Sunrise

I stayed up all night waiting for three am, as I faked sleep and waited until I was sure Mamoru was sleep to get out of bed. I walked to the closet and threw on some sweat pants and a pink hoodie with some flip flops. I crept down the stairs quietly and eased out of the house toward my car. It wasn't until I was on the highway that I finally let out the breath I was holding on my out the house, I just hop he doesn't wake up while I'm gone. It took me about thirty minutes to get to the race track and when I arrived I didn't see here anywhere.

I went up the stairs that led to the seats and that's when I saw her just sitting there looking at the track. She looked so peaceful that I almost walked away but as soon as I stepped back she looked in my direction and smiled.

"Hey Koneko I was wondering when you'd get here." She patted the spot next to her signaling for me so sit there.

I walked over and joined her, "So why did you choose this spot?"

"You'll see."

"Look I think we need to talk about what happened between us?"

"Why? What is there to say?"

"Well…what are your feelings?

"What are yours?" she gave me that cocky smirk.

"Haruka can you just answer the question!"

"I think I've been more than forth coming about my feeling. Cant you tell what they are through my actions?" she moved her hand to caress my face, "you on the other hand continually run from your feelings for me."
'How can you be sure I feel anything for you? I honestly think the whole thing was a big mistake-."

"If that were true then why did you come here? You can lie to yourself but I see right through that Usagi."

"I only came here to tell you that it was a mistake and that it can't happen again." I said this trying to sound sure; I don't know if that was more for my benefit or hers. A silence passed between us for a while and then he voice broke it.

"You know that isn't true. You said the same thing last time and here we are again. There is obviously something between us and I felt it the first time we met, I know you did too."

She had a point we have had this same conversation at least three times before and somehow we always ended up back in each others arms. At first it was subtle things a little flirting here close hugs there but as time went on things got more intense between us. Of course we never went as far a getting physical but a coupe of time we were almost there. The thing is this isn't how it's supposed to go, I've been to the future and we both know that we aren't supposed to be together. I'm with Mamoru and she's with Michiru as it has been in all our lifetimes, to deny this could alter the future we all know.

"I'm not saying I don't feel something between us but you know it can't be like that we already have our lives planned for us."

"No we don't we can still make our own way, we aren't the people of Crystal Tokyo yet."

"Have you even thought of the consequences of what you're saying?"

"Yes I have, but I would risk it to see what it would be like to be with you!"

She said it with such passion that any objection I was going to say went right back down my throat. Not for long though, soon images of Mamoru and Michiru were in my head again and I knew what this would do to them. I didn't want to hurt anyone. But I wanted her more than I wanted anything at that moment just being around her sometimes made me forget about anyone else. I had to get out of there before I did something we would regret. I got up and walked down the steps towards my car.

"Fine! Just walk away like u always do!" I looked back and saw her head go down in defeat. What was I doing? I got to the car and just sat there for a while trying to calm myself down. I watched as she walked to the other side towards her car, I was letting her walk away. Then it hit me I jumped out of the car and ran in her direction. She was already in her car by the time I got to her.

"Haruka wait!" she looked up and got out the car.

"What!"

I walked up to her and kissed her with all the feelings I had been hiding from her and myself for so long. I pushed her down into the car and laid her seat back taking her and myself by surprise. I let my hands roam her body remembering all the times I have done this. Being with her felt so good, so right I wanted to stay in this moment forever. She put her lips on my neck and I felt all the heat in my body rush to my stomach only she could make me feel like this.

We undressed each other and the feel of her body against mine sent shivers down my spine. When I felt her tongue on my skin I nearly lost it, it had been so long since anyone had touched me like that. I put my lips on hers and moved to taste her sweetness I didn't realize how much I missed her until now. We played this game until we were both too tired to move and there we lay in the back of her car. I cuddled up next to her and listened to her heat, this is where I wanted to be.

"The suns coming up you should get home." She said looking down at me.

"No, let's watch the sunrise."