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What is and never should be

Chapter 5

As we boarded the plane to Italy I thought of how Jacob must feel stuck in La Push while we went to the Voultri.

I didn't get a chance to pack my suitcase as when I got to the car it was already there, Dang Alice. It was kinda heavy even though I have super strength. What did she do, Pack Jake?

Renesmee's POV

I feel horrible. Claire un-tied me full well KNOWING that I could walk and talk….. I just didn't usually.

Then she removed herself and the girl from the room when I showed no interest and as soon as they were out of the room I heard a sharp scream and it was over.

½ and hour later Claire came back with blood around her mouth called me ' Fussy' and threw me a bottle of what I knew was deer's blood. I smiled happily and drank it all…… Then I noticed something, 1. Claire was smiling over a "vegetarian" baby, 2.my bottle tasted queer and then 3. Claire started to laugh. " you drank human blood my darling" she smiled " did you enjoy it" I glared at her , Hating her with every fibre in my body but on the inside I felt great, The blood bettered my mood but I still shook my head. I knew from now on I would be drinking human's blood. "Come hug mommy Vanessa" I glared at her, feeling the anger bubbling within me. I looked into her red eyes "1. You are NOT my mother, you are an over sized more annoying version of Barbie and 2. my Name is RENESMEE" and then I lunged.

Edward's POV

I could feel Bella stiffen as Alice suggested that she go change and then go to the bathroom in the Jet that Carlisle bought as a result of boredom, over use of planes and a reason to take up plane flying. He now sat happily in the cock pit with Esme next to him them discussing a visit to Esme Isle. At that comment I heard Emmett think "what's left of it after the newly weds got through with it." I pegged a cushion at him, which in result of hitting his rock like body exploded making him burst out in rumbling laughter. I rolled my eyes and Esme's head poked out of the door glaring at me. After that I settled in with Bella for another 5 hours of flying.

Jasper's POV

I had to go sit on the bathroom floor because all the tension, sadness and frustration in that room had made my head pound. Alice eventually came and sat with me. Ahh my Alice, the smallest things made a huge difference.

I heard Edward scream for me to shut up causing many giggles from Bella the first we had heard in a long time. I missed it and I am sure that every one else did too.

Hmmm revenge from him telling Esme it was me that broke her 500 million dollar vase resulting in my getting grounded and having to find her a new one…. The problem was it was only one of two vases made.

I started think about my Alice and last time we … within seconds Bella was laughing so hard the plane was shaking…… Wait I hear something. The bathroom door that HAD been lock was now half way down the hallway with Edward standing where it used to be "Aww sh….

5 HOURS LATER

We finally arrived in Italy, Jasper in the Luggage holder after he made Edward angry, who then soon after whacked Jasper so hard he ended up on top of Alice's suitcase which resulted in her plucking the toilet from where it was and jamming it in that very hole and sitting on it.

We let him out after we landed in a large jungle clearing next to the Voultri's castle and all ran of the Jet leaving the door open in case we needed a quick escape. We all speed ran into the castle from the back way passing the receptionist who nodded as we passed at a human speed. I shuddered when I noticed that this was a younger girl than the one I had seen the last time I was here.

We got inside and Edward and I sniffed our way to a big white door covered in pink flowers that had "Nessie's Room" written over it in a floral script. We walked in and our baby was tied to chair. I saw her face through the mirror and Gasped when I saw her blood red eyes. There was a blonde who was standing behind her but we were out of her view. Renesmee saw me through the mirror "Momma, momma" she cried out happily. The blonde smiled "See Honey, why didn't you say that 3 hours ago to save your self all this trouble" "she isn't saying it to you ditzy, Besides I would feel sorry for any kid who you WERE the mother of" I said before punching her in the face and her running out of the room dry sobbing and swearing. I picked up Nessie shaking her loose from the ropes and Edward wrapped up both in a tight embrace. We walked out the door as a family before Edward turned back and shattered the door into thousands of pieces, "daddy" Renesmee said "yes?" he answered "your silly" she giggled. We started laughing with her until all of a sudden Claire ran up pluck the Nessie out of my hands and bolted off. I chased after her stopping short as she ducked behind Felix. Edward and the rest of the Family stood behind me and we could hear Renesmee screaming from behind Felix. Out of no where Jake Charged in wolf form at Felix growling and then Jake jumped going flying through the air. Felix saw him coming and quickly pulled out a sword and it went straight through Jacobs's heart. Him falling and landing in human form at Felix's feet, "I love you Renesmee Carlie Cullen" before shutting his eyes forever. And with that my heart stopped for the second time