I could feel the morphine seaping through my veigns, leaving me dizzy and not completely aware of my surroundings. After several minutes, I heard Carlisle tell Edward that it was time.

"This is going to seem rather predictable, but I suggest that you bite her on the back of the neck. It will be less noticeable, it will be closer to her heart, and there is a major veign there." Carlisle stated

I felt Edward's cool hand on my face, as he brushed a stray strand of hair out of the way. I felt his weight shift as he knelt down beside, giving me one last kiss. His kiss was simple, but it said everything. It said that he wanted me, wanted me forever, and was willing to make me his.

He lightly kissed a path from my lips, across my jaw, and to my neck. I felt his cool breath against my skin as he took a deep breath to prepare himself. Next thing I knew, I felt his cold lips pressed firmly to my neck, before they parted, revealing a set of sharp teeth. He took one last breath, before I felt a sharp pricking on my neck. I absentmindedly lifted my neck up wards, exposing myself, as if to give Edward more access.

It felt natural, yet different and new. All I could feel was Edward's presence beside me. As he sat there, I slowly became aware, as Edward pulled away. I was completely confused. I felt absolutely no pain. I looked up at Edward and saw his bright red eyes. I knew he had bitten me, but why couldn't I feel any pain? It couldn't be the morphine. Could it really have been that effective?

As if right on cue, I felt a fire itching at the back of my neck.

Ok, so I know that that wasn't the longest chapter, but I wanted to save the actual transformation for a chapter all on it's own. But I hoped you liked that. Please R&R though. Im not getting like any reviews at all, except from my friends (On An Edge, I thank you!!lmao) and if I dont get any reviews, Im not going to updat as often, or maybe not at all, so PLEASE R&R!! ANYTHING!!