What developed from the accident in the night
Chapter Twelve
"E-Edo?" Envy almost squeaked at Edward's smirk. The blond was acting out of character and it worried Envy. "What are thinking?" he asked.
"You have to admit this was partly my fault too." the blond stated hoarsely lifting his right knee onto the bed inching closer to Envy.
"No…" Envy tried to argue but Edward put one finger over his lips silencing him.
"Besides being with you seems to have brought out the worst of me…" he stated closing the gap between them.
Envy was surprised when the blond kissed him passionately. He gasped when Edward pinched his thigh letting Edward's tongue make its way into his mouth. The blond caressed his thigh as an apology. Envy soon got out of his bewilderment and fought Edward's tongue and quickly winning dominance. They broke apart when the need for air became too much.
"Edo. What are you doing?" Envy asked as he now was able to. But the blond didn't answer to him. "We're in a hospital Edo? We can't do it here." he tried to reason.
"I locked the door when our brothers left." Edward whispered and leaned closer again.
"But…" Envy tried stubbornly. Edward frowned and then he seemed to snap out of the strange state of mind he had been in.
"You don't want me…" he whispered feeling rejected and moved to get off the bed. But Envy pulled him back after seeing the silent tears appear in his eyes.
"That's not what I meant." Envy said silently embracing the blond tightly with one hand. "Of course I want you…" he whispered. When the blond didn't say anything he whispered even quieter. "You don't even have any idea how much…" This made Edward break the embrace and look into his eyes.
"Then why did you…" he could finish the question without sobbing.
"I don't think this is a proper place to have sex." Envy said quietly.
"And this isn't the Edward I know… You surprised me." he stated after a while.
"I wanted to make you feel better…"the blond said. "Besides I'm horny." Edward whispered quickly.
"Is that so?" Envy asked smiling warmly at the blond who flushed.
"I said before that you have brought out the worst of me…" Edward muttered quietly. Envy chuckled making Edward frown at him.
"Are you sure you want to do it here?" Envy asked sternly. "Even though the idea of hospital sex is alluring to me I want you to be sure you want to do it here." he stated caressing Edward's cheek and wiping away his tears. Edward nodded and then blushed. "What is it?" Envy asked worriedly making Edward shake his head.
"I…I…" the blond started and swallowed his words.
"Are you alright?" Envy asked and Edward put a finger over his lips to silence him again.
"I…I love you." the blond whispered softly. And shook his head when Envy tried to speak. "Don't say anything…" he muttered.
"But…" Envy still tried but Edward silenced him with a brief kiss.
"…I want you to make love to me." he whispered blushing. Envy smiled warmly but the blond didn't see it since he had his head lowered. Edward was startled when Envy pulled him into a sweet kiss.
"Gladly." Envy muttered against his lips and completely forgot where they were at the moment.
Envy kissed the breath out of Edward while stroking his neck. Edward was moaning contently when Envy pulled away from the kiss.
"But you know…I can't do much." he said silently lifting his left arm. "I can't hold myself up with this." Envy stated.
"Oh…" Edward sighed disappointed.
"So if you still want to continue…" Envy started and refrained from laughing at the hope shining in Edward's eyes. "…You'll have to ride me." he finished and Edward blushed.
"I'll…I'll do it…" Edward stumbled over his words smiling embarrassedly. Envy smiling at him assuring him it would be okay. He kissed the blond again and moved his hand to start to remove his clothes but realized he couldn't do it with one hand. Breaking the kiss again he looked into Edward's eyes.
"This time you'll have to strip for me…" he smirked. Edward flushed but still nodded.
"Okay…" Edward said slowly but suddenly he smirked. He had gotten some of his earlier courage back. The blond backed off a little till he was sitting on Envy's thighs and looked down at him.
Edward started unbutton his shirt slowly leaving it halfway opened and dropped the shirt from his shoulders. He licked his lips seductively and pinched his own nipple. The blond moaned because of his own actions and because he saw Envy was getting hard due to his show. Edward moved the blanked off of his boyfriend to get closer contact. Envy was only wearing his boxers under the cover since he had been planning to sleep on the bed.
Edward accidentally - on purpose - stroked Envy's growing erection while moving the blanket. He rose to stand on his knees and let his hands travel over his chest to the rest of the buttons. Slowly he opened the last of them and dropped the shirt next the bed. The blond saw how Envy couldn't tear his eyes away from him and rarely even blinked. Humming pleased with his boyfriend's reaction he slid his arms over his abdomen. He unbuttoned his jeans with left hand while other was playing with his right nipple. The cool automail felt really good against his skin.
Edward pulled down the zipper while watching Envy who licked his lips in anticipation. The blond smirked inwardly and managed to pull his jeans off while still straddling Envy who wondered how he still managed to look sexy. When Edward started to lower his own boxers Envy reached out to touch him but the blond teasingly slapped his hand away. Edward smirked at Envy's frown and resumed at sliding his underwear downwards.
Envy groaned at Edward's teasing. The blond moaned as his boxers rubbed against his stiff member. He gasped as the cool air hit his sensitive skin when his erect cock sprang free from its confinement. Envy moaned only from the sight of pleasure on Edward's face. Smoothly Edward discarded his own and Envy's boxers.
Envy sat more upright as Edward growled closer to him. They shared a heated kissed swallowing each other's moans when Edward rocked their erections together.
"Turn around." Envy hissed in pleasure when they broke apart and after Edward's confused look added squeezing Edward's ass. "I have to prepare you…"
"Oh…" the blond moaned huskily and obeyed quickly.
Envy moved Edward's rear closer to his face making the blond flush and stutter something incomprehensible. 'Since we don't have any lube I have to use saliva…' Envy thought. He brushed his thumb over the puckered entrance making Edward shiver and moan softly. Envy smirked before licking over it. Edward gasped his eyes widening in surprise. When Envy stuck his tongue into him the blond realised through his pleasure that didn't have any lube and that was probably the reason why Envy was doing this.
Though Edward didn't know it but Envy wanted to do. He wanted to fuck the blond with his tongue. Unaware of Edward's thoughts Envy continued his ministrations. He gasped when he felt the blond suck the head of his cock. 'Guess he caught up too…' Envy thought humming in pleasure and sucking on his own fingers to make them wet enough to stretch the blond. He was having difficulties to concentrate on what he was doing when Edward engulfed him in his mouth.
Envy moaned as the blond blobbed his head up and down once in a while stopping to suck his erection. He tried to snap out of it and continue to prepare the blond. Envy pushed one finger past the tight muscle making Edward moan against his member. Envy shivered but managed to push his finger in and out of his boyfriend. When Edward was relaxed enough around one finger he added another starting to scissor them. The blond clenched tighter but he relaxed quickly.
Soon Envy managed to push in all three fingers. Edward had stopped the blowjob and was now trying to keep his moans quieter. Envy pulled his fingers out when he was satisfied with the looseness. He hoped it was enough and he wouldn't hurt the blond. Envy guided Edward as he turned around and growled to straddle him over his erection.
"Are you still sure about this?" Envy asked gently even though he knew stopping now would be nearly impossible. Edward just kissed him roughly as an answer. Envy helped the blond as he lowered down on his erect member by holding it still. Edward moaned when Envy's cock nudged at his entrance and hissed as he pushed down on it. Edward noted that it didn't hurt as much as he had expected it to but it still hurt slightly more than on their first time.
Envy stopped him from lowering down too fast letting him adjust to the feeling little by little. But finally Envy was completely inside of him. Envy didn't let him move yet and was holding him still. When Edward wiggled in his grasp he moaned hoarsely. At first when the blond started moving Envy let him set the pace but when Edward's muscles eased around his aching cock he started to rise to meet him. They moved slowly making the most of it. Envy thrust slowly into Edward as he lowered himself down hitting just the right way to make him whimper.
Edward fastened the pace and Envy took a hold of his erection stroking it in time with the bucking of their hips. Edward moaned loudly throwing his head back. He could feel himself coming closer to realise. He bucked down harder desperate to get Envy come with him. Their earlier slower pace completely forgotten Edward harshly impaled himself on Envy's leaking member over and over again.
Envy could feel his balls tightening as he came closer and closer to completion. His pride not letting him come before Edward he stroked the erection with his hand harder. When he heard the Edward whimper he was desperate to get the blond come. Envy caressed the tip of Edward's member with his thumb. It was too much for the blond and he came shouting Envy's name and tightening around his member.
Envy groaned and realised his seed into Edward whose muscles milked everything he had to give him. Edward moaned contently when the warm liquid soothed the aching muscle walls. He collapsed onto Envy who didn't complain and let him cuddle closer. Edward was already dozing off and Envy felt the exhaustion trying to reach him too. He almost fell asleep until…
He heard a key turning and the door opening quietly. Then there was a gasp and fast steps back out of the room and then the door clicked closed again. 'Probably a nurse coming to check up on me…' Envy thought without opening his eyes. Then he nudged Edward's side and opened his eyes to look at the blond as he stirred awake.
"We should probably get dressed before another nurse comes in…" he muttered.
"Yea…sur..e…" the blond slurred sleepily.
"Another nurse!" Edward shouted jumping up. "There was someone in the room already?" he asked worriedly.
"Yeah…" Envy muttered. "Who ever it was got a pretty good look at your abused rear…" he joked silently earning a soft hit from the blond who got up from the bed and quickly dressed himself and helped Envy back into his boxers. Then Edward snuggled back on the bed next to Envy.
"God…What will they think of me?" the blond groaned against Envy who chuckled. But he quietened when Edward hit him in the stomach.
"Don't worry, they won't dare to say anything…" he muttered. Edward sighed and hoped Envy was right. He decided not to worry about too much and go to sleep already since he was tired and indeed needed some well earned sleep. Just as he was dozing off again Envy spoke.
"Edward…" he said quietly stroking his fingers in Edward's hair. Hearing his name first time from Envy's lips the blond sat upright again. "I have something I want to tell you…" he said eyes closed and the blond got the wrong impression.
"You want break up, don't you?" Edward sobbed silently making Envy's eyes snap open. "Now that you've had enough of me…you want to break up, don't you?" the blond cried trying to jerk away from him and almost falling off the bed in the process.
Envy managed to pull him back to safety even though he was already over the edge off the bed. Envy tried to soothe him down but Edward didn't calm down.
"Edward." he tried to get the blond to look at him. "Edward I don't want to break up with you…" he whispered hugging the whimpering boy closer.
"Y-You don't?" Edward hiccupped finally raising his head to look into Envy's eyes.
"No. But if you want to then I'll let go even if it breaks my heart." Envy said sadness apparent in his voice.
"Of course I don't want to. Why would you think I wanted to?" Edward whispered anxiously leaning closer to Envy's chest.
"Good." Envy sighed relieved. He lifted Edward's face up with his fingers. Envy looked into his eyes a warm smile on his face. "I wouldn't want you to leave me because I love you Edward." he whispered giving the stunned blond a soft kiss.
"You do?" Edward asked tears of happiness running down his cheeks.
"I love you Edward." Envy said again kissing the blond. "And I-I know it's…It's maybe a bit early for this but…" Envy stuttered and hesitated. "But…"
"What are you trying to say?" Edward asked quietly soothingly stroking Envy's chest.
"Would you…" Envy hesitated again. 'Why is it so hard to say?!'he yelled in his mind.
"Yes?" the blond asked.
"Edward. Would you marry me?" Envy finally managed to ask.
"What?!" Edward squeaked jumping upright again. Envy took it as a rejection and looked away. He felt for the first time in many years like crying. And he didn't care any more and let the tears run down. To his restless mind Edward's question had sounded too shocked as if he had never wanted such a thing. Envy wanted curl up and sink into the bed to soothe his aching heart.
Edward had not thought about marriage so Envy's question surprised him greatly. When he saw the hurt in Envy's eyes he realised that Envy thought he didn't want to. Of course he wanted to marry Envy. He loved the wild - though nowadays much calmer - green-haired man and even the thought of never seeing him again almost broke his heart. As he saw the tears Edward's own heart ached because he had hurt the man he loved so much.
"Envy." Edward whispered leaning closer to him. "Envy looked at me." he said and slowly Envy turned his head to face him.
"Yes." Edward whispered smiling as he blushed.
"What?" Envy asked hoarsely.
"I will marry you." Edward whispered. "If you still want me…" he added with a slight concern in his voice. Envy's face brightened and he wiped the tears of sorrow away.
"Really?" he asked quietly still not sure if he should believe it to be true.
"Yes." Edward stated smiling to him and wiping away the rest of the tears. "So don't cry anymore. 'kay?" Edward whispered. Envy smiled and pulled him into a passionate kiss. When they parted Envy chuckled.
"Sorry…" he muttered and Edward was confused.
"About what?" he asked.
"I'm not normally this emotional, you know…" Envy muttered wiping his face again. Though this time they were tears off joy.
"It's alright." Edward giggled. "I'm glad you can cry too and I'm not the only one…" he said silently. "But try to avoid it 'kay."
"Why?" Envy asked embracing Edward so tight that he never wanted to let go.
"You scared me…" Edward mumbled against his chest.
"Then I try not to scare you any more…" Envy muttered softly into Edward's golden locks.
"We've been so emotional that maybe we should get some sleep?" Edward chuckled looking into Envy's eyes.
"Yeah…" Envy sighed. "But tomorrow… Let's go and find you a ring…'kay?" Envy yawned pulling Edward closer.
"Yeah…" the blond mumbled and closed his eyes.
They fell asleep content in each others arms. And the next morning they would wake up from each others arms. And the next day. And the next. For the rest of their lives which hopefully would be long. As they slept nothing bother them. Not even the nurses coming into the room and leaving after seeing them asleep. Nothing worried them about the future at this particular moment. Not how Alphonse would react or anybody else for the matter. They were happy. That is all that counts.
END OF CHAPTER TWELVE
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One more chapter to go and then it'll be over. Now I'm sad… Well I can always write new stories to cheer up myself. And hopefully after the last chapter will do exactly that.
Without further writing I'll thank all of those who have bothered to read this and review it too. Thank you! I'll probably thank again in the next chapter but in case I forget I've already done it!
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For Chibi Tsuki Hikari. When did you get into my mind?! ...Just don't steal any ideas... ;b