We walked outside by the gazebo where we had spent many nights looking up at the stars and talking about how life was going to be for us. Most of the time it was about weather I would become a vampire or stay human. I guess now we both know the answer to the age old question that we have both been asking. Alexander was sweet and understanding that's why I'm glade that we are bonded for and eternity. I had a sense he liked it too.

Around the gazebo there were candle's that were lit around the railing that wrapped around the structure. Inside there was a vintage deep midnight black lace table cloth that was spread out on to the floor. There were two tall candles in the middle and two large goblets. I could only guess what was in them and I was getting really hungry now. According to Alexander during the transformation part I was not eating well I was kind of asleep and in a lot of pain so my body, not receiving food, resorted to burning body fat. I kind of noticed since I found that my dress was much more lose on me than it normally was.

"Well I can imagine that your are simply starving? Am I right?" His deep chocolate eyes and licorice hair hanging in front of me while he said this, his voice was soft and warm. His hand ran through my hair and he pulled me close to him. My arms rested on his chest, he kissed my head and looked back down at me. "I think it would be good to start you off on animal blood. Hopefully you will be less tempted to try human." He laughed at parts of this.

We sat down on the vintage lace tablecloth, I rested in his lap and he handed me the goblet. I took a deep breathe and could smell the contents of the cup. I was right it was blood. But normally anyone would turn it away but I was now a vampire and I really wanted it. I could feel my mouth watering. I almost forgot that I had not eaten for the past few days; I remember seeing Alexander drinking blood. I always wondered what it would be like, I guess now I'll know.

I took the cup and just looked at it, I was like a baby that looked like it was trying to eat food for the first time. I had always planned this whole scenario out but I guess when you are finally faced with it you don't know how to react.

"Let me guess you wanted something other than pigs blood?" We were both laughing at that comment. "PIG'S BLOOD! YOUR GIVING ME PIG'S BLOOD! What am I in 'Carrie'?"

"No, no your not Carrie are you? I really hope your not crazy. But no if you don't like it I suppose we could give you some other kind…."

I placed a finger on his lips trying to stopped him from speaking any farther. He stopped and I slowly pulled my finger away.

"No, no it's fine. I mean I've never really tasted blood before so how would I know." I played with the blood in the cup, swirling the cup around in a circle slowly watching the reflections and ripples that were being made. "I guess I'm just nervous, I mean ive seen you do it a million times but…..but what if I don't like it. I mean I know you won't let me drink human blood, but…"

This time it was his lips that had stopped me. His kiss was always so passionate and so soft. He pulled back after a moment or two.

"You'll be fine, I know you will. And if you don't then we will deal with it then." He reassured me. "Now go one you need to drink." He was right I think I maybe I had better stop delaying and try and conquer my new found fear.

I raised the goblet to my mouth and began to drink. Before I even realized it the cup was empty.

A/n

So is it me or does part of this fanfic sound like a spin off of Twilight, and now I just finished reading the whole series, But the sad thing is I never read the book, much less heard about it until like two weeks ago.

I tried to make a good chappie, Review please, I need them.