This is the rewrite because I rewread it and well, I was tired when I wrote this and I only had my glasses on so... I really couldn't see.

Okay so sorry about not updating. I was one of the many that wasn't sure how they felt about Breaking Dawn, I don't hate but then I don't love it. I like it, it just confused me and of course getting the book also made me affraid of wal-mart. -sudders-

Anywho this chappie someone requested I post a Lemon chappie. So I did, i'm not that good at it. So I hope you like it. It is the creatings of a 16 year old who still is a virgin sadly. -Damn it i need my own Alexander- So I may change the story to M instead of T because I know someone out there will complain and then i'll get introuble. But i'll do that like tomorrow or the next day, so if it's not under T any more the look under M.

Also I maybe posting this on DA. They need more VK stuff in there. My link will be in my profile.

And also i'm trying to make a playlist so if you have any Idea's note me or something. I know for this chappie I was listening to : Sophmore slump or come back of the summer - fall out boy, sugar were going down - fall out boy, your guardian angel - red jumpsuit apparatus and late night drive - asking abby

Asking Abby also has a myspace with all of their songs

Now for a disclaimer -cus I doubt I ever did one- I don't own it obviously, otherwise the books would comeout sooner and so would the mangas.

Now lets read...

Four months.

It's been four months, well a little more than four months, since Alexander turned me into a vampire. And that also meant that I was four months pregnant with our baby. It still felt strange to me, knowing that there was a little tiny baby growing inside me and was moving. I just recently started feeling it move.

I was in Alexander's arms and we were watching TV, as we usually did right after we ate our dinner. When I first felt it, it felt like someone was taking a feather and moving it back and forth on my small little bump. It felt weird, and somehow instinctively I placed my free hand on the middle of my stomach. I remember Alexander was wondering if he should carry me up stairs to the bathroom.

Morning sickness has been my enemy for a while now. It made no sense to me. I would throw up almost everything I ate but yet gain all of this weight. Another thing I didn't get about the weight gain was the fact that I had been eating healthier food ever since Alexander had found out that I became pregnant. I haven't even touched a bag of chips or ice cream since we got back from the doctors. I know it's for the baby but still i'm the one that is becoming extremely uncomfortable and I think that I deserve at least one chip.

I sat at the table that was in the dinning room. I had just gotten out of the shower and my extremely damp hair was soaking the back of my shirt. Normally I would wrap it up in a towel or dry it with a hair dryer. But today I didn't feel like having the extra weight on my head or having the blow dryer blowing in my face would be such a good thing. I know for a fact that I would probably be throwing up in no time if I may have attempted that. Especially the towel on my head would throw off my balance and that I really don't need right now.

God every little thing is making me sick. It's pathetic.

Alexander walked into the room with two plates. It's smelt delicious but i'm not sure how my stomach would react later. He made each of us grilled chicken with steamed sweet corn and carrots and also some fresh bread. Really it was sweet of him to go to all of the trouble for this, but I still have this feeling that something isn't quite right. It just is that feeling that there is something lingering in the air above both of us. Alexander set my plate in front of me and poured me a glass of water and a glass that was full of blood. He really didn't have to go to all of the trouble waiting on me hand and foot. I could still lift a finger or something I wasn't completely helpless. I have a baby bump but that's about it.

Alexander than sat down right by my side at the table. We both began to eat our dinner, -breakfast, what ever you want to call it- Usually I was starving and my food would be gone in no time, but tonight it didn't seem like that. I wasn't hungry it was something else. I felt the pressure on my eyes, I knew what was coming and there was no stopping it. The drops of water were starting to fall from my face, before I knew it there was a pale white hand wiping each one of them away.

"Raven, what's wrong?"

"N-nothing."

Lie.

He knew I was lying.

"Raven what's wrong? Please you can tell me anything." He was wiping the tears from my face now. How could I be mad at him, look at him he was doing all of this because he loves me and he loves the baby.

"I don't know." I whispered. "I don't know if this is a mood swing or if it really is something." My voice was very quiet, I could barely hear myself.

"What do you feel? Raven, please tell me." Why couldn't I just tell him? I had to even though it feels like nothing I should just throw it at him just in case.

"I feel like something bad will happen. I'm not sure what but it's something bad." I collapsed into his arms.

He was gently stroking the back of my head and my back. While I was crying my eyes out he was her, holding me in his arms so carefully, trying to calm me. His voice was sincere and sweet. I had always loved his voice, even when it was stern.

"Raven, your going to be a new mom and your pregnant, it's probably just a mood swing. Trust me everything will be fine. I will be there for you every step of the way."

After he said that he cradled me into his arms and brought me upstairs to one of the bedrooms.

So i'm gonna say right here maybe considered M but I don't know

He gently laid me on the bed and kissed me. I knew what he was doing and it reminded me of my first night of being a vampire. I knew what he had in mind, I wanted it. He knew that I wanted it.

He stopped kissing me for only a moment and unbuttoned the first few buttons of his already half buttoned shirt. I saw the glimpse if his perfect chest, I sat up and grabbed his hands. Pulling them away from his shirt and finishing off the rest of the buttons. Ripping the shirt off of his back and throwing it on to the floor. Alexander began to kiss me more passionately, it felt like we were drinking each other up trying to satisfy a never ending thirst.

His hands moved throughout my hair and down my back and to the bottom of my shirt. Within seconds that was off, and lying on the floor next to his shirt. I was pinned on the bed again by him, still in my black laced bra, jeans and of course my lovely baby bump. My hands moved down to his waist, down to the zipper of his jeans. I unbuttoned and unzipped his jeans and pulled them off. Now in his black boxers he gave me a dirty seductive look.

I could tell Alexander was going to try and savor taking my jeans off. I didn't know if he had now noticed that I was pregnant and there was another life here. He stopped for a moment and kissed the top of my belly and looked at me. Kissed the top of my forehead and whispered 'I love you'. He was now pulling the jeans down off of my hips and down my thighs. With in seconds they were on the floor with the rest of our clothes that were now making a nice little pile.

"I love you so much right now." He kissed me again.

His hands were no moving along my body, around my new curves and over my bra. His hands were moving across the back of my bra, he got to the hook and began to try and unclasp it. I felt it giveaway and knew it was now off. He threw it over on top of the pile just as he did with my jeans and shirt.

The passion began to grew more now. It felt like there was nothing blocking us, nothing to get in our way. At the same time he went for my panties and I went for his boxers. Both of us were still kissing each other. Drinking each other up.

He held my hands the were placed on his boxers and helped me yank them off of him, I threw them over at the pile. Now we are both lying naked in each others arms kissing. Letting our minds and pure instinct take over.

"I don't want to hurt you...or the baby." He said in between kisses.

"I'll be fine and so will the baby. The baby is perfectly safe." A seductive grin appeared on his face.

I pressed myself into him. The passion grew even more and became almost unbearable. I could feel him come inside me. Soft pleasure moans began to escape my body. My nails began to dig harder into his back.

Sadly it ended. We were both collapsed on the bed with the sheets covering us. Alexander got up and threw me his shirt. I quickly buttoned it up and hopped out of the bed. Alexander grabbed me from behind and picked me up bridal style then carried me down the stairs.

He laid me on the couch and put in a movie. Dracula I remember late nights when I was still human, watching this cuddled in Alexander's arms. There was a blanket the was draped over the back of the couch that I quickly pulled over me.

Alexander came back into the room, his hands full with two huge bowls, two spoons, whip cream, sprinkles, candy pieces, syrups and a gallon of chocolate ice cream dangling from his arm. He set those on the coffee table and handed me a bowl and a spoon then began to spoon a mountain of chocolate ice cream into my bowl.

"Wait, this isn't healthy food?" the only response I got back was a laugh.

"Well it's not but I think you deserve it. At dinner you made me realize that you are going through so much right now. Maybe you do need a little bit of a break from all of that healthy food and deserve some junk food."

"Thank you." I kissed him and began to dig into my mountain of chocolate ice cream that was smothered in chocolate syrup and Oreo pieces and covered with whipped cream.