Chapter 6
This chapter is in Edwards POV - enjoy!
Last Chapter- "Well then I guess you better hope that no one finds out then, huh?"
EPOV
I moved to in between her legs then, leaning my forehead up against hers. Her legs wrapped around my waist, and I breathed in deeply closing my eyes. She started to massage the back of my neck with her hands, watching me as I breathed. I knew I had a look of indecision written all over my face. After a few solid minutes of silence, I reopened my eyes and stared into Bella's brown ones. I didn't know what to do. Here was this beautiful woman who wanted me. She was so beautiful and so tempting. Everything that she does amazes me –and her personality! She doesn't seem to care about much, and she never seems to hold back. But as I stared at her I realised she was holding back, I just didn't know what it was.
"What do you want from me?"
"You."
I shook my head. "No. Why? I need to know why you want me. Are you trying to get me fired, or is it just for a good time? Or …do you sincerely like me?"
"I can keep a secret, Edward. You won't be fired. And doesn't the thrill of getting caught make it all the more exciting- and just think- a student-teacher affair. Is there anything more scandalous?" I didn't want to, or mean to, but I smiled. It was tempting… knowing that anyone could catch us, and if they did, we would both get into trouble. My whole life would be ruined. But I didn't seem to care. I shook my head, No! I have to care. This is my life… is it worth throwing away for her? Can't you wait until she graduates? Til you leave the school?
No. I couldn't. I couldn't wait at all, and this scared the hell out of me.
She pressed her lips to mine chastely and pulled away looking for my reaction, trying to read me. I didn't move, but I didn't back away either. I was unsure of what to do, but I knew that if I didn't leave now, or make a decision now, I wouldn't be able to control myself much longer. I still didn't move an inch. One way or another, she would force a response from me. She brought her lips back to mine again, once, twice and pulled away. I leaned forward, situating my forehead against hers again, and I breathed her name out loud. Good work, Edward. Let her know what you're feeling… she'll have me now. And she did. She kissed the side of my mouth twice, gently, and then licked my bottom lip. It opened under the pressure of her tongue and she kissed me properly. And I kissed her back. She tasted so good…
I lost control of my body and I cupped her ass with my hands, and as her legs were still wrapped around me, I picked her up easily off the desk, and swung her around until I was bracing her against the whiteboard on the wall. The large bang from the impact echoed around the room. I pressed my body into her, her curves matching mine perfectly. The feel of her body! No man would stop this if he were in this situation with her. And I was no better. I pressed against her harder, pushing my body closer into hers every second as our tongues fought for control.
She eventually started to push back against me, and I was disappointed to feel her legs unwrapping around me. No! She can't possibly tease me like this. But she didn't. I jumped when I felt her hands at my crotch, massaging, touching with the pressure of a feather. I moaned loudly and she undid my zipper. She knelt down on her knees in front of me and pulled my pants down, and ripped my boxers after it with her teeth.
Her hands wrapped around me, pumping. Her hands increased the pace as she brought her tongue to lick my head, her soft lips enveloping me. My knees nearly buckled beneath me and I threw my left fist into the whiteboard, holding myself up. My right hand grabbed the top of Bella's head, gripping her hair and pushed further down, encouraging her. I could feel her sweet tongue circling me, and her teeth grazed over the sensitive skin. I moaned loudly and I felt her smile.
"Oh God, Bella!" I couldn't hold it much longer…
She sucked on me harder and I exploded into her mouth, where she swallowed it all, and licked the bits she missed. Seeing her licking, and ingesting me, was the most erotic thing I had ever seen. No other girl had this effect on me.
She surprised me though by standing up silently, she pecked me on my cheek and said "Thankyou for the lesson, sir. I'll speak to you about my grade tomorrow then, shall I?" and left the room. I have no idea how she can be so blasé about life- but at this moment I really didn't care.
I pulled my pants back up and drove home, all the time thinking about her lips around me. And I couldn't hide the smile that was on my face the whole drive home. I had just parked it when I realised I couldn't do this. She can't possibly be worth my career. I'm just being a sex crazed maniac. Keep it in your pants, Edward!
I lay on my back in my darkened room and stared at the ceiling. When I saw her for the first time in that club I couldn't keep my eyes off of her. She looked around and I had to step up and take a chance. And it turned into one of the best experiences of my life. I had had sex with many women before this but nothing compared to Bella. When I woke that morning I was extremely excited at the thought of a second round with her, but she had already skipped out on me.
Talk about a blow to my ego…
But it didn't matter. I'd never see her again… it would just be one of those great memories. I went to the school, it was only my second week I'd been there. All I had to do was get through one semester and I was an official teacher- but then she walked in to my class as a student and I knew I was screwed. No one could find out about us. Ever. But self-control has never been my best attribute.
I was screwed. Literally…
"Edward? You awake?" Alice let herself into my room anyway and ran up and threw herself onto the bed beside me, bouncing.
I groaned and she bounced harder. "How can I help you, Alice?"
"You're having an affair with Bella Swan." It wasn't a question.
"I didn't know she was a student, Ali. If I did, I never would have done what I did on Saturday. I was so stupid… Please, you can't tell anyone. If you do, I would be fired and I wouldn't get another job in this country ever again."
"I don't care about Saturday, Edward. There was no way you could have known. And technically she wasn't even enrolled as a student until Sunday. I'm talking about the last two days. I don't know what exactly but I think that there has been something going on."
"Alice…"
"You don't have to tell me anything. Just be careful, okay?" She left the room just as quickly as she left.
A boiling wave of anger enveloped me and I threw my clock where it shattered against the opposite wall. I didn't scream, I didn't shout. I didn't say anything at all. Silence surrounded me.
I woke up knowing that I would end it today with Bella. I couldn't risk everything for her. She wasn't worth it. My stomach churned whenever I thought of her… but I just can't.
I was walking through the halls after my third period class when I saw her again. She was walking towards me with a determined look on her face. I glanced around, we were alone. She grabbed my chin, holding it tight within her grasp and kissed me roughly.
Her other arm kept pushing me though, further and further back until she forced me into a doorknob. I groaned when it hit the small of my back, but Bella just smiled and reached around me, and pushed me into the janitor's closet.
She closed the door behind her and everything went dark. I felt her move closer. I heard the click as she switched on the overhead light and sight flooded my vision again.
"Good morning, sir. I just wanted to show you what I did for extra credit," and she ripped open her shirt. She wasn't wearing a bra.
Oh crap…
AN: What did you think of the EPOV? It was pretty hard for me to write, but i gave it a go. I'm pretty sure i'm going back to Bella's for the next two chapters, but after that i might do another from Edward's perspective. What do you guys want?
Hopefully I'll have the next chapter up in the next two days... i posted this one earlier than i expected cos i passed all my exams and figured i could spare a day without homework! And you all seemed to want an earlier update- so wa-la! (I've always wanted to write that word!)
Please Keep reviewing, makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside!
