Ok semi-sensitive subject. Funeral scene Mostly in Nessie and Bella's View maybe more

Broken, inside and out

I felt the pain running through me as I walked slowly toward the open hole, feeling like I was crying but I never would be able to again. I had been pushed by Alice and Edward to sing "Amazing Grace" at the funeral, with Edward accompanying me on the piano and Alice helping me with vocals.

Nessie had become more human after the death, Crying and growing faster than ever. She had been a 3 year old before the death and now was a 7 year old, throwing herself into professional gymnastics, flipping and twisting faster than any of the other girls. They didn't have anything on her.

Alice was her coach, buying her leotards and taking her to competitions and putting her money into an account and building a trophy case to put all her trophies and ribbons in.

Also in her very little spare time as she was practically living at the gym with Alice dropping her off at 4am and picking her up at 10pm, learning Piano for an hour before sleeping for what little time she had and needed.

The sport had stunted her growth and she ate the amount of human food she was given in a day as her being a vampire made her feel out of place, the reason she was kidnapped and Jake died.

She took it hard and for the first week she wouldn't eat and locked herself in her bathroom with a pad lock on the door. Emmett broke down the door but she stood in there screaming and Edward came and removed him while Jasper put in a new door.

The family was broken.

There were often nights when I would watch her sleep and see tears rolling down her beautiful face, her screaming violently for Jacob to come back. Once I had put her hand on face and was shocked to see pictures of him rolling through her mind. But every picture had the same flaw. He was dead and in black and white. Every so often she came to one of him asleep and it was cherished only to back to another dull dead picture. "The broken lost lover" she was dubbed after she was asked out by another boy and cried so hard our ears hurt.

It hurt Edward badly too as even while in full "Happiness" his eyes were glazed slightly with sadness as he heard our baby scream into her mind.

We slowly approached the grave but it was open casket. Nessie walked slowly with gracefulness not even Alice had mastered yet. She weaved through the crowd and stood at the black coffin with her small white hand upon Jacobs's huge russet one. She lay a single white rose upon his chest blew a kiss and parted slowly with emotions running through her, the only part showing were the tears twisting their way down her cheeks.

Billy was there but with no emotions. He had just had his only son die and was waiting for it to sink in. the time felt like it flew but in fact it was a 2 hour long ceremony. In parts I had sung Nessie took over after my voice faltered, slowly walking up the isle singing gracefully. We had a wake at the mansion and various people came and gave their regards to Renesmee as they thought it was his little sister. "I am so sorry for your loss darling" One lady crooned "I am sorry I didn't know him better. I am his cousin Carla" "well If you were his cousin then why the hell didn't you know him better?!" she snapped back growling "It's your problem not mine"

Nessie POV

I stalked away from the very astonished Carla and stomped up the stairs to my room opened the door and slammed it shut. I started to cry and ran to a small patch of moonlight covering the spot next to the window, curling in a small ball. "Don't cry little one" I heard a gravely voice whisper. It must be my imagination "I hate seeing my little girl crying" I looked up. "Jacob?" "The one and only." I reached up and he lifted my sky high hugging me closer and closer. "I thought you left me forever." "I didn't baby girl I promise. You're the only girl for me. I would never" He lowered us onto the floor and put me in his lap his shimmering-see-through arms around me. "I love you Nessie." And for the first time in months I knew I would have a happy ending once more.

Ok Guys. Much love to the readers and reviewers. Thanks for sticking with me. This is the end of the story. I had heaps of trouble writing this and that's why it took so long :OD