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MEMOIRS OF AN OUTSIDER

Chapter: 19 "I am woman, hear me roar"

The bright rays of sunlight settled on the faces of the sleeping pair as morning broke the enchantment of their night of passion. Khy was nestled in the

crook of Bishop's arm as he slowly opened his eyes to the new day. He gazed fondly at the sleeping girl, stroking her cheek and recalling how she

took him to new and glorious heights of lovemaking. She gave completely of herself, holding nothing back and allowed him to share the experience

with her. He closed his eyes and bathed in the memory of her unique smell of fresh roses, and in her taste, that reminded him of sweet luxurious

honey. He wished he could have met her ten years ago before he was forced onto the path he now followed. Maybe with her at his side, he would

have stayed in his village of Redfallows Watch after the death of his mother. To think that she lived so close to his home in the Mere and that fate had

cruely pushed them along different roads until their chance meeting in Neverwinter, seemed to form a kind of turmoil in his mind. He let himself drift into a

world of his own creation, where he, as a new adolescent, would visit West Harbor and meet the young girl with golden eyes. Their lonely existence could

be the cord that would bind them as one, and they would build a life of happiness together. Bishop reveled in this fantasy of a different existence with

Khy, knowing that in reality, it would never be.

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Khy awoke and gazed into the sensual amber eyes of Bishop watching her. She smiled as he caressed her face and gently kissed her lips. His hands

roamed across her creamy skin creating tiny ripples of delight throughout her body. "Good morning". She said as he took her in his arms and embraced

her tightly. She could see the need in his haunting eyes and then completely surrendered herself to the wishes of his craving. He scattered kisses along

her neck and shoulders and then moved down to her ample breasts, taking a nipple into his warm mouth and feeling it contract with his tender

sucking. Khy moaned softly as she felt his masterful hands travel down to her center of pleasure and then open the petals of her flower. He began to

manipulate the stiff nodule, as her hips pushed up to meet him. He moved lower letting his tongue take over as he inserted two fingers into her moist

passage and pressed up from inside. Khy was flailing about, gasping and shouting his name as he sucked the little bud rapidly and fucked her harder and

faster with his expert fingers. A loud groan escaped her lips as spasms of delight overtook her and a new wetness filled his hand. She lay shuddering

as he kissed her while spreading her legs wide. He knelt between her thighs, grabbed her hips and lifted her up to meet his rigid shaft. He thrust

deeply as Khy panted heavily from the intensity of his forceful drives. The sweaty slapping of skin added to the chorus of Bishop's deep yearning

groans and Khy's soft whimpers of desire. Suddenly the pumping became turbulent and he voiced a low guttural growl as he erupted, violently

plunging and expelling his deluge of hot fluid. A scream escaped her lips as she exploded with utter delight a few seconds later.

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Bishop held her close, not wanting to let go of her or let their time together end. "Bishop", Khy said dreamily, "We have to leave this room sometime".

"No". He said. She laughed softly and replied, "I think someone will start to miss us if we never go out". She crawled on top of the muscular man,

folded her arms around his head and kissed him softly. "I'm hungry", she said rubbing her cheek against his and climbing out of bed, "So get your

tantalizing ass up"! He laughed and watched her cleanse herself before dressing into her usual garments. Khy tossed Bishop his clothes and a wet cloth

as she put on her stockings and boots. When they were dressed, she led the way out of the room and down the passage toward the banquet hall. Livid

blue eyes followed the duo as they walked over and sat down with the others having breakfast. Bishop ate ravenously, a product of his enormous energy

loss as Elanee asked to speak with the Captain alone. The two women left the room as Neeshka and Shandra hurried out behind them. Inside the war

room, the women waited anxiously for Khy to confess the fine points of her night with the dark ranger. "Okay Khy spill it". Neeshka said as all three

moved closer to hear every word their friend would say. Khy was not about to give intimate details, but told them that Bishop was kind, gentle and very,

very attentive to her needs. "Well", Neeshka said, "Everyone has a first time". "And a second, third and forth time". Khy said smiling. The look on

their faces was priceless as Khy opened the door and headed back to grab something to eat.

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A few days had passed and the keep was nearing completion. Khy knew she would soon have to recruit people to operate the smithy and merchant

shop. Grobnar suggested the little kobald, Deekin, and Sand chimed in with Calindra as a possible mine manager. Kana reported that Torio Claven, the

former Luskan ambassador, had been captured in Neverwinter and the King had left her fate in the hands of the Captain. Most of Khy's companions

wanted her hung, but she thought the woman might come in handy with the knowledge she possessed. After a long debate, the group decided to leave

in two days for a few of the villages with good prospects for workers. Everyone was busy packing and planning for the trip when Khy noticed Casavir

sitting alone at a far table in the banquet room. She strolled over to the handsome paladin and sat beside him, as he turned away from her. Khy was a

little put off by his attitude and asked him why he seemed irritated. He turned suddenly, grabbing her shoulders with a vice-like grip and said angrily,

"My lady, why did you let that scoundrel touch you"! The words spewed from his mouth like poison, and she could see the hurt and rage in his vivid

blue eyes. She winced from the pain of his grasp and tried to break free. Realizing the power of his hands, he released her and lowered his head in

humiliation.

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"Casavir", she said softly, turning his face to hers, "Do you think lying with him means that I don't want you"? He said nothing, but Khy could see

the tension in his massive shoulders, the intense tightening of his jaw and that told her his response. She stood and then straddled his lap, forcing him to

look at her as she said, "Cas, what I feel for you can never be replaced". He stared into her eyes and said harshly, "Will you feel something for

every man you plan to bed"? The statement suggested that he now considered her untouchable and below the standards, he would accept. "So now

you're implying that I'm a whore and not worthy of one such as you"! Khy shouted. He seemed completely shocked by her loud declaration and tried

to rise as Khy held firmly to his neck. "My lady, I did not mean to say….. I would never….. He gave up trying to explain and just sat, looking away. Khy

felt a small annoyance at his behavior and chose to teach him a lesson he would never forget. She began to slowly grind her hips into his crotch as she

lightly kissed his neck and cheeks. His face reddened with embarrassment and he continued to keep his hands flat on the table in front of him. Khy nibbled

at his ear and ran her hands across his broad chest. She located his erect nipples under the thin tunic and began to massage them between her fingers.

She could feel her attentions working from the tight bulge protruding from his breeches. She brushed her lips over his and flicked them with her tongue.

His breathing was becoming faster as Khy whispered into his ear, "My dear lord paladin would you like to fuck this whore"!

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His head snapped up and she could see his blue eyes glisten with emotion as he said, "Khy, do you not know that I love you". She held the back of his

head as she kissed him and then felt his arms embrace her and hold her close. "I've yearned for you from the first moment I met you". Khy said

"And I for you". He replied softly. She asked him if he had been with more than just one woman. He admitted that he had. "Do not judge me Cas", she

said, "Let me experience my emotions freely as you have done". "I have just been shown this portal of passion", she whispered, "so please

tolerate who I choose to allow in". He nodded as he held her tight and kissed her wanting lips. "Does the offer still stand"? He asked her with a grin.

"Can you hold out until tonight"? She asked looking down at his hard reminder. "I may have to sit a while longer", he replied with a wink, "But I

think I can manage". Khy kissed him again then eased herself off his lap and walked toward the kitchen.

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Bishop had watched her with the paladin, feeling his blood boil with anger. "That bitch"! He thought as he saw her coming in his direction. He waited

for her to pass by and then snatched her arm, jerking her toward him. "What are you doing with that fucking paladin"? He yelled. "Let me go Bishop"!

She said. He released her and then asked her again. "We can't talk here", she said quietly, "Come with me". She walked into one of the empty

bedrooms and then closed the door. "We talked about this the other night". She said as she sauntered over and sat down upon the bed. "So", he said

sharply, "You spend one night with me and then it's on to something better". "Is that it"? he asked, "Are you replacing me with the paladin"?

"No". she replied. "You ARE planning to fuck him aren't you"? "Yes", she said, "And I plan on fucking you too". He looked confused as she tried to

explain once again. "I have feelings for you both", she told him. "Bishop", she said, "You've shown me what making love can be with someone

you care for and I want to experience that with Cas, too". He said nothing, just leered at her with intense loathing. "Maybe the same analogy would

work with him as it did with Casavir". She thought. "How many whores have you fucked"? Khy asked the sulking man. "Including you", he

snapped back, "Plenty"! Khy knew that this entire situation had gone on long enough. She flung open the door and stormed out, marching up to Kana.

"Get everyone into the war room NOW". She yelled. Kana nodded and took off rounding up the group per her Captain's orders.

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Khy walked into the room with a self-assurance she had never felt before today. She was no longer the timid, naïve young girl from a small Mere

village, She had become the true Captain of Crossroad Keep. She was now a leader of men and knew what responsibilities and sacrifices that would

require. She strolled through the room scanning all the faces of her friends and allies, as she prepared what to say. "I believe it is time that we discuss

some difficult circumstances here at the keep". Khy said with authority. "If I were a man", she continued, "all of this would not be necessary as

you well know". "I have heard that there is some debate on my ability to command and to achieve our ultimate goal---the obliteration of the

King of Shadows". She went on as the group listened attentively. "There has also been discussion on my… umm… personal life". "There will be no

more dissention"! She yelled as she slammed her fist onto the table. "If anyone here feels they can not abide by my orders, then tell me now to

my face and you can leave with my blessing"!

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Elanee stepped forward and said, "Khy, do you not think your statements are somewhat harsh"? "Amin late mellon (My honored friend)", she

said softly, "I value your council as I do all of you, but this is not about friendship". "The road we travel, is to rid Neverwinter of the impending

evil destruction, and may lead to some or all of our deaths". "The petty disagreements and conclusions made by all of you impede our progress

and could jeopardize lives". "The shard-bearer speaks true". Zhjaeve said. "This is my keep and you are my people", she said forcefully, "I WILL

uphold my duty to you and this vital mission we embark on". The buzz of whispers and the wild hand gestures began as soon as she finished

speaking. "As for my private life", Khy said as everyone became silent, "If I were a man, no one would think twice about my actions". She looked at

Bishop then at Casavir as she said, "I have recently discovered that I am immensely fond of copulation". Gasps were heard throughout the room as

she went on. "With someone you care for, the act is the ultimate union that one can obtain". "I love you all", she said gently, "Some of you I

love in a different way". "But, being in love", she went on, "is something I have yet to experience". She walked over and stood in front of the two

men she loved and said sternly, "Let me plainly say that I will fuck who I want, when I want and for as long as I want until I know in my heart,

I've found the one person that can complete my soul". "Any questions"?