Love of my life, my soulmate
You're my best friend
Part of me like breathing
Now half of me is left

Don't know anything at all
Who am I to say you love me
I don't know anything at all
And who am I to say you need me

Color me blue I'm lost in you
Don't know why I'm still waiting
Many moons have come and gone
Don't know why I'm still searching

TRISH, AMY, MELINA, ASHLEY & TORRIE

- At the time, there is noone, who would be more excited than me - said Amy daydreaming about Matt

- Yeah, you two make a great couple - admitted Ashley

- Ash, if you don't want, I can not to mention my relationship with Matt, when you're around - Amy offered

- No, it's ok, really. Me and Matt are over. Now I've got my Paul - responded the blonde woman

- Talking about Paul, where is he? - asked Melina

- Paul London is in London - Torrie responded from the bathroom loudly, so girls could hear her.

- Don't make fun of my boyfriend! - Ash pretend, that she's angry, but in the end - she laughed just as other girls, except Trish, who only smiled a little

- What's the deal? - Melina asked looking at Trish

- Nothing - she responded

- Cut the bullshit Trisha, we know you probably better than you know yourself, so straight to the deal - Melina said seriously cousing Trish and Torrie to smile

- Really I'm fine

- Ok, let me guess - started Amy, - Maybe it's because you just ended that stupid storyline with Carlito?

- Definitely. I'm gonna miss his three word vocabulary 'Not - Cool - Carlito', his ridiculous haircut and simply himself. - Trish joked as girls laughed - You know, when he stares at my chest or kisses me. Yep. You may say Carlito is a total loser, but he's not. He has one title too.

- And what is that? - Ash asked smiling

- Carlito is officially the Worst Kisser Ever

- Now that's not cool - said Melina as they all laughed

- Talking about kissers. I always wondered how good kisser is Jeff Hardy? - Torrie asked, but then all the smiles on girls faces faded away. - What? Did I say something wrong? - Torrie asked. She didn't knew the whole Trish and Jeff story. All she knew is that Trish and Jeff were dating on screen and a couple of months in reality.

- Torrie. . . - started Ashley, but Trish cut her off

- Amazing. - Trish responded as all girls looked at her confused. - He was an amazing kisser. - After her words, Trish left the room, girls could see tears in her eyes. Trish didn't want to talk about it. It's better to simply respond to Torrie, that tell her the whole story, reminding about Jeff even more.

- I'm sorry - Torrie said when Trish left, - I didn't think that it's. . .

- Come here - Amy told her and wave her hand, inviting Torrie to sit on the bed, which the other three girls were on. Soon Amy, Melina and Ashley told her what really happened between Jeff and Trish.

BACK TO TRISH

She thought, she forgot him, but she didn't. Right now, Beth's in 9th month. Soon the baby is gonna born. Her and Jeff's baby. It was hurting her. Even the thought about Jeff and Beth living happily ever after, made her upset. Their happiness caused her so much pain.

- I hate you. - she whispered to herself, tears streaming down her face. - I hate you so much Jeff Hardy. . .

CHRISTIAN

Christian watched, as public cheered for him and scanned his name after becoming TNA Champion. His life changed so much. He was happy. Now he sure was happy. Only one thing still made him upset. Now far away, one woman is having his baby. But he will never see his own daughter, because she's gonna think that her father is Jeff Hardy. He won't be involve in his daughter's life. And it's really hadr to accept.

But what could he do? If he would tell the truth, Christy would leave him, these fans - the same fans who are now cheering fro him would probably hate him. Jeff would beat the crap out of him. His life would be ruined.

Of course, Jay felt guilty. He understood, that it was one huge mistake he did with Beth. And now there's no way he can make things right.

Christian took a look at now his TNA championship. God, he worked so hard to gain it and now it's his. Glory, money, success, hot girl as his girlfriend - now he got everything, he ever wanted to have. Except, he will never have that baby, Beth's having, calling him 'daddy'. He will always live with this shadow of his life and noone was able to fade it away. Only him. But was he brave enough?

JEFF AND BETH

Jeff put down his hand on Beth's stomach. Beth was sleeping, so Jeff could feel calm and relaxed. He loved the feeling that he's gonna be a father. That one little angel is gonna be the bless of his totally messed up life.

Yeah, his daughter and memories about her is gonna be the only thing, he's gonna live for. He missed his Blonde Princess so much. Leaving WWE was just so hard to do, because WWE was the only thing, that connected them. By leaving WWE, he also left her. And it was damn hard.

Beth moved a little, so she could feel more comfortible. Jeff loved this time of a day, when Beth was sleeping. Now, when she's pregnant, Beth was even more annoying. Being with her, was hard, because Jeff really couldn't stand her. The only thing he was with her, the only thing he let her to live in his house was their daughter. He'd do anything for his daughter.

Beth moved again, this time a little more. Soon she started to wake up.

- Jeff. . . - she said

- What? - Jeff asked a bit annoyed

- Ah, - she hold on her stomach - I'm. . . oh. . .

- What's wrong?

- It hurts - she responded - Ah!!

- What's happening?

- Jeff, my love - she grabbed his hand, - I think our baby's coming. . . Ahh!! Jeff, I'm SURE our baby's coming!!

Thanks for reading. It didn't take that long to have my inspiration back!

Love ya,

Andrea