Ok Guys! I dont on twilight or any of its character's. I'd like to give a HUGE THANKYOU to everyone who REVIEWED!! SO THANK YOU!! So here's Chapter 5, and make sure you review to tell me what you think.
Recap: As if right on cue, I felt a fire itching at the back of my neck.
At first, it was a simple buzz, irritating, but tolerable, until it grew. Within seconds, it became an impossible amount of pain, eating me from the inside out.
I did my best to withhold the scream building in my throat, knowing it would make Edward feel guilty for putting me through this, but within seconds, I couldn't stand it any more. My scream tore through the silence, ear crippling, like I was being tortured and killed, and, technically, I was. This pain was torture, and it was killing me, slowly and unendlessly without mercy.
Every heart beat pushed the fire farther through my veigns, making this even more irreversible. With every beat, the pain grew to a new level. It pulsed through me, growing, then momentarily diminishing, before growing back up again, leaving me numb, but not numb enough to be able to ignore the pain. It burned me away, and I couldn't help but let out another scream.
This scream put the others to shame, as the fire continued to rage on, and I faintly heard Edward in the background of my screams begging Carlisle to help me.
"Carlisle! There has to be something we can do. We have to be able to help the pain. I can't just stand here and watch her suffer, knowing that I can't help her, and thta this is all my falut!" He pleaded with Carlisle.
The fact that he was once again, blaming this on him enfurriated me, and Imomentarily forgot about the pain burning through me.
"Edwaaaaard! Don't you dare say this is your fault!" I couldn't say any more before another scream errupted from my lungs. I couldn't believe that I could still scream. My throat was raw and I had no air in my lungs.
After what was only several hours, but felt like I'd been suffering for an eternity, an eternity of pain, an eternity meant to be spent with my Edward, happily, my body realized what was happening, and realized it didn't know how to respond. I, consciously, knew the entire time what was happening to me, but once my body, itslef, realized that it was in danger, and dieing, it decided it had to fight back. My heart rate was changing, unusually, my blood pumping through my veigns dangerously.
My muscles contracted, my limbs flailing madly, even under the chains, and sent my body into convulsions. The pain didn't ease in the slightest. If anything, the thrashing made it worse.
I had no energy; I was exhausted, and yet my body found the energy to fight back, even if it was in vain. I had no control over myself; my screams, my body, not even my mind. I could internally feel myself dieing, and knowing that not even the first day was over, did not help.
I couldn't open my eyes, not that I wanted to. I knew Edward was beside me. Every now and then, I would feel his hands on me, in an attempt to ease the fire burning within. At first, it actually helped, momentarily giving me a retreat from the pain into his cold touch, but, eventually, the feeling stopped helping and began t make it worse, as if fueling the fire. Noticing this, Edward gave up a while in. Also, at first, I found that looking at Edward helped me; it brought back my memories of us together, making me smile, but, now, that would do nothing without my control over my mind.
After a log time, I felt my body give up on its first line of defense, as it ran out of all energy. My thrashing stopped, as the venom, Edward's venom, pumped closer to my heart and farther into my body. As the thrashing stopped, I figured my screams would die down too, but I was so wrong. If anything they got worse, with the growing pain. I hadn't realized how much the thrashing was more of a blessing than anything.
It meant my body was still fighting against the pain, doing everything it could to defend itself, and, most importantly, live. That was my body's objective, one, that I knew, it would not obtain. When my body stopped the thrashing, it's first line of defense, it gave the venom full physical roam and effect. It's power, my pain, was increased, because my body had stopped fighting it, in that sense, and gave it it's full potential at that state. It's full ability to destroy my humanity and pull me deep into a surreal world.
I momentarily regained control of my thoughts, before being pulled farther into this unbearable pain. While I had that small amount of time to think, I realized something I've mentioned before. This was Edward's venom. His venom was the venom seeping through me, claiming me as his, for now, and for eternity. I smiled at this, as it lessened the pain, even if only for a moment, beofre I felt a whole new feeling.
It felt as if I was being pushed under water, like I was suffocating. I vaguely heard a voice, itching at the back of my mind, as if someone else was hearing it, speak.
"Don't worry, Edward, the first day is over. She is doing very well, and it won't be too long now." I had to concentrate on it very hard, to make sense of it and to know who was speaking, which was very difficult considering the state of mind I was in. After a mental war with myself, I realized it was Carlisle, but that brought no comfort, knowing I still had two days of pain to endure.
Before I could think farther, my mind felt like it was going to explode. I felt a scrream escape my lungs, not entirely sure if it was my scream, for I was too dazed to think, as I realized that the venom was now taking it's affect on my mind.
A/n: Ok, so kinda a short chapter, but my friend coughbrittanycough wouldn't stop bugging me until I put up my next chapter, so I had to do it. I hope you liked the idea of describing the change, instead of just bypassing into the future. So I really hope you all R&R cuz I really really really appreciate that!! So, ill try to update A.S.A.P., cuz knowing my friend, she won't let me have any time to myslef 'til I do,so until next time! And sorry for any typo's, kinda bad at that, but I do my best to fix most of them!