I tried to sleep

I did.

Random dreams kept on appearing in my dreams.

But they were scary.

It was unusual for me to actually say scary.

I also can especially remember every single random but scary dream in every single detail….

Is it because of the tattoo?

It is true I started to have these weird dreams after the tattoo appeared in my collarbone. Somehow, the tattoo was making a shape of something, which I am unsure of. It was so uncomfortable that I kept on scratching it until that spot became rosy red. I will be seeing Dr. Kimberly soon…I hope he finds the solution as soon as possible because I am so desperate enough to take this weird tattoo off from my skin! Nowadays, sleeping was one of the hard things to do for me. As usual (nowadays after the stupid tattoo appeared), I went to the kitchen to make a cup of coffee and went back to the computer to watch any random boring anime, which could make me feel sleepy. I knew this will not work as this happened so many times. However, I hoped I would be able to get some sleep. I wish there was a wizard like Harry Potter to put me in to sleep with his spell. -_-

I SERIOUSLY WANT TO SLEEEPPPPPPPPP

I went to the toilet to see my pale face, now with dark-circles making me look more hideous! EEEEKKKK! I know my face is supposed to look pale but this is seriously too much.

What is happening to me?

What is changing inside me?

*****

Seriously, I have no comment about my bio-test, which I took few weeks ago. I knew I deserved this mark, still a bit of my heart squinted. It is probably the reminiscence of the time when I used to be a perfect student. It seems like it is hard to loose the feeling of every single bits, which belonged to me in the past. I guess Heart is the last place, where it can loose the memories as it did with my ex-perfect studying skills and ex-boyfriend.

I still had to go on.

I knew I cried the heck out of me when everything I used to have drifted away from me. It looks like it's really not my choice but this is my choice.

Or else I won't be able to find the true me in the future.

I have to believe in myself and go on.

'Yo. How was your bio-test?'

I somehow didn't notice Tyler although he was standing right in front of me. -_- his thunderbolt-but-nice-raven-hair somehow was bleached into hot pink….-_-

His raven hair way more suited his feature!!! His emerald eyes look freakier with the pink hair!!! T______T someone help???

'Umm…Hey…it was fine…by the way…what did you do with your hair??'

'I just needed a new change….It's great to come here as an exchange student! Or else I won't be able to do this back in UK…is it that bad?'

His puppy-face but with pink hair really scared me. I would have forgiven him with his raven hair…. T___T sob.

'It's fine! IT'S TOTALLY FINE! I AM 100% SURE!'

' :) Really?'

'Yeah'

'Are you sure?'

'Yes.'

'Are you....'

'YES.'

Sheesh, can he stop asking me questions?!?!

The bell at the same time :D thank god, rang or else I will continuously need to ensure him about his ugly (sorry Tyler) pink hair.

'Sorry Tyler, I have to attend my math class right now, the teacher's pretty strict about late attendances.'

With a smile to Tyler, I ran for the next class as soon as possible. Still geez, I would have been soo happy if the person who asked me about the Bio-test mark was Edward instead of Tyler.